Dancing with Bipolar
By DawnSherine Bernard
Hi. This is the story of my life living with Bipolar Disorder and all the fun and sadness that come along with this double edged sword.
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Dancing with BipolarMay 29, 2023
Why the Panic???
Hey. Its been an extremely anxiety filled week. Panic attacks and the whole deal.. Its been a minute since I've been here.. I share this normal coping skill I was given and how I twisted it ridiculously.. But it kind of works.. And then I conclude with the worst not happening ever date proposal . this week..😞 season 5 ep. 201 Dancingwithbipolar com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 29, 202326:54
Manic Aftermath Clean Up Party AKA SHOW #200
Hey there. I just realized this is the 200th show. YAY! I talk about the aftermath of my last manic ride and my financial hiccup that has come along with it. The clean up after mania is real... I sometimes could use a person to tell me to knock my shit off.. Honestly. I talk about my new obsession of physical fitness.. My therapist thinks im doing all right coming out of the mind control and manipulation of hope cottage.. We'll see. Dancingwithbipolar.com. check out the Instagram for verification of what im talking about. Lol. Dancing with Bipolar on IG. SEASON 5 EPISODE 200 STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 22, 202323:57
Hope Manipulated Me
Hey. Im still really purging all the trauma out of me from this homeless shelter/ indentured servitude program I left.. It really sucks because the more I vent the more comes up.. Its fresh right?! Otherwise trying super hard to just get shit straight with the VA and social security etc.. All that stuff that happens after a move. (Season 5 episode 199) Dancingwithbipolar.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
May 14, 202323:30
Hey... So this is just kind of a verbal release of a lot of surprising shit I wasn't even expecting to say, but really needed to get out of me. Yeah the past 18+ months has really been a challenge and a true show of what survival of the fittest really means. I know you know. Get MERCH Here: tee.pub/lic/Nb9UOcclsj8 Dancingwithbipolar.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
May 07, 202325:00
F R E E D O M
Hi. Guess what.. I AM NO LONGER HOMELESS!!! Within 3 weeks my girl AA at Catholic Charities got me into a trailer with a year lease.. Yeah.. Something I had completely lost hope of while living at hope cottage. Funny huh. Im still processing a lot of the subtle undertones of how someone could make this happen in 3 weeks when the cottage couldn't do anything in 16 months. Hmm. Anyway that's what's up. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Apr 28, 202325:50
Hey. Well im not as manic as last week.. but im still not quite grounded yet.. You know im straddling that mania to depression line. I got another tattoo. A Megalodon or as Christopher would call me a Megalodawn. Larger than life. There's some ranting too about ignorance and diagnosis. Also another huge shoutout to Brandon : bgm_tattoo on Instagram.. He's the real deal. Dancingwithbipolar@yahoo.com / Dancingwithbipolar.com. Hit me up!!🤠😎🤠 STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Apr 16, 202326:14
Hey.. Yes im completely manic it hypo manic.. Dont remember the exact parameters of how its judged. Ok im all over the place here especially in the beginning. Whoosh! Hold on. There's some real meat in this though and I do somehow wrap everything up to make sense. Its kind of a miracle. Dancingwithbipolar.com. Dancingwithbipolar@Yahoo.com. Look for me on Spotify🤠STAY ALIVE. YOU MATTER!
Apr 08, 202335:29
Hey. This show is a train wreck.. Listen you'll see. Lol. Im everywhere on this with all the Sunday train interruptions that we all love. I know there is some kind of message here. Check out Brandon on Instagram at bgm_tattoo I messed that up big time last show. Dancingwithbipolar.com or dancingwithbipolar@Yahoo.com to connect with me. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Apr 03, 202322:03
FOR THE POSSE: SPOTIFY EXCLUSIVE. TALK AND JAM #1
Episodes with music are only available on Spotify.
Hey. First shot well actually 2nd at this. The first was just plain bad. I actually do talk about some of what is happening with musical interludes. Like cop rock but not as horrible. STAY ALIVE. YOU MATTER!
Mar 29, 202341:37
Season 5 : THE FUTURE STARTS HERE
Hey. There's a lot going on. You know its always feast or famine right?? However im getting better with rolling with the stuff and landing soft when its over. Things are absolutely about to flip in my favor. Homelessness may soon be a situation I can advocate for instead of living it.. We'll see. Stop by the Instagram to see my new angel wing tattoos done by the one and only Brandon at Woodys Old School Tattoo and piercings here in Flagstaff. Otherwise Im doing pretty good. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!!
Mar 24, 202321:29
6 and a Wakeup
Hey . so honestly this is a 2day show and I got super distracted. It happens. Today I am one week out from the curriculum part of this discipleship.. Woot woot! Then I go on a little rant about resources for the homeless. Never a dull moment.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Mar 13, 202329:13
Angry? Manic? Unhappy!
Hi. I'm pretty sure I'm really angry and disappointed with "authority" figures in my life. The two step of untruths they practice make me feel morally filthy. 2 more real classes left to go and I finish my commitment to myself to complete this program. Then I honestly dont know.. Its kind of a good thing.. This show rambles some but there is a nice tie up at the end 🤠 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONYA.🦄 STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Mar 07, 202326:55
STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Hey, So its the 3rd birthday without Christopher. Time just lessens the sting. I plead with all of you to get help if you are even entertaining the idea of exiting life too soon. In the US call 988 for emergency mental health help. Be Brave..Reach Out! Dancingwithbipolar.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 28, 202323:25
Ice Capades in Flagstaff or How I broke my pinky
Hey.. I'm on pain meds right now so this what I recall the show being about. Ice..ice. ouch.. movie.. ouch.. urgent care.. broken finger.. pain meds. Home.. pajamas. That's about it. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 20, 202317:55
🎉💥🎉 50,000 listens on Spotify? You don't say🙊!
Hey there. Yeah the title kind of gives this away but sometimes it's good to be transparent. Lol. It's ALWAYS good to be transparent!! There's some other tidbits as always and I am interrupted mid way with an apology 🍔. Show is scattered as am I. THANK YOU POSSE FOR LISTENING. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Feb 13, 202319:06
Hey.. Holy Crap posse I've lost my ever loving mind.. I'm not feeling manic at all yet the evidence has not followed the proper chain of command so. Whatever! Oh yeah thanks for buying my Merch on TeePublic.. Tag me on Insta wearing you gear or drinking coffee or your baby in a Dancing With Bipolar onesie...😎. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Feb 05, 202324:06
Your Guess Is As Good As Mine
Hi. This is kind of a weird show. 😂. It's all over the place to be honest as am I right now. But it's all good and OH there is an amazing business idea buried in it. No kidding. ⏩HERE IS THE TEEPUBLIC LINK tee.pub/lic/Nb9UOcclsj8 ⏪. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jan 26, 202327:35
Sloth with Mania - LIVE
Hey.. MANIA LIVE I am still manic-ish. My mind is at ultra warp speed but my body is not. Having a hard time keeping it even mildly under wraps. Idk. I just want to show the reality of how it is.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jan 13, 202322:35
I'm going manic.. I'm nearly at the point of not being able to head it off on my own, but I'm totally attempting to do so.. there's just an underlying feeling of frantic ness in everything right now. Been so triggered. I get into some of it. But you'll soon hear I'm not pulling it together very well at the moment. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jan 08, 202319:43
Caged Tiger Birthday 2023
Hey. Welcome to 2023 posse.. WE MADE IT!!!!!! This is a seriously discombobulated show so enjoy that.LoL. Just glad to be here in 2023. Love Each of you. STAY ALIVE. YOU MATTER!
