Dropout Philosophy
By Official Shmay
the current system has failed black people. i’m just vibing and rambling, trying to cope with the simulation and figure out how i feel.
Dropout PhilosophyMay 14, 2023
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ds #286 | current learnings + bloopers
my misconception and cowardice exposed and plus also i have a yucky outtake that i share with you. enjoy. be good. bye bye.
May 14, 202321:31
ds #285 | filters & compound growth
there are surface filters (instagram filters, LUTs and presets), experiential filters (substances, ego, content, proximity, environment), and underneath everything there are core filters (the code and operating systems installed and hacked into over time, the machine behind everything, the beliefs that hold your reality in place).
May 07, 202341:57
ds #284 butterfly POV
from this side of the coin, i present: a true shmay babble, mania flavored trip down dropout philosophy lane. dumpster fires, unreasonable metaphors, snacks and curse words brought to you by me and generous viewers like u. thank u
Mar 30, 202330:01
ds #283 spring cleaning priorities
a sleepy girl ramble/suggestion about refreshing your conscientious list of “what matters to me?”
Mar 28, 202312:34
ds #282 clogging the system
ai art is garbage
Mar 24, 202312:27
ds #281 chaotic kitchen talk
i can’t remember what this one is about but its a draft so here u are
Mar 23, 202318:16
ds #280 the in between
Rest in Peace Joel
Feb 23, 202304:27
ds #279 ready for new pt 2
girl… i’m sorry for the throat clearing sounds
Feb 20, 202332:20
daily shmay #278 being ready for the new
a conceptual word dump on two forms of “being ready for something new” in my opinion. sorry to alex honnold, for forgetting your name, keep up the great work darling. it’s chaotic, but it’s not wrong!
Feb 18, 202306:38
daily shmay #277 | adhesive & goals
fixing stuff for grams and thinking about thinking. took me a few tries.
Feb 12, 202308:42
ds #276 | lady electrician pls
representation matters to meeeee
Jan 17, 202306:28
ds #275 caution vs worry
i swear i love my grams, i’m not complaining go subscribe to her youtube channel
Dec 28, 202219:21
ds #274 God Compost
plans are silly & divine fertilizer
Dec 27, 202212:55
ds #273 | recognize that voice
is that your thought or feeling? do you want to feel that way? do you know which part of you is in the drivers seat. very very rambly and such. expand your vocabulary, awareness and power
Dec 18, 202225:46
ds #272 anti santa & roasting society’s ignorance of the internet
joining in any trend (no matter how long standing and innocent it seems) in this era is a risk. i don’t trust gen pop, so i’m not about to join the holly jolly charade and force these weird capitalism lies on a kid in their formative years
Dec 14, 202236:35
ds #271 stop not doing the thing
ur gunna have to do it anyways, move a muscle change a thought and other gems. what’s my fave quote from this episode you ask? “capitalism is in that ass”
Dec 12, 202206:27
ds #270 have faith or whatever?
i honestly just forgot to post this so i can’t remember what its about fr just listen and enjoyyyyy
Dec 12, 202209:40
ds #269 internet intimacy
like you have access to a lot of thoughts and performance art but 1 on 1 time? nah, it’s not that easy. stay in GA if you want OR should i start a patreon acct?
Dec 08, 202212:44
ds #268 | conversations and science
shmay in bed talkin science and yawning, don’t worry.. tomorrow will be juicy
Dec 07, 202211:03
ds #267 | happy & rituals
pleasant surprises and other yummy things. enjoy your time, use your rituals. i love you!
Dec 06, 202221:13
ds #??? | kitchen mumble chaos
honestly… i apologize for this 😂 i know better and imma do better, next episode is gunna be the audio and content quality experience you deserve
Nov 28, 202223:12
ds #265 | what r u rly after
the mind is sneaky, life is less frustrating when you work from awareness and truth and your own power
Nov 17, 202206:38
ds #264 | post fort clarity
i made fancy grilled cheese and explain why it makes PERFECT sense for me to make a fort on a friday night. don’t be discouraged by my initial thought about states and cheese, i get on track (kinda) eventuallyyyyy
Nov 13, 202210:37
ds #263 would u be a fun teammate in the apocalypse?
multitasking and bad audio and rambles!
