
Awakened Love
By Angelika Alana

Awakened LoveMar 23, 2022

Angel with Azrya Bequer on Finding Your Wild, True Love and Being a Psychonaut.
In this episode we dive right off the deep end to hear a taster of Azrya's wild love story with her now husband Benjamin. We also dig into the healing and transcendental states of different psychedelics plus way more.
Azrya Bequer’s segued her decade in the entertainment industry into coaching high-impact individuals through accelerated, personal transformation and shamanic, plant medicine ceremonies. She shares her psycho-spiritual teachings through writing, filmmaking and speaking. Alongside her husband, Benjamin Bequer, she is a co-founder and author at BEQOMING, a platform dedicated to providing the future stewards of society with transformational tools, media, and experiences to see beyond the veil of who they thought they were supposed to be.
She co-authored a book titled BEQOMING with her husband: Everything You Didn’t Know You Wanted. To purchase the special edition hardcover (not available on Amazon) please visit www.BEQOMING.me/book or download at www.Audible.com/BEQOMING.
Warning: This book may inspire you to face off with your darkest subconscious shadows, claim your Truest Truth, and embody the greatness you’re here to share with the world. Side effects may include becoming radically unfuckwithable.You can also receive The 3 Stages of BEQOMING directly to your inbox at www.BEQOMING.me/3stages
IG: @azryabequer
Angel with Reverend Briana Lynn on Dismantling Patriarchy, Corporate Consumerism and Making Amends
Reverend Briana Lynn is a nature based guide and founder of The Earth Temple. On this episode we talked about money, patriarchy, consumerism and more. Tune in for her epic wisdom!
Find more of her here: https://www.theearthtemple.com/
IG @revbrianalynn

Angel with Micah Katarina on smashing goals, transforming your physique & how to succeed as a coach
Micah Katarina is a personal trainer, female physique transformation and strength training expert.
Angel and Micah cut straight to the chase on what's toxic about the fitness industry standards for women and how to overcome them while also taking great care of yourself. They discuss grit, resilience and how to set the most bad ass goals.
IG: @micahkatarina

Angel on Her Ayahuasca Journey, Engagement & Turning 30
Angel in a solo episode gets raw and vulnerable sharing her deepest (most intimate) experiences in ceremony plus riding the high of the engagement and turning 30.

Angel with Alexis Haines on Her Open Marriage & the Magic of Loving a Woman
Alexis Haines is a former reality TV star turned spiritual seeker. She is the host of her podcast Recovering from Reality and author of her book of the same name. She's a wife, a mama, a reiki practitioner and a powerful advocate for different relationship styles.
IG: @itsalexishaines

Angel with Lisa Marchiano on Crossing the Threshold from Maiden to Mother
On this episode I got to met with jungian analyst, parenting expert, author & psychotherapist Lisa Marchiano. We chatted about what Jung really meant when he discussed the masculine and feminine, archetypes and how they play into the life of a woman, being a parent and the things no one tells you... plus way more!
Follow Lisa's work:
https://lisamarchiano.com/
@lisamarchiano on IG
and her podcast 'This Jungian Life'

Angel with Alexandria Maria on Manifesting Money, Soulful Sales & Humility in the Age of Arrogance
Alexandria Maria is a Business Mentor, soulful sales expert and manifestation Queen. We spoke about the trials and tribulations of launching a business, getting your relationship with money right, the real 'secrets' to manifestation that no one is talking about and ... we also broached that topic that you're not "supposed" to speak about. Listen in!
IG: @iamalexandriamaria

Angel with Sah D'Simone on Awakened Love & Forgiving Those Who Have Hurt Us.
Sah D’Simone is a spiritual guide, meditation teacher, international transformational speaker, best-selling author, and creator of The Sah Method, who has dedicated his life to helping others to live in alignment and achieve their highest potential. He is pioneering a Spiritually Sassy, heart-based healing movement rooted in science-backed, tried-and-true techniques, in which joy and authenticity illuminate the path to enlightenment.
IG: @SAHDSIMONE

Angel With Elena Brower on the Secret Sauce to Building Her Empire & Being a Mum
Elena Brower is a Mother, author, world renowned yoga teacher and spiritual leader. I sat down with her to talk about motherhood, building wealth, gaining success and giving back. She even read me some of her unpublished poetry!
Follow her on IG here: @elenabrower
See more of her work here: https://elenabrower.com/

Angel with Nicky Clinch on Letting Everything Go, Break Ups & Break Throughs
Nicky Clinch is a Master Maturation Coach and Facilitator and Integrative Holistic Counsellor, Author and Host of the Soul Surgery Podcast. She has dedicated the past two decades to healing her own self from multiple addictions, and childhood and ancestral trauma. She has trained in Macrobiotics, Oriental Medicine, Five Elements Theory, Energy Healing Alignment, breathwork, and Ontological Inquiry and crucially, understands the capability of the mind, memory, survival and our ability to generate our reality.
Nicky has lived and experienced everything she teaches. Nicky guides people through powerful processes to break free from the stories and wounds that are confining them from their past to embody their authentic self and live with a deeper sense of alignment, wholeness and freedom.