Jan 02, 202320:06
Non Authentic Forced Fraud Christmas
Hey.. only one more day to go and finally the worst few weeks of the year will be done.. I absolutely dislike this season. Ugh. I stopped taking the lithium and decided to save my thyroid my way.. So There institutionalized health care. Otherwise I'm still DawnSherine and that's all good. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Dec 24, 202228:41
Round Two is Already Beat !
Hey There... So this is an infomercial basically about my health. As usual started pretty mopey and Eeyore but flipped it quick.. one of my skills.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 09, 202218:05
Real People ARE Homeless
Hey. So I kind of go on a rant about homelessness and societies agenda on how they treat people without houses. I think there's also a lot of trains that made for interesting timing on trying to complete this. Dancingwithbipolar.com. email@example.com. Check out galas.fm. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Nov 28, 202223:33
Holiday Buffet with some Jesus on the Side
Hey there. This is a completely rambling mish mish show. I'm not even sure I tie it together neatly at the end. However there is a lot of laughing and even a message I think 🤔. Happy Thanksgiving.. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Nov 23, 202232:21
Posse Strong 🤠
Hey. I know it's been a minute but I've been struggling with suicidal ideations and now the first weeks of being on lithium. 😩. I was not hospitalized though so that's a win. I've also been struggling with some crap in the house which in hindsight is totally unimportant in the big scheme of life. Listen as I figure that out. Also a little bit as my mission to help street homeless with mental health diagnosis's come to fruition. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Nov 11, 202220:12
At the Intersection of Suicidal and Ideation ⏩ ***TRIGGER WARNING***. ⏪
Hi. Yeah I'm slogging through some deep depression.. Hit like a sledgehammer between the eyes. I'm working it out but you all know I don't hide my shit from you. This is real. Raw and honest. If you are in the US and feeling suicidal please call 988. Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Oct 26, 202225:52
Rabbit Hole Roundabout
Hey.. I started this show with a definite plan, got distracted by a hummingbird and lost the whole train of thought 🤔. But a lot of it had to do with what has happened in my year in Flagstaff or better said what didn't happen.. there's some other epiphanies too about what I'm thinking my changing reason to " make it right"is.. check out the show on Galas.fm. galas.fm/episode/acaf5d29-0d00-54e0-8186-535750e062cb. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Oct 20, 202228:27
Hey. I've been holding it together really well for a bit. Not letting anyone see how much crap is actually affecting me. But the thing is I have been triggered by several things and you're the lucky ones to hear it first. 😁. ⏩⏩ Check out galas.fm and join the posse there for conversation etc. It's the one place ALL of us can gather to get to know each other and let me know what you think about stuff . galas.fm/episode/acaf5d29-0d00-54e0-8186-535750e062cb. ⏪⏪COPY PASTE STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Oct 09, 202222:03
Church Hurt, Mental Health and God with Chris Morris
Hi. Chris and I speak openly about our experiences within the church regarding our mental health struggles, suicidality and visits to the psych ward. Be prepared for an open, honest and personal discussion on how the church has affected our walk with God. You can find Chris @ChrisMorriswrites.com. He has authored the book - Perfectly Abnormal: Uncovering the Image of God in Chronic Illness. He also edited and contributed to the Anthology : Whispers in the Pews - Voices on Mental Illness in the Church. galas.fm/episode/993fcb42-3144-5f6a-90f9-290f556d111fhttps STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Oct 01, 202252:53
Full Cycle Reset
Hey. Been a week of whirlwinds and completions. I got through a bunch of stuff I never wanted to do yet really great because of it. The hard things really bring the greatest rewards. So the 🦒 and I are speaking again and I have fully released Christopher so we can both do what we're meant to do at this time. So yeah it's been a week. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Sep 25, 202232:45
Hey.. this show is all over the place. I didn't start with a clue as to what I was going to say anyway. Lol. However there is something about plants drinking #mountaindew that is super cool and/or delusional. I'm good either way. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Sep 18, 202218:48
Hey..it's been 2years since the unthinkable happened. Time doesn't heal all wounds it just helps it become less intense. Please seek help if you feel suicide is the only option.. I promise you it is not. Christopher's story is one that never should be told with this ending. Honor his memory by STAYING ALIVE.. YOU MATTER
Sep 11, 202222:51
Hey. I've been doing a lot of work in the area of forgiveness and you know there is actually something to it. Whether you believe in God or not it's not a bad thing to do - for your own peace of mind. Plus some other tasty tidbits of wisdom. 😂. Thank you all for listening. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Sep 04, 202226:48
Ain't No Thing Really
Hey. Seriously I was all kinds of upset when I started this but I've calmed my butt down by talking to you guys and just working it out.. Had some stupid unfortunate things come to light today but nothing really earth shattering in the big scheme of things.. I'll definitely survive and take care of the immediate things I can fix.. compared to poverty, hunger and war my worries are stupid. Welcome to the posse to all the new listeners. 🤠. Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Aug 28, 202232:09
PostPartum Bipolar Disorder IS a real thing with Jessica Ekhoff
I go on an adventure as Jessica tells her story of childbirth to mania to hospitalization in a 10 day span. It's a rollercoaster with a message of hope and healing for any family that is dealing with this situation. And her husband is a true superhero BTW. IF you need help and support you can find Jessica as a moderator at postpartum.net. Her book Super Sad Unicorn: A Memoir of Mania releases in early 2023.. jessica-ekhoff.presale.manuscripts.com/ STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Aug 13, 202251:48
PLAYED AND BETRAYED
Hey Posse.. man oh man has it been a crappy past week. Broken tooth from the fall, a giraffe throwing me under the camel, and nearly being exited from the program for fraternization with this lying SOB. So my depression is piqued,my trust is shot and I'm just really sad about how he handled this. Better now than later when I would have been in over my head. Zen of the Stigmata has been rebooted and is available on all the usual suspects. Only one show but I'll get on it. Lol. Also if you're ever in Flagstaff check out route66doghaus.com Not a sponsor just a bomb place to eat. Love each of you. Thank you all for making Dancing with Bipolar what it is..STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Aug 09, 202233:18
My Depression Needs Help
Hi. I've had a serious slump in my depression the past few weeks. Finally went and got some help and a med adjustment so I'm on my way back up. Started a new show so I can split the discipleship out of this show..yay!!! Check out the new show Zen of the Stigmata if you're interested in the remaining amount of time I'm in the "program" and possibly into missionary work. https://promocards.byspotify.com/share/65e4bdb0f75b6accbf9e1857cabf02eb066daaed.. Anyway Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jul 31, 202231:28
Controlled Stability is actually Chaos for me.
Hey.. still feeling pretty awful. This depressed mania is fatiguing. Theres some underlying factors of course that aren't helping. I'll ride it out though. Just want you guys to know I'm going through it too. You're not alone. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jul 19, 202221:09
FLAT - LINED MANIC
Hey. So the title says it all. Mixed mood rapid cycling right now. Trying to rein it back in without too much attention on me.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jul 10, 202223:35
Monsoons and Me AKA Intense In Tents.