Nov 12, 202208:38
ds #262 weird parent vibes
and negatively why r u being mad so passionately when u havent an ounce of passion in your own life and if beibg big mad worked baby why hasn’t it
Oct 28, 202207:57
ds #261 deja vu????? no beyoncé
this is so wild… the feeling of familiarity is so wild
Oct 18, 202208:18
ds #260 idk who (me) needs to hear this
don’t beat yourself up bro that makes no sense. don’t sabotage. feeling good and connected to God/good is important. little chaotic but… oh well
Oct 13, 202211:48
ds #259 | crazy is cool
thanks for 10k plays & here’s my take on insanity
Oct 08, 202204:05
ds #258 | grease ya mind
chaos and good things + life update
Oct 05, 202219:60
ds #256 | shift the dialogue forward
let’s not reduce every culture to a negative thing. (or gentrified aav “slang”, corporate social media account lingo, girlboss email list template, buzzfeed quiz). this might sound chaotic but i think i said some good things.
Oct 03, 202207:46
ds #255 | redirect to what is
your attention is like fertilizer
Sep 28, 202205:28
ds #254 | freelance $ chaos
it’s time!
Sep 17, 202209:42
ds #253 | ease please
i like how life works when i genuinely want to feel good. God is good.
Sep 11, 202213:45
ds #252 | bless errythang
just do it
Sep 10, 202205:34
ds #251 | want
a very cap venus sleepyhead ramble about what i think desire/want is or at least how it’s showing up in my immediate experience
Sep 04, 202219:32
ds #250 | prepare if u dare
just a lil quickly
Aug 31, 202203:52
ds #249 | i can’t remember
i’ll retitle it later
Aug 31, 202209:32
ds #248 | get comfy get surprised
idk i’m tiredddds
Aug 23, 202206:28
ds #247 | stop the madness
why u doing that if u don’t know what to do
Aug 16, 202201:00:38
ds #246 | love is not enough pt 1
thrifted books and park sounds!!!
Aug 04, 202223:52
ds #244 | practice on yourself
tired, sorry for noise
Jul 24, 202202:35
ds #243 | annoying.. for the greater good
i’m a divine being… but i’m also mad human and super annoying sometimes and that’s just life baby
Jun 29, 202210:59
ds #242 just kidding kinda
i’m alot
Jun 25, 202202:12
ds #241 | this is sick
hate u get away from me (just woke up)
Jun 24, 202203:22
ds #240 radical principles
make it easier on yourself to change
Jun 21, 202212:29
ds #239 | spider shmay: into the metaphor-verse
it’s a bad title and i don’t care >:P
Jun 14, 202238:39
ds #238 | about last night
chaos! but here’s what we learned & 3(ish) takeaway points that are kinda actionable?? we don’t know what’s going on fr but we sure are trying. love uuuuu
Jun 12, 202223:07
ds #237 | a quick message from nature girl
yum! outside! sunshine!
Jun 10, 202203:24
ds #236 | the untethered shmay
i don’t even reference the book so idk why it’s named that i’m just in my feels so here’s a quickie
Jun 09, 202212:16
ds #235 | grateful longing lessons
know thyself to the point where you can realize the *actionable* lesson on this level. listen to your soul.
Jun 05, 202217:19
ds #234 | shaken foundation
what does losing that example.. give you? how can you shift your perspective. how can you fill yourself up.
Jun 04, 202203:43
ds #233 | list specific
quick lil tip for my fellow distracted and attention deficit cuties. s/o david allen for writing Getting Things Done and for all the content he creates around the framework
Jun 03, 202204:21
ds #232 | survivorship bias
confessions of a human with an ego and a bunch of desires and a bunch of fears. what are the real needs? what is your priority? solution? cure? or is comfort and cognitive clarity what you’re willing to protect. the unknown is where a lot of truth is. grateful. also, as i type this i hear: “your head is telling your heart to love, and your heart is trying to be logical” - Queen Cup - what fears are you voluntarily obeying at your own expense. what self betrayal are you continuing to choose in a false belief that you will be rewarded by running from the truth.
Jun 01, 202224:16
ds #231 | nasty but honest crybaby ramble
girl what am i doing. anyways this is embarrassing!!!