Angel on Keeping the Fire Burning in Relationships
In this solo podcast episode I share on where I think most couples go wrong when it comes to maintaining desire and wild intimacy over the long term... plus one simple mental shift we can make that just might save your s*x life!

Angel with Mia Magik on Yoni Gazing, The Witch Wound & Living a Magical AF Life
Mia Magik is an ambassador for Modern Magik and bringing the ancient way to the modern day. A Spiritual Coach, Wizarding World Aficionado and “Witch School” Headmistress, whose purpose and mission is supporting people in reclaiming their innate power, magical gifts & IntuWitchin. Her work transforms the painful programming that keeps us from our most magnificent selves and remembering that magik IS indeed real and alive all around us.
IG: @MIAMAGIK

Angel with Blu on Shaving Our Heads & Using Play as a Portal to the Divine!
Blu is a heart-led woman, with a love for creating. She inspires others to activate their full potential, and live their purpose. Through Plant-Medicine, Gene Keys, Public Speaking, and the Deja Blu Podcast- Blu creates space for the expansion of others.
Blu has been a Student of the Plants for just over a decade. Forever in awe and honor of their wisdom, she is devoted to sharing her insights and teachings of the intelligence of the plant world through all of her creative outlets.
Blu is also a student and facilitator of the Earth Temple Center of Prayer and Shamanic Arts and a protected medicine carrier under the Native American Church. She is also a devoted student of the Shipibo Tribe, honouring indigenous ancestral teachings in modern day times.
Follow us on INSTAGRAM: @awakenedlove @bluofearth
Here is the full scoop of our conversation:
0:25 Blu shares on the experience of shaving her head
2:15 “Feminine” beauty stereotypes
06:30 The biggest take away from the head shaving experience
8:44 How the beauty ideal keeps us stuck in the 3D
9:44 Moving beyond the primal to extra sensory perception
11:15 To transcend the primal or use the primal as the portal to God?
14:30 The power of intention
15:00 Why silliness is a super power and over seriousness is a spiritual disease.
18:57 The ‘unawakened one’ can look similar to the untrained eye as a deeply awakened being.
20:30 Gut health as part of spiritual awakening.
22:00 Spiritual Elitism & Spiritual hierarchy
25:35 Blu shares what it means to her to be an Awakened Womxn
25:46 The Shadow of Jealousy - Dishonour
28:48 Why requesting space can be the most powerful practice
30:00 Love as the ultimate dojo - learning from jealousy
31:35 How to use “I am” language for deeper intimacy and repairing ruptures
33:15 Toxic masculinity and how it affects our intimacy
37:40 Existential kink and contrast the sweet teacher
41:15 Heartbreak - what we can learn from it and how can we heal?
42:00 Heart break and creativity
46:00 The power of surrender
48:00 “Anxiety is trapped creative potential”
50:00 The cross over between creativity and sensuality
53:00 Orgasms for manifestation

Angel Guiding One of Her Signature Wild Awakenings™
Angel Guiding One of Her Signature Wild Awakenings™
This at home pleasure practice is designed to awaken your deepest states of sensual bliss and self love. I recommend using my playlist here to accompany the practice.

Angel With Jessica Winterstern on Dancing With Grief, Navigating Conflict and Living With an Open Heart.
Today's episode I sat down with Jessica Winterstern, a dear soul sister full of wisdom. We went deep on the tender dance of grief as Jessica shares her experience losing her Mother to early onset alzheimer's. We also discuss sacred partnership, using sacred intimacy as a healing space and bouncing back from conflicts in a conscious way.
Jessica received her Bachelor of Science, in Applied Psychology from NYU, her Masters in Education., in Human Development and Psychology from Harvard, and an M.A., in Applied and Spiritual Psychology with an emphasis on Consciousness, Health and Healing from University of Santa Monica. Through her work with world-renowned authors, philosophers and teachers, David Deida, Dr. Clarissa Pinkola Estes, David Whyte and Drs. Ron and Mary Hulnick, she has become an expert in relational dynamics, sacred intimacy, love and loss. Through her guidance, she helps women reconnect to their fundamental wholeness, power and strength.
Find her on instagram @thefeminineheart
The full break down of our conversation...
2:00 Jessica’s biggest soul school life lessons
4:00 What Jessica wishes the world knew about grief
06:30 Jessica’s favourite ways to dance with grief and why our hearts are so resilient.
9:00 What Jess wishes the world knew about supporting those who are grieving
11:25 Angel’s experience of resurfaced trauma and dancing with grief.
13:30 Being gentle in the healing process
14:56 How do we dance with big emotions, without being high jacked by them?
19:00 The space between stimulus and reaction and how to stretch out that space.
21:45 What are masculine & feminine dynamics.
26:25 Why we attract our reciprocal or “vibrational match” in partnership.
28:00 How polarity works.
31:00 Why Angel fears this idea of “masculine/feminine” principles can actually be dangerous and limiting
36:00 Moving away from what is culturally appropriate to what is attuned to the moment.
39:00 Sacred Intimacy: “there is no shade too dark for this love.”
42:00 Taking the grief stricken moments and softening them, through love making.
43:00 What is a ‘projection’?
45:00 How Jessica resolves conflicts with her husband John.
50:00 Dealing with your partners wounds.