Hey. Omigosh monsoons are here and this was a good one. I wanted you folks to hear what it's like to be in a tent while a monsoon moves over you. I also talk about my roommate schmoozing it up with the directors this weekend and how much IDGAF. Otherwise all is well for the most part. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jun 26, 202218:39
🆘 Crashing Down 🆘
Hey everyone. Well as predicted the depression has hit. Can only stay up for so long before gravity pulls you back down. I'm just flat out stressed, overwhelmed and triggered. Things just seem chaotically out of control and I'm just tired of nothing making sense anymore. However I still have a 🦒in my life that makes me smile. I'll get through this..promise. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jun 19, 202225:57
LOVE VS MANIA AKA Chemical Imbalance Cage Match
Hey. I might be manic. I might be falling hard for someone 🦒. Yeah I don't know what's happening, but I don't want parts of it to stop. I try to rationalize what is happening pretty poorly in my opinion. Either way here it is. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jun 05, 202236:27
Hey. This is kind of a mess. Started on Sunday pretty angry and ended today fairly manic. It's life, right. I talk about a bunch of stuff going on with me with a bit of ranting and rambling.. however somewhere in here I know is a nugget of wisdom. Oh there is a bit of laughter at the end so at the very least listen and laugh as I rationalize dating during discipleship..🦒💛🦡. Yeah this is a ride. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jun 01, 202235:11
Catch a Rising Star with Jordan O'Halloran
On Jordans very first promo appearance for her YA novel - Clean up on Aisle Three we discuss bipolar, meds, support systems, glitter tooth and Halsey.. Jordan can be found at Jordanjotsjoy on Instagram,Twitter and Facebook. This is an amazing interview for a newbie. Lol . STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 24, 202246:48
I Got The Dumbs
Hey there.. so it's been a super good week even with the sunburn, higher than normal blood pressure and heart arrhythmia; of which I am pretty sure are inter-related. I've done a lot of shadow work these past few days and I honestly think I'm working through some barriers to a fulfilling future. Oh yeah I have a mind altering crush on a man of God🌝. Never say Never STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
May 22, 202235:08
The Parables of Wise Advice
I jabber on about a lot of stuff here. Christopher and how I need to overcome the grief surrounding his death, a little about Peanut and Doc, maybe becoming a missionary at some point and that golden nugget of wisdom.. And trains. Yup wouldn't be a podcast without BNSF making an appearance 🚂. Love each of you STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER. Season 4: The year of Discipleship.
May 17, 202226:14
CHAMPIONS don't fall they RECOVER with Dustin Bailey
I interview Dustin Bailey Celebrate Recovery Regional Mental Health Champion - West. We talk Bipolar, God and Celebrate Recovery plus having intimidating IQ's. Lol. This is a good one.. check it out. 😎. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
May 10, 202245:35
Maybe Tech Issues are God's way of preventing a bad show.
Ugh!!! Tech gotta love it.. The past two days have been fraught with issues around one interview. Even on the reschedule my internet just dropped as soon as I stopped trying to connect Bam internet is fine. Who knows. Anyway I'm a stress case today but relieved.. oxymoron huh! Check out my interview on Revive Ministries on YouTube regarding Our Refuge in Recovery.. talk about a show full of tech problems..lol. but Robert Colon and I soldiered through 🦡. youtu.be/WyOs5CV_5JI. Lots stuff coming up. Tech be Damned. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
May 04, 202216:09
Disciples, Minions and Sadducees OH MY
Hey everyone. It's really been a week with the fire here in Flagstaff and all that coexists with such an event. However it snowed and the fire is much less at the fire front of my thoughts so I can concentrate on the real meat and potatoes of my life. Lol. This is pretty much a free fall from stress and bullshit ( which actually never ends btw). Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Apr 25, 202230:11
Fire on the Mountain
So Flagstaff is on fire..parts of it anyway I'm sitting at a vantage point where I can see plumes of smoke.. the wind is wicked and I'm just a tad freaked out. Dancingwithbipolar.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Apr 19, 202212:19
Easter✝️, a past life review🔙, and a 3 year anniversary🎉🎈🎉
Hi. It's Easter And the Three year Anniversary of when I started this Podcast. 2 momentous events in my life.. I review a little about why I started Dancing with Bipolar and how far I have come in my mental health recovery as well as repairing some of the trauma in my life. I encourage you to listen to the past shows to see what I'm talking about. Lol. Reach out to me anytime: Dancingwithbipolar.com , firstname.lastname@example.org or on Instagram as Dancing with Bipolar. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME HIT ANOTHER MILESTONE. 🧡💛💙🤍💜💚 STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Apr 17, 202217:55
🚂 ALL ABOARD 🚂
Just a super quick catch up to let you all know I'm doing fine. Thanks to everyone reaching out to me I appreciate your support more than I can say. 💛. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Apr 13, 202211:26
💎The Multi-Faceted Mom with CHARISE JEWELL💎
I have a long awaited conversation with my friend Charise about her experience with Bipolar 1. We speak about her breakdowns, inpatient stays, side effects from medication etc and HOCKEY..😎. Find her book Crazy memoir of a mom gone mad at all the usual suspects. Or you can order it direct from charisejewell.com. I hope you enjoy this interview as much as we did..🌝. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Apr 12, 202259:48
At least Jan had better hair than Marcia Marcia Marcia. AKA Comparison is Deadly
Hey everyone. Still harboring this disproportionate feeling UN being good enough. It's illogical I know this yet I'm still struggling to figure out how not to feel so inadequate.. plus there was a tragic event in the house that has retriggered some unresolved issues/grief around Doc of all things. So yeah it's been an awesome week check out cultureclasspodcast.com my interview should be up in the next 3 weeks. Also check out SelfPause daily affirmations AND the WISDOM app both for Android and apple devices. Look for me as a top mentor on the WISDOM app as DawnSherine Bernard or just Dawnsherine. I just got this gig so its kind of bleak right now. That will be changing soon. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Apr 03, 202230:31
But I don't want to be you..
Hey. This is a shout out to those of us feeling pressured to be someone that we are not supposed to be. YOU ARE YOU AND THAT'S PERFECTION!! Otherwise not a whole lot going on. I feel good mentally and physically. I'm extremely grateful for each of you for being a part of the show. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Mar 28, 202214:39
Don't judge me through the dirty windows of your glass house.
So I'm not a 100% right now. If I were I would be worried that I'm no longer human yet I'm being judged for not being full of joy by someone who doesn't cry about anything. At least I'm not in denial right? Life hurts and sometimes the pain lasts longer than a second and processing things is individual. So as usual there is a roundabout epiphany here Love Each of You. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Mar 20, 202227:11
Get Over Yourself, Dawn.
A week and a bunch of reflection later I realize what a sniveling idiot I was. Granted things are never Perfect anywhere and what I was whining about was legit; however it was somewhat uncalled for and didn't really reflect well on the progress I've made.. C'est la vie. So this show is a true hodge podge of the past week and a huge epiphany I had today about how absolutely blessed I am.
Mar 13, 202232:02
You can't Break the Broken
You know sometimes it really is the people around you that are the defining factor in choices we make. Right now I'm debating on staying in this program or doing my thing without this overbearing and inconsistent structure... People seem to forget I'm still new in this situation and haven't got it all figured out like they do after having years in the program. Oh I understand discipleship.. I can do that Anywhere and without all the BS I'm being drown in right now. Jesus himself would have exited out of here and been like Later Haters!!! STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER Dancingwithbipolar.com
Mar 05, 202214:36
My Gift to You for Christopher's Birthday.