May 29, 202256:16
ds #230 | a lost, sad ramble
why does this continue. i’m so sorry
May 24, 202219:55
ds #229 inner child advocate
sleepy ramble about how we miss the origin of the audacity of children and we often miss the mundane and parental ways we can build our relationship with our inner child. not a professional tho so don’t mind me.
May 07, 202211:47
ds #228 how you engage
i understand the reality dating and marriage shows are very entertaining and i’m happy for you if you watch em tho.
May 03, 202214:08
ds #227 obstacles pt 1
idk i haven’t listened back to know what it’s about
Apr 28, 202216:54
ds #225 attitude dude
idk
Apr 12, 202204:47
ds #224 (tw: language/SA/ableism) i’m tired
i do speak about assault, homophobia/transphobia/racism/ableism. i’m tired and i know it’s not even like i do enough, i’m just tired
Apr 07, 202234:36
ds #223 the slap (ig live)
it’s literally not even our business. i don’t mean to minimize the layers in this issue, like colorism and patriarchy and racism… but this is how i see it for now.
Apr 07, 202222:53
ds #222 | trees & life
i was supposed to be reading
Apr 04, 202219:06
ds #226??? the best time to learn korean is now
bruh….. why am i so bad at this 😂😂😂 more episodes coming soon
Apr 03, 202232:35
ds #221 hazards, rain & screaming
drive safely & responsibly please. i’m yelling, it’s raining, i accidentally called hazard lights blinkers
Mar 10, 202225:50
ds #220 thank you & reflection
thanks for listening.
Feb 26, 202206:23
ds #219 no shot shorty
you can’t peer pressure a real nigga
Feb 25, 202209:10
ds #218 to do or not to do
i talk about doing things while i do things like make dinner
Feb 22, 202223:11
ds #217 brick & water pt 3.
bajillion dollas
Feb 21, 202259:56
ds #216 i cried, it was not sexy
yep
Feb 19, 202216:15
ds #215 brick & water pt 2
we go all over the place, like literally good luck keeping up fam. the truth is complicated. my/our/the truths. i get mad so.. be prepared.
Feb 17, 202248:08
ds #214 brick & water pt 1
we have a guest tonight 🥳 you can find candace on the interwebs @candacerogue / @501rogueland - we talked about the artist way and cackled at our own jokes.
Feb 16, 202232:46
ds #213 | mumbling about the matrix
so sleepy. get in we're going timeline jumping
Feb 11, 202212:20
ds #212 bio elitist check-in
language warning: it gets raunchy. 🤷🏽♀️ i tried to google bio elitist before i hit publish to make sure i wasn’t using the phrase completely wrong and it’s basically not even a thing, that’s how bad at being victims yall are. embarrassingggggg!! i’m going in on this one i come for the pasty, horny-for-robot type mf and the churches that are obsessed with the gays all y’all are LOST! i say some pretty terrible things though so consider yourself warned.
Jan 25, 202230:24
ds #211 commercial from hell
between this and “don’t look up” i’m over it.
Jan 23, 202222:35
ds #210 changed my mind
it’s ok to not have a perfect explanation, it’s ok to follow the inner wisdom
Jan 22, 202216:10
ds #209 integration and such
all of it is here, so all of it must be blessed/welcomed/acknowledged! - so many people i need to get y’all hop to, i’ll update the show notes and add something to the officialshmay website real soon.
Jan 19, 202218:28
ds #208 drawing ramble - two steps to change
make space & apply the fundamental preparations for the new thing. i was too lazy to stop podding while i was on live
Jan 13, 202222:05
ds #207 moths, the end of days and other distractions
i’m deflecting from an existential crisis, i’m happy to admit that rants about men and society are easy targets when i am at a loss for words to describe my existence. not sponsored.
Jan 08, 202215:51
#206 lunch ramble
chaos chaos chaos & a balanced meal. i am happy!
Jan 05, 202219:04
ds #205 forms r not gravity
not f*cking with forms g
Dec 01, 202116:07
ds #204 relationship rethink
if i’m an airplane, right? idk. rambly ramble. i know it sounds insensitive, but i think connection can be practical
Nov 18, 202115:40
ds #203 discipline
pls excuse my morning voice. redefine terms for yourself and re-examine what you need to do.
Nov 15, 202108:40
ds #202 biases & apnea
sleepyhead by henry nicholls is a genuinely entertaining and insightful book. i talk about sleep apnea, cataplexy, bias and fat-phobia. my dog comes in for the final sign off.