Angel with Alexandra Roxo on finding God in Ayahuasca, Strip Clubs & Sex
This week we speak with Alexandra Roxo is a writer, artist, and cofounder of the online community and ritual program Radical Awakenings. Her writing on the intersection of spirituality, sexuality, and healing has been featured in Girlboss, Teen Vogue, MindBodyGreen, and more. Her film and TV work with Vice and her iconic web show Be Here Nowish have been viewed by millions. Alexandra is the author of F*CK LIKE A GODDESS: Heal Yourself. Reclaim Your Voice. Stand in Your Power, which is an Amazon Bestseller in three categories. It has been covered by Bustle, Refinery29, InStyle.com, and called by Publisher’s Weekly a “sharp forceful debut”. She has been featured in the New York Times, Playboy, the Guardian, and Nylon magazine for her raw and sensual approach to healing and wellness and storytelling. She has also been named a modern spiritual leader by Well+Good. She currently lives in Los Angeles. For more, visit alexandraroxo.com.
We spoke about...
2:00 Using praise for our work as a source of strength on a down day.
3:20 Being an artist on the internet versus in-person.
8:00 The digital ego of our social media age
9:15 Ayahuasca as a healing medicine and teacher.
13:00 ‘Basement Shamanism’ & the dark side of Ayahuasca
20:17 What happens during an Ayahuasca ceremony.
23:00 The difference between Peyote and Ayahuasca
26:00 Angel’s experience in a Temezcal (Mexican Sweat Lodge)
26:30 Angel’s first Ayahuasca experience
28:00 Roxo’s time filming a Vice documentary in a strip club in a rural truck stop.
34:00 Living as a brave soul and cultivating more courage.
36:10 Angel asks Roxo if she is in love and we get to hear Roxo’s current experience and why falling in love was different this time.
43:00 What it means to f*ck life like a Goddess....
45:45 Finding God in s.ex.
48:30 Why have we been taught to keep s.ex and God separate?
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Angel Guiding One of Her Signature Hypnotic Awakenings™ a deep state meditation for reprogramming your subconscious.
In this episode I share a wild awakening I had during a deep tantric practice. Plus a little bit about what it means to Awaken Genius. Then we dive right into a meditative practice with one of my Hypnotic Awakenings™!
Go here to use the Spotify playlist for the practice.
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Angel with Layla Martin on Sacred Sexuality for Healing & Manifestation
Layla Martin is a visionary rebel who teaches about sexuality, relationships, and self-love to hundreds of thousands of people across the globe. Her devoted study of Tantra for 18+ years along with her sexuality studies at Stanford University have informed her unique teaching process that combines mystical practices with the most up-to-date scientific approaches to healing trauma and transforming the nervous system. She’s the founder of the Tantric Institute of Integrated Sexuality and created the year-long VITA™ Sex, Love & Relationship Coaching Certification. Her programs have taught over 10,000 women, men, and non-binary people her proprietary VITA™ Method of using breath, sound, movement, meditation, and energy awareness to awaken their sexuality and reclaim their power and worthiness. She’s shared her work with over 120 million people through her YouTube channel and has a weekly email audience of 375,000+ people. If you want to experience epic sex, legendary love, and your most magnificent self, visit her website and follow her on Facebook and Instagram.
In this episode, we talked about:
2:29 What would the world look like if we live in a world that celebrated liberated female and gender non-conforming sexuality?
8:09 What are some things that we can do to take a stand for liberated sexuality? What can we do to bridge the gap from shame to celebration & honour?
15:31 What does science say about female sexuality that is most surprising?
27:55 The 5 stages of sexuality
34:40 The biggest misconception about orgasm
38:20 Perspective on the clitoris, ‘to touch or not to touch?’
39:50 Perspective on using vibrators
42:40 How to utilise butt play & anal as a sacred practice
47:50 Connection between sacred sexuality and abundance