Hey. It's the eve of Bris's birthday. I'm not going to lie I've been grieving, his death and the loss of the perceived future I hoped for us. I've also been compounding the grief with a whole lot of nothing. But seeking anything to take away the pain of his suicide. Just believe me when I tell you it ends on an upbeat.🌞😇😎. Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 27, 202219:03
😄The High Lows😞
Hey everyone. Just one of those weeks that the downward slide hit hard. I think I got it figured out and nothing that a trip to Sedona AZ can't heal. 🌞. Season 4: The Year of Discipleship. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 20, 202221:12
My Castle Window Only Faces Forward
Hey everyone.. I'm in a bit of a reflective mood about how I got to Flagstaff and how there was absolute divine intervention to get me out of Running Bear alive. Though I'm not dwelling on the past I am still processing the events that happened.. as always there is a life message here (I think) 😇. Seekjesus.co use code Dancingwithbipolar for 15% off your total order. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 12, 202221:45
🦡Ain't No Thang🦡
Hey. Not a whole lot going on. Holding steady right now which is really uncomfortable to me as I'm used to total chaos. Lol right? Seriously though this is just a quick check in to tell you guys I love you and all that jazz. Season 4 The year of Discipleship. Check out seekjesus.co use discount code dancingwithbipolar for 15% off your total order. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Feb 07, 202212:18
Fasting + Honey Badgers = Gratitude
Hey everyone.. this is kind of a mashup of all kinds of thoughts and reflections of my past week. Of course there is a bigger message involved among the chatter and laughter which I'm not going to tell you 😄🌝🌞. It was a good week though I'll give that info up. I love each of you. Season 4 is the year of discipleship btw. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jan 31, 202226:08
Separated from the herd in order to learn how to lead them
Hey everyone.. I might be a tiny bit manic so there's some jumping around from topic to topic but I do pull it together and have an epiphany towards the end.. This is a truly block buster moment. Hi to the Czech republic and thank you for listening. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jan 21, 202227:28
Resigned to the in-between
Hey.. kind of blah and just not feeling like anything is moving forward. I hate the hurry up and wait aspect of life and really hate when I feel like my life is suspended due to consequences way beyond my control. Guess that's life. Ugh.😞. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jan 19, 202216:56
Pacing your way to Victory
Hey there. So I'm not really sure what this show was really supposed to be about. Seriously.. I honestly just wanted to talk to all of you and in the process answered a question I didn't even know I had.. Love Each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Jan 09, 202220:34
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ANNUAL INTERVIEW WITH SOMEONE AWESOME
Hey it's my birthday.. 57 years of life and guess what? I just started to understand what it is to live. Better NOW than later. Anyway enjoy the interview and my birthday introspection. Oh btw HAPPY 2022. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Jan 02, 202223:13
GOOD RIDDANCE 2021 and A WARM WELCOME TO 2022🥂
New Year's Eve in Arizona. Out with the old and in with the new. Plus almost happy birthday to me. Let's Welcome Singapore and India to the posse. Oh I still want a circus pony for my birthday. 🦄🎂. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 31, 202107:01
YOU are the gift the world needs
Ok.. so I had a couple of really bad days.. I let myself go there , (not on purpose) and dug myself out.. Each of us has the power to change ourselves in order to change our part of the world.. you are my posse which makes you one of the strongest people on Earth.. seriously.. Oh there's a surprise in the last 2 minutes for the kiddo in all of us. PEACE , LOVE AND JOY FOR THE HOLY DAYS!! STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 23, 202119:10
Just another homeless hobo at Christmas
Another bad morning.. I hate being lied to as much as I hate this situation I put myself in. I don't know what God wants me to do anymore but contemplating my choice to live or die everyday is probably not what he wants. I have a lot to figure out by the 3rd when I get paid. I won't act on my bad impulse but I'm willing to move on ASAP. I think that's what I'm supposed to do. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 22, 202111:03
The Christmas Black and Blues are right on time
Hey everyone. I was definitely going through it when I recorded this a few hours ago. Most of us go through some depression at this time if year I am no exception.. the lesson here is that I worked through..saw my doctor and got a med adjustment. No shame in asking for help ever.. Thank you everyone for getting the show to over 35 thousand downloads. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Dec 21, 202112:59
The Christmas Gifts of Grace, Humility and Mercy
Hey.. it's a week out from Christmas. This is my attempt at a Christmas message. I love you .. All of you. May the spirit of the season fill you hope and love. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 20, 202125:49
NO More COVID QUARANTINE AKA REALITY
Hi everyone.. so I survived Covid and my cruisemates which was more difficult than the virus... I talk about the mental health strain from being in isolation and the pain from being back stabbed by my fellow quarantine people. Shout out to SOUTH AFRICA.. KENYA MY MONGOLS AND KAJANKISTANIAN.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER.
Dec 14, 202120:40
Celebration Place cruise with The COVID
Guess who got Covid?? Yup. So just a quick catch up here about how much fun im having in quarantine and how I'm dealing with it. At least there's 4 of us quarantined together so the party rarely ends. I'm doing well with very few symptoms.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Dec 05, 202115:13
Catch up Buffet
Hi. Yeah this is a show that started with no direction did a u-turn and wound up somewhere.. not sure where.. in summary glad we got through Thanksgiving, don't do things in grief, stay compliant, isolation mode is survival,and a bunch of other rambling.. lol. Let's Welcome POLAND to the posse. As always love my Mongols and Tajikistanians... STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Nov 28, 202129:42
Breakdown Lane to the Future
I fill you guys in on this past week. A very hard week with decisions I didn't want to make or even face. Dorm issues and irresponsible people that are driving me crazier. I also touch on the situations that led to my hospitalization and of course my usual rambling. Thank you KENYA .. an unexpected surprise to see I was #8 on the Apple charts. Of course a big shout-out to my Mongols.. almost 7 months solid on your charts and kajankistan is holding it down. Love all my posse. Happy Thanksgiving to my US PEEPS.. Also indigenous people's day to my beloved natives. Dancingwithbipolar.com STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER.
Nov 22, 202131:29
God, Suicide and the Miracle Deer
You know those days when you just don't know how you're gonna get through it? Yeah it started out like that but it won't be ending like that. My transition into the safe house has become easier as I have discovered nature trails closer than I knew a week ago. I fill you guys in on my new therapist and how Christophers suicide still has me reeling as I adjust to a place he and I never shared. Lots of tears on this one and then the huge OMG as I get my sign that God and Christopher have not forsaken me. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!
Nov 12, 202122:43
The First Days of the Flagstaff Saga
I fill you guys in on my first week of being displaced in Flagstaff AZ. It's not as awful as it sounds considering I chose this over the Hell of Running Bear. Also a little bit about what had to be left behind and a few tears over Peanut and Christopher. Ultimately I'm gonna be ok. The website IS BACK UP though it's brand new and nowhere near done but you can contact me there as well as the Dancing with Bipolar Instagram page. I hope to embed the show into the website soon. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!!!
Nov 06, 202129:49
GUESS WHO'S BACK
Hey hey hey.. After a 2 week vacation at the White Mountains most luxurious spa I'm back.. No suicide or anything crazy like that just a breakdown. I've relocated for a bit in AZ.. maybe Montana next..who knows.. salute to the 5th floor hagfiish.. missed you all. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!
Oct 29, 202110:18
You have to save your own life
It's been a minute guys sorry. I lost track of time during this eviction process. I'm still at the StarGate so there's your clue as to how it went 😎. Been a year today from when I heard about Christopher's suicide.. a year since the rape and abduction. 10 years ago tomorrow since I moved to AZ.. that's a mind blower for me. Anyway this show is a little scattered but rest assured I'm well mentally and physically now that all this legal stuff is hopefully over I can get back on my game and continue advocating for our community. I love my posse. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Sep 18, 202136:14
Is It Real or is it Memorex Matrix Style?