Nov 11, 202116:28
ds #idc subjectivity rage
don’t be an idiot
Nov 09, 202114:57
ds #201 happy trap?? fungi??
i forgot to hit publish
Sep 30, 202117:59
ds #200 airport thoughts pt 1
imagine thinking humans are the most intelligent thing around or that there’s no “magic” to anything
Sep 16, 202104:47
ds #199 know your mirrors
simulations are a way to experience what is. a mirror is a simulation. the people and experiences you engage with are mini simulations to declare and “rediscover” what is (or who you are).
Aug 30, 202109:12
ds #198 awareness garage ramble
the self if just a simulation based on how we think a human would feel
Aug 18, 202122:37
ds #197 sleepy but unattached
i fell sleep
Aug 10, 202106:30
ds #196 sleepy simulation
isk
Aug 01, 202101:43
ds #195 i am actively uninterested in your feelings about me
idk idk blah blah blah v sleepy. y’all r not afshdhudndke
Jul 31, 202111:23
ds #194 can they at least pick up litter
be useful!!! if u won’t be abolished be useful until we figure out how to do that!!!
Jul 28, 202104:11
ds #193 like vs want
choose enjoyment over desire & attachment! and notice where you have desire and see what you can work on to have a less possessive or lack-centered view. books mentioned: 1. Aware by Daniel Siegel M.D. 2. Solve for Happy by Mo Gawdat 3. ??? (pending. imma have to relisten)
Jul 27, 202119:54
ds #192 trauma for what
if you think “you should traumatize your parents if they traumatized you” is a good suggestion block me back you ‘murrica a$$ b!tch. obviously gunna use bad words and talk to you straight. prepare yourself i’m sick of it. - also visit the shop officialshmay.com
Jul 24, 202133:48
ds #191 where is the shame?? (story time)
now i gotta decide between churros and peace of mind you should be ASHAMED OF URSELF. ranty-ramble, enjoy
Jul 15, 202123:44
ds #190 i’m high maintenance + churro fail
so i’m both high maintenance and materialistic but not in a way where those things could ever out-leverage my logic & natural tendency to be difficult… u know? ✨✨✨✨✨ also go shop officialshmay.com please, my shirts are funny and 25% of profits are going to a donation for the Disibility Visibility Project (founded by Alice Wong). learn more on the site ✨✨✨✨✨ idk if hashtags work but let’s see #ramble #highmaintenence #dating #churro
Jul 01, 202128:38
ds #189 u r here
radical self acceptance is the key if you really want to move on from your current self. "im on my way" no you are not you are just now getting out the shower quit it! theres nothing wrong with where you are. you are already there. the good news is you want to go be somewhere else. in short, stop waiting to ask for directions until you get womewhere else
Jun 29, 202103:48
ds #188 where u from
shut up bro
Jun 27, 202104:22
ds #187 noticing > cringing
yareyareda ze (good grief in japanese according to googles) - its giving rom com main character before or at the beginning of the montage of improvement! like ur rooting for her but she is definitely not at the finale and be falling on her ass a little
Jun 26, 202109:16
#186 messy distracted heat
oh boy, we talk sun and size and heat and entropy and change and babies and math. good luxk
Jun 24, 202124:31
ds #185 juneteenth n being urself
i recorded this hella late on juneteenth and while the production is straight cheeks, the message is real. enjoy, ily
Jun 22, 202103:40
ds #184 honestly present
ahh shit here we go again, that’s right i’m back to being mindful n intentional what’s good
Jun 14, 202110:49
ds #183 intimidation & churros
think piece based on a very non-threatening, innocent-enough comment from a lonely man.
Jun 07, 202111:10
ds #182 untitled
untitled ep. content warning? pain? idk
Jun 06, 202106:20
ds #181 vague ramble
sometimes i’m just here to keep it going but i’m always here for the real life experience and philosophy
Jun 05, 202102:22
ds #180 “if a man did that”
you dont fucking care. and if you do, act like it this not a game.
May 27, 202111:24
ds #179 set the tone
what are you preparing to get more of?