Angel with Dr Cat Meyer on BDSM, Relationship Agreements & making consent sexy AF
For this episode we delve into some STEAMY topics with sex therapist, international speaker and founder of Sex, Love, Yoga Dr Cat Meyer.
We chat about:
1:19 What got her interested in being a sex therapist
5:12 What is BDSM? What’s the draw and misconception of BDSM?
11:35 Consent culture in BDSM
17:35 The Mantra “I can hold more”
19:20 Pleasure practices
23:25 Different styles of relationships
29:05 The difference between rules and agreements
33:30 Coping with jealousy
36:35 Common fantasies that most of us have
39:00 Mystery, novelty and intimacy in relationships
42:20 Intentions in relationships
44:30 Relationship agreements

Angel with Josefina Bashout AKA 'The Pussy Priestess' on self love, masculine & feminine dynamics and why the world is so afraid of liberated womxn!
Josefina Bashout aka The Pussy Priestess is a highly sought after sexuality, relationship, and feminine empowerment expert, a tantric leader and a certified advanced spiritual psychologist. She has traveled the world teaching the ancient science and tools of tantra for self-healing, liberating sexual energy & personal power.
In this episode, we talked about:
1:15 Her journey from riches to rags to rising in self love
6:50 Her healing process
11:45 Why prayer is so powerful
14:18 What is self-love?
19:26 Pleasure practices
36:45 Why the world is so afraid of women being sexually empowered
44:56 Over identification with gender roles

Angel with Liz Marz on alchemising the pain of loss, sacred sisterhood & the intentional process for calling in the love of your life.
Liz Marz is a a legendary LA based mentor, coach, and spiritual teacher... and one of my best girlfriends! Liz shared with me about the loss of her father, how it catalysed her spiritual awakening and her journey to being a truly sovereign womxn.
Find her: @liz_marz

Angel on rebirth, life after the house fire and the transition to Awakened Womxn
I sat down to share with you guys about the transition from Lit Up for Life to Awakened Womxn, my entire journey with the business and how the house fire in March played a pivotal role in its unravelling and ultimate rebirth.

Angel with Zahara Zimring on the artistry of liberation, valuing the inner critic and facing fear head on.
Zahara Zimring is a liberation artist, an evolutionary astrologist and one of my dearest sisters! She dropped some SERIOUS wisdom in this episode so grab your journals and pull up a rug, we're about to go deeeeeeep.
Find her:
IG @zaharazimring
Website: www.zaharazimring.com

Angel with Poppy Jamie on being a wellness fempreneur, building an empire while staying sane yourself, plus the hidden gifts in Quarantine.
Poppy Jamie is a former TV presenter, British Entrepreneur, co-founder of accessories brand Pop and Suki and founder of the mental health app Happy Not Perfect.
We mused on life during quarantine, our 17 year old selves, moving past self-doubt, running your wellness empire and staying sane yourself plus loads more.
Find her:
IG @poppyjamie

Angel with Rachel Pringle on being a Sex Goddess, Witch and navigating arguments as a couple
Rachel Pringle is an actor, author, creator of the Wild Woman Experience, a sensuality and dynamic tantra teacher.
We mused about sexual awakening, moving past shame to love our bodies, the biggest pitfalls she see's in womxn wanting to call in love, our cycles of bleeding, arguments with our partners...and a lot of laughs!
Find her:
@positivepringle
www.IAMRACHELPRINGLE.com

Angel with Amy Rushworth on manifesting your dream partner, healing sexual trauma and finding your soul-sisters.
Amy is a Transformation + Healing Mentor, Spiritual Coach, Speaker and a dear friend.
We sat down to speak sister to sister on all things love, sex, claiming a life you love and even her three step process for manifesting anything.
Find her:
Instagram: @thisisamyrushworth
Membership: https://amy-rushworth.mykajabi.com/orgasmic-ascension-membership

Angel with Moun D'Simone on Navigating an Uncertain World with Power and Grace
Moun is a spiritual and meditation teacher, transformational coach and a very dear friend. In this episode we muse on how to feel big emotions without looking away and how that plays into our ability to feel the big stuff of the world without looking away too. Moun vulnerably shares about what was the most challenging year of her life and how she got through it. Plus her favourite mantras to bring her back to peace and why it is that mantras work so well.
You can find and connect with Moun:
On instagram @moundsimone
At her site www.moundsimone.com

Why you never need to be afraid of 'darkness' or your 'shadow' again.
I'm sharing the story of a clairsentient experience I had at 24, that changed my life forever. I've never shared this story publicly and figured I'd kick off the podcast with vulnerability at the forefront, in the name of cultivating a truly intimate space.
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