So I've been served eviction papers. Which I am looking at as if my soul is being returned to me right what's that all about. Not sure. But either way I'm still listening to and following the inner voice prepping for I don't know what.. and if shit weren't so crazy I might be looked at as insane but even my mortal enemies know that is indefensible.. anyway delusional or not I'm pretty damn grateful to be the one in this fight with Running Bear RV Resort lakeside AZ 85929.. I will fight until the bitter end for what I know is the truth. I'm no martyr though. I'm a warrior . Ok check out my friend Erins Instagram @youresuchacatch. And my insta crush and MUSICAL GENIUS NICKY SCARFO on Insta @thechopfather. CHeck out @cold_sholda NEW DROP ON YOUTUBE NEW ROME.off his new album CAESAR. 💛🐺. MONGOLIA. MALTA. NEPAL 💛💛💛💛. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Sep 05, 202132:08
Splintered Cell Run.- Rock Bottom Story Tellers III
This is the runthrough audio I did of my story for Rock Bottom Storytellers III. You can find the live video on YouTubehttps://youtu.be/rFDB2I4yQYA.
Aug 27, 202115:10
AND THE BEAT GOES ON
hey everyone.. still above ground. Things are as weird as you could imagine and maybe I am in some form of long form delusion.. not sure. Rock Bottom story tellers Aug. 25th 830pm eat. Look for more info on Dancing with Bipolar Instagram. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Aug 20, 202120:50
And then God told me to listen to him..So I did.
Hey. I've really been going through it here in the ghetto. Pending eviction death threats macing of Peanut and being led by God the whole time. The fact I'm not inpatient with all the haters around me leads me to believe it's all true including the astonishing number of downloads on Apple. So this is my story of how God or some other being has kept me safe. RockBottom storytellers Aug. 25th 830 pm est live on YouTube. I love my posse. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Aug 10, 202124:08
The DOC Show. A tribute to the dog that saved me.
It's hard to believe it's been a year since Doc completed his mission and moved on. This is a brief history of my Boo Bah and how he changed my life. Also a very brief rundown on my current situation and a lot of things that I can not talk about that are affecting my daily life at this time. Moving is imminent. Much love to Mongolia.. Malta . and Nepal... STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jul 25, 202126:10
I FEEL GOOD. AKA the woo woo edition
I fill you guys in on how I shifted that negative mindset from last week of feeling like the world was against me to maybe it wasn't the whole world.. I do realize how each of us affects the whole.. I speak about a very profound experience I had on Clubhouse where some deep seated (intergenerational) emotional wounds were released as well as some nasty entities in my home. Woo woo or not I honestly feel reborn. Thank you to EVERYONE that reached out to me.. I got you back 100%... Checkout Authentic Awakening on Clubhouse I will be setting up Room in that house soon. Also just for added guidance or distraction on YouTube Val333Tarot.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER.
Jul 04, 202132:08
🐰Just say NO to that rabbit hole🐰
I'm having a big bump in my stability due to forces beyond my control.. What I can control I am.. Asking for emotional help and guidance from those that love me and that I trust.. See I do follow my own advice. 😎 it's not all bad though I just need to snorkel through some sh*t.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
Jun 26, 202128:36
How Much Thought does the Thought Leader Think??
Hey there... I'm not struggling as badly as I have been the past few months but you know there is always something that gets way back burnered while were ill.. For me it's the dishes.. Ugh! I also.give you a heads UP about my honor of being a Vurbl Ambassador for all things bipolar. Thoughts on a Zoom meet and Greet?? Im in the Clubhouse too look for me DawnSherine .. STAY ALIVE. YOU MATTER!!!
Jun 08, 202120:44
I'm NOT playing games for the record.
Yup.. The place I live in is playing games and my behavioural health place may have lobotomized it's staff. Both are super bad for my mental health stability.. Does it seem like all the worst people are coming out of hiding at the same time.....yuck. Supapass.com Boredwalktshirt.com use code Dancingwithbipolar for 10% off
May 26, 202119:27
C'mon Lets Get (h)APPY. 😲
We're getting an App.. Like US.. This community.. I WANT YOUR INPUT.. Please help me develop something that changes how we interact with our diagnosis and each other.. Then I kind of squirrel into a little thing about change and how terrifying it is and how I've been absolutely resistant to change even though it's for the good.. Honestly I'm scared to death of the future but going backwards is not an option. Supapass.com. podfestmultimediaexpo.com Boredwalktshirts.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 20, 202124:32
Well it starts out as a recap of mothers day and why i didn't do a show.. Some childhood trauma history revealed.. Then it starts morphing like usual. Lol. There's some stuff brewing in the back for Dancing with Bipolar and US as Community.. I'm terrified which means it's the right direction.. Plus I'm a tad bit manic maybe.. Whatever. Boredwalktshirts.com. next time were talking about this grievance journal.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 13, 202122:44
Cleaning up some leftover thoughts and putting some closure on things I might have mentioned but never finished telling you the outcome. I'm trying really hard to keep it together guys... Thank you 🇳🇪 and 🇨🇿... Check out Boredwalktshirts.com for awesome shit ( no they are not sponsors.. I just love their stuff) Podfest masterclass use code Dancingwithbipolar for free/discounted tickets. #podfam. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
May 02, 202125:09
As it Should Be. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 9 -15
Not everything works out the way you want it to.. I'm not sure I ever really wanted this but I did put effort into it... Being a sell out did bother me though.. So in conclusion it all worked out perfectly. Lesson 9 Exercise Use it or Lose mind body soul lesson 10. HELP! Make a crisis plan or two. Lesson 11 - So You're going in-patient : The Good, the bad and the ugly Lesson 12 Celebrations & Shock News Lesson 13 - NO SUICIDE. BE BRAVE STAY ALIVE Lesson14 Stigma / Advocate for yourself. Lesson 15 Remember that you're a superhero
Apr 26, 202142:42
Your Gain....Listenables Loss. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 6-8
Just say No if it feels wrong. But you guys wouldn't get the course for Free if I hadn't tried. Unedited course..lmao. Lesson 6 - Therapy. Lesson 7 - Nutrition you are what you eat mind body soul. Lesson 8 - Sleep, The Frenemy
Apr 26, 202125:30
Listenables Loss is Your Gain. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 1-5
You know if something feels wrong for you at the get go just say NO. After months of bullsh*t and angst and a green light Listenable pulled the plug on my course Thriving with Bipolar.. Whatever. I never wanted to be a sellout anyway. Here's my unedited class for FREE.. Lesson 1 - what is Bipolar. Lesson 2 what is Mania lesson 3 what is Depression. Lesson 4 I think i have Bipolar what do i do ? Lesson 5 - Medication
Apr 26, 202134:35
Two Years Ago Today and a hundred shows ago
2 years ago I started this show for reasons I didn't understand.. I. Totally understand now. Thank you for listening.
Apr 18, 202119:25
Hey.. Where I'm at a week after Easter and maybe a tiny psychotic break but I'm still not sure.. Stress + Real Triggers = Surreal Confusion
Apr 11, 202117:08
You ARE who you think yourself to BECOME with SEV. Part 2.
Part 2 with Sev. We get into hypnosis,hypnotherapy and quantum leaping into the life you want. We also discuss further the manifestation of lack and how you might be doing this without realizing it. Find Sev at : Empowered Women Entrepeneurs on Facebook where you can take the Divine Creatrix wealth activation mini course. For a baby step into hypnosis www.subscribepage.com/unlimited-confidence-in-your-business. As always YOU MATTER. Let's all STAY ALIVE.