May 24, 202104:13:44
ds #178 self induced mania
risky bidness
May 15, 202110:30
ds #177 sexy, luxury, safety
i tried to tap in, but the body keeps score you know? correlations are made, points also were made. lots of yawning also
May 08, 202120:30
ds #176 wingstop
is it traffic or is it a vibe
May 04, 202108:17
#175 attributes n traffic
you gotta get out the comfort zone manually before you get yeeted out the comfort zone
May 01, 202113:45
ds #174 full moon conflicted
lettuce pray i make the right decision and don’t look dumb?
Apr 26, 202111:52
ds #173 there’s a loan for that
smells like a trap ladies and gentlemen, also it’s fuck the pilgrims these ways
Apr 24, 202114:08
ds #172 love thy self
judgement traps and other performative rituals
Apr 22, 202105:04
ds #171 stabilitea
micheal singer came for me so you gotta hear it too
Apr 20, 202107:34
ds #170 fractal walk n talk
another walking adventure!!! and we discuss what fractals can do for you
Apr 16, 202115:01
ds #169 pod, interrupted
what's important now tho? and why did this take 4 tries
Apr 15, 202117:32
ds #168 the usual dilemma
how should i know how to even be selfish the right way
Apr 13, 202129:20
ds #167(?) i am happy
shits crazy
Apr 12, 202107:17
ds #163 balance (informal)
duality is an experience, balance isnt a destinations. i will revisit this.
Apr 03, 202124:46
ds #162 emotions r like kids
ur the boss not the baby! (disclaimer i do not know what its like to have kids yet (praise God) so these metaphors are just metaphors. bear with me)
Apr 02, 202146:07
ds #161 no more rachels
can we collectively agree to stop making yt women who exploit or fetishize blackness... famous? can we stop giving that show any views? im begging you. its old.
Apr 02, 202116:09
ds #160 random mess + harambe
ion know im just here so i dont get fined
Mar 28, 202111:28
ds #159 WALK N TALK ADVENTURE (bugs & content)
this is a masterpiece tbh. we got bugs, content, construction, margaret, metaphors, rambles, pennies, loud, hills.
Mar 26, 202130:19
ds #158 | telling on myself
i should b sleep.
Mar 23, 202101:12
ds #157 | dementia diet
shit is rigged i tell you!!!!! damn u dociety!
Mar 21, 202124:24
ds #156 | 30 years old
“why did we believe things matter more because we achieve them before 30?” listen i just wanna get to be myself before i die idk fam
Mar 20, 202112:36
ds #155 | ur ruining it g
stop calling it being woke and start just wanting to know the truth about reality????
Mar 20, 202120:57
ds #154 | relentless?
is micheal being micheal worth micheal being micheal?
Mar 17, 202131:36
ds #153 | bugs & ego
i really be taking nonpersonal things personally and ive decided to stop doing that. wasteful! haven't decided to stop running when i see a wasp but im ok with that. it keeps me uoung
Mar 14, 202123:08
ds #152 | leavemeloneee
yes another men rant, i'll stop making them when yall stop bothering me
Mar 12, 202111:10
ds #151 laundry ramble
start that thing
Mar 08, 202116:56
ds #150 its giving pre-suffrage
"we as women are being told that we can have whatever we want and" go to hell 😂 this is not a safe space if you a maid get outta here go hide behind somebody's balls cause i gotta say something.
Mar 01, 202127:03
ds #149 contribute, its easy
its rly not about you making shit into a business or becoming famous for creating content. its just about creating your own content just to contribute to what everyone else sees. youre an original.
Feb 28, 202121:59
ds #148 GTD
david allen is one of my fave old yt men thought leaders. heres one of rge most basic pieces of the GTD method
Feb 23, 202103:20
ds #147 5 days a week
a hefty conversation. lets chat about how the problem is not that the weekend is too short. that right there is the sound of people who are being exploited.
Feb 22, 202142:42
ds #146 consequences
following up from ds #144 bc yikes
Feb 20, 202111:52
ds #145 objective soul
s/o dr demartini
Feb 18, 202116:38
ds #144 boundary breaches
disorganized analysis of boundaries and why setting & defending can only go so far. consequences are required for the full benefit.