Mar 31, 202101:08:48
🇺🇸🚡 EMBRACE THE SUCK🚡🇺🇸 WITH BIG SARGE
Big Sarge and I discuss his honorable/virtuous military career and the havoc it created on his mental health - including suicidal ideation. How he has sought and received help while on active duty and his top 3 solutions to getting a grip on military mental health challenges and the suicide epidemic within active duty ranks . TRIGGERS : Combat situations.. Big Sarge and I will not be offended if you pass to help yourself. Suicide Hotline: 1 800 273 8255. Active Duty/veteran text chat 838255. Crisis Chat Line -741741. Out of country. Europe-00800 1273 8255. DSN118. Korea -0807 555 118 or DSN 118. AFGHANISTAN: 00 1 800 273 8255 DSN111. YOU ALL MATTER.. STAY ALIVE
Mar 28, 202101:16:09
The STIGMATIZED States of America
I'm making a big deal about the exclusion of people receiving disability from this round of stimulus checks and how the American govt lied to us. Allegedly. Satire or not it's time to wake up and get a grip on the world around us.
Mar 20, 202111:44
SET YOUR VIBRATION TO EPIC CHANGE WITH SEVERINE HANKINSON LELLOUCHE
Severine and I speak about the collateral damage of. Maladaptive parents, a teen-aged suicide attempt, not knowing what you don't know until you know it right?! We talk about all 7 laws of attraction and how they influence our daily lives. And a bunch of other stuff. Get your FREE hypnosis here: www.subscribepage.com/unlimited-confidence-in-your-business. Sign up for her Divine Creatix Wealth Activation mini course through her Facebook Group Empowered Women Entrepeneurs #Severinehankinsonlellouche
Mar 17, 202152:35
Oh.. Hey COVID still here huh?? And other short stories..
Issues with my medication.. An anniversary we might be experiencing in our sub consciousness coming out in a minor physical way or just kind of off.. It's a real thing. Be kind to yourself and others .. Dancingwithbipolar.com
Mar 15, 202117:04
SHIFTS TO AUTHENTIC RESILIANCE WITH MICHELLE E. DICKINSON
Michelle and I discuss what it's like living in a home with a bi polar parent. Her book #Breakingintomylife. Her Culture of Compassion workplace ethos which includes Mental Health Employee Resource groups and her Youth Initiative :PERFECT -just the way you are in the tri state area. Jersey accent comes free ....
Mar 09, 202151:16
RETIRE THE STIGMA
Heres a copy of my audio prerecord for my speech RETIRE THE STIGMA @podfest GLOBAL SUMMIT... We can do this folks. As a community.
Mar 05, 202108:55
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANGEL BRIS
It's Christopher's birthday... I couldnt let the day go by without a tribute to my first and loudest cheerleader Christopher Richmond aka. my Bris. Podfest Global Summit starts tomorrow March 1 -5.. My speech is on 3/3 @530 pm EST... USE code Dancing with Bipolar for free or reduced price tickets.. Be part of a Guineas Record. #podfam
Mar 01, 202117:36
The Overnight Meltdown Report
Im not as ok as I think I am. Stress is a mortal enemy. I talk about a momentary (I hope) relapse into maladaptive coping skills and how I hope to prevent this in the future. Use Code Dancing with Bipolar to get free or reduced price tickets at Podfest Global Summit coming March 1-5.
Feb 19, 202126:22
VIRTUOUS SUPERPOWERS WITH CLISVER ALVAREZ
I have a conversation with Clisver about her life with Bipolar Disorder . We discuss her " POSITIVITY PASS IT ON Movement and her certified Mindset Coaching endeavor : Blue Greis Lifestyle/ bluegreislifestyle.com. To Attend PODFEST GLOBAL SUMMIT FREE : Enter promotion code Dancing With Bipolar. THANK YOU 🇲🇳 🇨🇦 🇮🇳 🇰🇷 FOR LISTENING . I APPRECIATE EACH OF YOU....YOU MATTER
Feb 13, 202135:32
Im trying to remember shit and it's just not happening.. I have exciting news about my role as a speaker at @PODFEST GLOBAL SUMMIT and My continuing efforts with Listenable... Oh yeah a newspaper article too.. My brain is short circuiting and I'm starting to forget basic stuff .
Feb 07, 202117:35
CHOOSE WISELY - Your Future depends on it.
I talk about how fickle people are here. How my "friend" threw me over for a bag of weed and lost an opportunity she didn't even realize I was going to give her. I tell you guys about my proposed course with Listenable.io and how grateful I am for each of you.
Jan 25, 202120:35
Torment in the Ghetto
I talk about an episode of panic and rage I had last night after learning the trailer park I live in is banning pit bulls. My Peanut is ESA so I try to understand my illogical reaction to this news . Also a shout out to SWITCH who's new album drops 1/22/2021 show him some love on Instagram @switchb. YOU MATTER!
Jan 11, 202129:49
SONICALLY PLEASING TABOOS WITH S W I T C H
I have a conversation with SWITCH. Vancouver Island's soon to be breakout hip hop star. We talk meds addiction in patient stays etc. You know all the good shit. Find him on Spotify or on instagram @switchb. CHECK HIM OUT.
Jan 01, 202144:41
We Made It. I Am So Proud of every single one of you. We pulled it off. *sigh* My birthday interview with SWITCH tomorrow. Instagram @switchb. Find him on Spotify the easiest . YOU MATTER.
Jan 01, 202113:41
Ho Ho Bah Humbug Christmas with a special appearance by SANTA
It's CHRISTMAS.. yay or thank goodness it's almost over. Listen to me talk myself out of a crap mood into a hope for a better 2021. Thanks to Santa Aka Joel Christopher Payne for the cameo. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EACH OF YOU. I LOVE YOU. YOU MATTER!!!
Dec 24, 202015:33
🌋🌋Holy STIGMA Batman🌋🌋
I'm livid after a Facebook back and forth with a "friend" of 9 years goes feral regarding the difference between a "normal" hospitalization and a mental health hospitalization. Ignorance is not bliss when it comes to this stigma. Man I'm still fired up. Hello Hong Kong.. Ok everyone stay strong through these next few weeks.. YOU MATTER... Let's ALL Stay Alive! OK?!!!
Dec 12, 202024:25
Let's Be Honest
I talk about Grief Therapy and how I'm healing from losing Doc and Bris. I kind of go on a little rant about newbie podcasters which segways into why being honest is the only way I roll. I talk about hating my meds, screwing up and owning it. Thank you EGYPT first time on the charts there. Thanks Russia Sweden Australia and the good ol USA for listening a lot. I APPRECIATE Each of you. Hang on the holidays are almost over.. Contact me if it gets too hard. STAY ALIVE; OK?!
Dec 07, 202030:03
To my listeners
Nov 26, 202002:05
NEW DAY RISING
Im BACK.. I fill you guys in about my breakdown, hospitalization and slow return to the new normal of life. Theres some talk about acceptance and underding of Bris's suicide . Im gonna be ok... Join my group Dawnsherines Dancing with Bipolar posse on facebook. Thank you all for listening. STAY ALIVE. YOU MATTER. vurbl.com/station/1UClCRWt6Ew/
Nov 19, 202029:55
STAY STRONG AND GO HARD
I talk about how I'm dealing with our changing world during the pandemic. Also a little about Bris and Scott and the disfunctionality of both of them.
Oct 28, 202024:12
Let's ride the Bi - Polar coaster..
mental health month. self care self esteem and being kind. Intro song: Dinosaur Jr. - Whatever's Cool with me. Outro song - Let's Active - Badger
Oct 28, 202013:40
MAKE IT RIGHT!!!
why I really want to help.. plus text chat crisis line and suicide prevention number. Intro song: Van Halen - Right Now. Outro Song : Jesus Jones - Right Here Right Now
Oct 28, 202014:57
is this good or bad for me as my relationship is hitting a curb. Intro song: REM - Fall on Me Outro song: REM - One I love. #scottward. #scottedwardward #scottwardaz
Oct 28, 202008:18
Live Action hypomanic come down
out of my mind..... Intro Song; Chris Webby - Chemically Imbalanced Outro Song: Chris Webby - Rookie of the Year
Oct 28, 202009:40
I blew it this month
how my depression took over my life. a little about December and my letdown about "friends". still picking up the mess from December. Intro song: Robyn Hitchcok - Cathedral. Outro song: Chris Webby - Friend like me
Oct 28, 202017:25
NO SLEEP FOR THE WICKED
Scott money abandonment trazadone night terrors intro song: Hole - Doll Parts. Outro song: Depeche Mode - Never let me down
Oct 28, 202013:37
Nami perfectly flawed #39 podcast staying stable Scott. Intro song: Greives - man down. Outro song - Throwing Muses - Say Goodbye
Oct 28, 202007:54
Hey.. How you doing?
Catch up. Scott. The kitties. Staying stable. Infidelity. Littlebadcat creations. Intro song: Kelly Rowland - Work. Outro song Talk talk - Talk Talk
Oct 28, 202014:01
WTF am I doing
Medication detox withdrawals Scott. Being ill in general. Intro song: Brothers Johnson - Stomp. Outro song: Kendrick Lamar - Humble
Oct 28, 202017:01
More on meds... Overdosing. Death and closure. Intro song: Yelawolf - Til it's gone. Outro song : Dinosaur Jr - Not you again
Oct 28, 202014:38
This is why we take our meds.
Why I went inpatient in March. Delusional thinking. Medication non compliance. And the Psych ward. Intro song: Earth wind& Fire - September. Outro song: The Posies - Dream all Day
Oct 28, 202015:29
Frenemies and a Goat
People I should not associate with. Intro song: Third eye blind - semi charmed life. Outro song: Yelawolf - Trailer park Hollywood
Oct 28, 202014:47
Watch me Fly Down..
Live in the middle of a mixed episode. All kinds of shit up in here. . Racing Thoughts. Intro song: The Verlaines - Doomsday. Outro song : The Tubes- Amnesia
Oct 28, 202011:29
😳 what was that
National suicide prevention month meets International podcasting month. Say what?! Intro song : The wallflowers - one headlight. Outro song: Berlin - The Metro
Oct 28, 202014:21
Living the Dream
Rundown of my week. The future of this podcast. #stayalive Intro Song: CAKE - The Distance. Outro song: Ram Squad - keep it real
Oct 28, 202020:25
I talk about a real bad night that could have included a sexual assault but did not.
Oct 28, 202015:01
Liars and you
A lowdown on my week since the near sexually assault. Also hitting 2000 and getting DancingwithBipolar.com up and running. Intro song: Jigsaw - Sky High. Outro song - Miami Horror - Sometimes.
Oct 28, 202011:44
Dumbest in the Room
I spill the truth on the last night I will ever spend with #scottward. Apple Charts #1 in Mongolia.. #thankyoumongolia #Mongolia Intro song - Guided by Voices: Game of Pricks. Outro song. - Loud Luxery x Ander's : love no more.
Oct 28, 202014:44
SEASON 3 : The Show Must Go On
I thank my loyal audience for sticking it out with me. I honor my past co host Doc and my cheerleader Bris for probably not the last time. I give you a sneak peek into the future of my life and the show.
Oct 13, 202021:53
How Legacies Are Built with: JACOB THORNTON
I speak with Jacob Thornton about his life with High Functioning Autism. We talk medications.. suicide and marathoning. Expect to be surprised and learn a little something. Jacob's podcasting service is a Facebook page where I found his podcast.
Oct 12, 202036:32
Some Infinities are bigger than others..
I try to memorialize my best friend Bris after a tragic accident. Catch up on the escape from Overgaard. R.I.P.CHRISTOPHER RICHMOND. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER +1
Sep 25, 202018:09
This might be the end for me
I explain how I trusted Scott for one last time and have basically lost everything that resembled my life.
Sep 16, 202011:05
Is anything real?
I'm losing it or am i
Aug 16, 202012:50
I apologize Christopher Tuff - The Millenial whisperer -panic attack or not I blew it.
I no showed on a guest. Worst behavior to show a guest ...but.... I legitimately panicked... For hours... I then talk my stress related delusions into reality... This is a *kid focused* reflection back on how delusions are my reality. Themillenialwhisperer.com
Jul 23, 202025:29
Why did you Pull my triggers
My (alleged) perception of what occurred over these past few days (allegedly). Truth is I'm totally traumatized. Not dealing it...
Jul 18, 202013:17
Sleep, What's that?
I talk about how my lack of sleep is affecting me.. How my BPD gives me permission to punish myself. My apology to Bris and Austin from Don't worry about it: A teens perspective.
Jul 13, 202015:50
With friends like Bris who needs enemies
My week including COVID , the AZ heat and how quickly a friendship can turn bad.
Jul 07, 202021:55
Hope you have a Bris in your life
I catch you guys up about the Tele doctor... Meds.. Being betrayed...stigma.. And the importance of having trust and love with someone
Jun 25, 202024:40
Dont do this kind of shit
I'm Manic here's my Week in review
Jun 06, 202013:45
Suicide is not the answer
I talk about this weekend and my very bad decision
Jun 02, 202018:45
I'm still alive... A bit messy though
May 20, 202012:43
I'm really sick but real life gets in the way of this weep fest when Bris drops in and I continue recording though I though it stopped
Apr 20, 202014:56
Kittens, God and Easter
Lowdown on my past week. Yes I'm a little bit depressed.
Apr 11, 202015:44
HABITUAL ACTIONS #2 WITH JASON GILES MD
Second part of my interview with Dr Jason. We discuss further his VHAB App, recovery from habits and our lives with and without and within addiction.
Apr 02, 202001:01:36
HABITUAL ACTIONS #1 WITH Dr. JASON GILES
Dr Jason and I talk about COvid19, community, addiction and briefly touch on his new VHAB app.
Apr 02, 202050:18
BE YOUR OWN LEGEND WITH TOMMY BREEDLOVE
Tommy and I discuss what it takes to live a life with integrity and purpose. We talk about forgiveness , unconditional love, hope, Books and dogs . tommybreedlove.com/gifts
Mar 31, 202055:25
Our New Surreality
I give the lowdown on how I'm handling the Covid19 virus and how I'm trying to deal with it
Mar 30, 202015:22
POSITIVE LEVITY WITH LAUREN POLLY
I talk with Lauren about holistic ways to treat bipolar, her book The other side of Bipolar and general tips on staying well during this pandemic. Www.Laurenpolly.com
Mar 24, 202048:55
KEEPING IT REAL WITH JOHNNY CROWDER
Johnny and I talk about what it is to have a mental health diagnosis, his bands Dark Sermon and Prison and his platform Cope notes. Www.copenotes.com
Mar 23, 202034:15
It's been a minute since we talked about me.. Sweet little catch up..
Mar 15, 202015:13
We're all a little bit the same with ERIC KUSSIN
Eric and I discuss the many facets of the mental health institution including psychotropics, ECT, EMDR. We touch on suicidal ideation, agorophobia, stigma and how trauma can be a catalyst for positive change. There's also a bit of hockey talk. We're all a little crazy.org. #samehere samehereglobal.org @samehere_global
Mar 10, 202001:19:20
RAE DU SOLEIL brings light to the future of mental health
RAE and I discuss her contributions towards the advancements of breaking the stigma around having a mental health diagnosis. We also discuss her music and new album and how gen z may not be slackers... RAEDUSOLEIL..COM
Mar 05, 202045:24
EMPOWERED RESILIENCE WITH NEIL WATTIER
I speak with Neil about resiliency, mindfulness, gratitude and how to use life skills to empower yourself. Www.neilwattier.com
Mar 02, 202001:08:33
Leap Day Roundup
Update on all the goodbyes of last week.
Mar 01, 202013:56
🌓 GOODBYE means: I love you. 🌓
3 unexpected incidents this week that shook my soul... Shout out to #chriscox for his interview. Shout out #Ireland. Listening to Firefall - just remember I love you.. Tissues recommended.
Feb 22, 202017:27
I grew up with a bipolar mom with Chris Cox
Chris and I discuss what it's like growing up with a parent with undiagnosed bipolar disorder
Feb 17, 202049:21
I discuss this past week and how my depression has side lined me from "normal" living . THANK YOU FOR LISTENING..
Feb 10, 202010:56
BE PART OF OUR POSSE: with DAVID WOODS BARTLEY And ODIE 🐴And Doc🐼
David woods BARTLEY and I discuss suicide depression molestation and how conscience connection. Can heal. Also an animal analogy story or. three. BOOK David here: Davidwoodsbartley.com. Dancingwithbipolar.com
Feb 02, 202055:40
Me and Borderline personality disorder
I talk about how Borderline personality disorder comingles with Bipolar. Upcoming guests and interview drops for me
Jan 30, 202012:39
A little about Kobe Bryant and grief occurring from sports news. Off meds...manic.. Restricted numbers and delusion...My appearances on Causepods with Matthew Passey and Threads Podcast : Life Unfiltered with Ben and Jason
Jan 27, 202015:58
BAD AUDIO made me do it
I apologize for bad audio. Discuss what could have been a career ender all while rapid cycling.. I get props for that. I also highlight some changes coming and Thank you USA #157 IN mental health
Jan 23, 202019:13
It's FREE to be kind
* there are some sound issues ... I apologize. I promise not to mess with the mic in future shows.. * I talk about Jesus, feral cats , suicide and love triangles. Also some upcoming podcasts I'll be on.
Jan 19, 202017:54
TOXIC MANIA IS HERE
I talk about my weekend, friends, and #1 in Bahrain while going Manic
Jan 14, 202014:36
bunch of random nonsense. Intro song: Chicago - 25 or 6 to 4 outro song : Green Day- Scattered
Jan 09, 202007:05
BEYOND THE BULLYING WITH TRACEY MAXFIELD
Tracey and I discuss bullying - adult and childhood - and the ramifications. Bullycide and Suicide and Depression. Tracey Maxfield.com. intro song - Scott Magri - Bullycide. Outro song -Dizzy Wright - Killem with Kindness
Jan 06, 202059:33
I am seriously losing my shit...
Depression set up house right in front of me. Didn't see it until a trip to The home Depot. Meltdown Day Extraordinary.. Intro song - Dire Straits - Skateaway. Outro song - Toad the Wet Sprocket -Fall Down
Jan 04, 202008:51
EMPOWERED VOICES WITH ESTELLE CALIFORNIA
I speak with Estelle California about oppression childhood TRAUMA music life and the fine art of learning to love yourself. Intro song - Estelle California - STAR. Outro Song - Estelle California - Black is the new light. Look for Estelle California on Facebook. Twitter Instagram
Jan 01, 202001:03:41
Happy New Year Birthday 2020
It a New Year...
Jan 01, 202002:07
MERRY HAPPY ITS ALMOST OVER DAY AKA CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
Just a drive by and a blooper for you. Intro song - Red Hot Chili Peppers - Savior. Outro song Sugar - JC AUTO
Dec 26, 201902:45
Almost There - Christmas Depression and Reflection
Update on the whole hotel abandonment thing #scottward. My depression battle continues and Christmas. Intro song - Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl. Outro song - CAKE - I will survive
Dec 20, 201915:38
Not happening , today.
Hi Everyone. The holidays are here events cancellation time is here. Crying, guilt and shame won't help anyone through these situations. Maybe this will help. Intro song: The Replacements- Unsatisfied. Outro song: The Verlaines - Heavy 33
Nov 24, 201911:09
FLOW - Music, mystery and missions with BILL PROTZMANN
Bill and I explore rabbit holes into music emotion time travel and how music can save our world linktr.ee/billprotzmann
Nov 20, 201901:20:21
Depression has begun its creeping in cycle
Boom. Overnight depression moved in.
Nov 09, 201912:15
EPIPHANY OF TRAUMA WITH ERIC CHRISTIANSEN
I speak with Eric about film making, TRAUMA, mentorship and life
Nov 04, 201945:20
YOU ARE LOVED : THE JAXON STONE INTERVIEW
I talk to Jaxon.about Baseball wrestling and sibling grief after the loss of his sister Rachel to suicide. We discuss his project YOU ARE LOVED and his role as a mental health advocate. You are loved can be found on YouTube. JAXON TALKS EVERYONE PODCAST. INTRO SONG: Kid Ink- Bats Fly. Outro song: Foo Fighters- Learn to Fly
Oct 31, 201926:59
No Broken People only Broken Stories with Trevor Henderson
I speak with Trevor about depression, dyslexia and childhood trauma. INTRO SONG: R.E.M. -LOW. OUTRO SONG-QUEENSRYCHE -SPEAK
Oct 28, 201948:24
🎙 1 0 0 0 🎙
Hit the 1000 listen milestone. Thank you all! Plus a quick catchup with my life. Intro song: N.E.R.D &Future - 1000. Outro song: Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard
Oct 22, 201917:34
Boobs + Mental Health = Joanie DiCampli Interview
I talk with Joanie about being a parent of a child with a dual diagnosis and how her product Boobalicious is changing lives. Intro song: The who- squeezebox. Outro song: The Beatles- I get by with a little help from my friends
Oct 17, 201924:60
DIVINE INTERVENTION WITH SCOTT SILVERMAN
Interview with Scott Silverman for national mental health day. We discuss suicide survival ,dual diagnosis, the opioid epidemic and other stuff. with some tech issues thrown in. INTRO SONG: Shinedown - Save Me. Outro song : Red Hot Chili peppers - Dark Necessities
Oct 10, 201952:30
SPECIAL. EDITION 💥 JOKER REVIEW 💥 (I cried for Joker)
My review of the movie Joker . ****SPOILER ALERTS MAJOR PARTS OF PLOT GIVEN****** INTRO SONG: Smokey Robinson - Tears of a Clown. OUTRO SONG: Iron Maiden - Tears of a Clown. #joker
Oct 09, 201917:15
coming into my own
Womanifestation course. money and business. Magnolia the elephant and Doc the dog. Scott. Intro song: Clyde Carson - Slow Down. Outro Song: Chicago - Getting stronger every day
Jul 15, 201914:29
catch up. meds. mania. Intro song : Idea of March - Vehicle. Outro song: Saxon - 747 (Strangers in the Night)
Jun 14, 201905:55
Out of the UnderWorld with Leanna Anderson
1st interview with Leanna Anderson regarding bipolar, schizophrenia affective disorder and holistic approaches to stabilization. Intro song: World Party - Ship of Fools. Out to song: Sugar - Changes
May 11, 201941:11
I got love
suicide and unconditional love. Intro song : Fragile- Kendrick Lamar& Tech N9ne. Intro song: I caught Crazy - Tech N9ne
May 03, 201910:19
Stigma the Elephant
this is about the taboo topics of Tele med and suicide
Apr 26, 201907:42
why I hate Easter and psychosis
a tiny peek into my family and mental health and damage bad parenting can cause. Intro song: Crazy-Gnarls Barkely
Apr 22, 201909:05
Hi. I am DawnSherine
introducing myself to you my valued listener. Intro song: Hopsin - what's my purpose. Outro song: Hopsin - where will I go
Apr 17, 201904:21