Feb 17, 202114:11
ds #143 tweet 4 u boo
give up the template tweeting, you sound silly. own your wheeled backpack memories and speak for yourself
Feb 12, 202112:27
ds #142 intuitive knowing
i just know when its time to get out the jam. scorpio/sacral chakra tings 🤷🏽♀️
Jan 24, 202126:53
ds #141 ur embarrassing me
the richest person on the planet pays you $16 and you mad cause finally the govt will recognize $15 is the minimum wage needed to live. go awf babe
Jan 17, 202122:22
ds #140 dreams do come true
you dont gotta be ready, you just gotta accept
Jan 13, 202106:29
ds#139 it is what it is
you got it boss
Jan 11, 202113:35
ds #138 my natural skill
if you didnt think hard about it pls go away. if you dont want my opinion leave me alone. if you dont care about being intentional get out my face.
Jan 09, 202112:15
ds #137 endings
leaders accept reality
Jan 07, 202106:22
ds #136 fear, cycles & mumbles
idk man join the pity party. when im tired i just kinda flop around so i bet the audio will be chaotic
Jan 06, 202109:32
ds #135 quantum field ramble
i love it here but also i would like to be excused from thursday
Dec 31, 202015:02
ds #134 taoism tings
theres a time for that homie, and the best part? you can only really handle one time at a time so boom
Dec 27, 202007:44
ds #133 mj
sleepy
Dec 26, 202002:22
ds #132 new body
you not too young for shit. show gratitude for your body by doing what you can for it *voluntarily* today
Dec 18, 202007:45
ds #131 each part of you
all of the pieces of you are you and we all need to find the balance between leading a community and letting the community kill itself.
Dec 16, 202009:42
ds #130 bizness blues
charging people money is so strange, but we move!
Dec 15, 202015:41
ds #128 zone of genius
theres a reason you naturally gravitate to certain tasks, invest in that.
Dec 14, 202002:55
ds #129 babies, uteruses & death
i am rly not tryna even hear that "i gotta pay for dinner" shit
Dec 13, 202022:22
ds #127 their free will
you cant keep telling yourself you control other people. have u not seen the Dark Knight?
Dec 12, 202014:55
ds #126 u dont hate TSR enough 4 me
either you lying to me or yourself or both. lets discuss the duality of cardigan backyardigan's tweets.
Dec 10, 202022:34
ds #125 hateration
hate exists, hate can be healthy and "hating a person" is dumb.
Dec 09, 202022:33
ds #124 baby body loyalty & stufd
check out "the body keeps score" by Bessel van der Kolk if you bad. (side-side-side note: i dont like yawning)
Dec 06, 202019:35
ds #123 time flies
slow down there buckaroo
Dec 05, 202002:43
ds #122 references
go beyond yelp reviews and algorithms. ask old couples about their relationships. ask people who have started over what they did. ask people who have good taste what shows they like.
Dec 04, 202015:18
ds #121 leave that baby alone
i think folks are too comfortable. get some standards people. you dont get paid money to tweet (just attention)
Dec 03, 202012:18
ds #120 nate robinson
you may have a concussion AND your L has now become a cyber bullying topic. thats tough buddy.
Dec 02, 202019:28
ds #119 nonsense morning chit chat
idk man, hope yall doin ok
Nov 30, 202003:20
ds #118 resistance is futile!!
a very distracted ramble. warning: my stomach growls at the end of the episode.
Nov 25, 202011:34
ds #117 age is butta #
i turned 23.
Nov 22, 202008:23
ds #116 so what
go buy 2 Black Nerds merch right this instant!!!
Nov 20, 202005:52
ds #115 routines & rituals
what if you had a formula, the same way in inception there's a totem, that could anchor you to what you want even when your brain is being sabotage-y
Nov 19, 202009:45
ds #114 how (good) are you
you’ll only know how good you are if you try your best for a considerable amount of time
Nov 14, 202006:00
ds #113 are you the moon?
before you ask if you should take them seriously, make sure you've taken your own orbit into consideration.
Nov 12, 202012:16
ds #112 take the stairs if you can
you would think an able bodied, highly privileged human would be less inclined to judgement and a lack of gratitude. you dont train yourself to be compassionate by never sacrificing comfort. you dont move towards a socialist/less capitalist society by being selfish with your own money. you dont appreciate your youth by doing everything you will be stuck doing when youre 80. take the stairs with me.
Nov 11, 202005:50
ds #111 wokety woke woke
its good news?
Nov 08, 202020:27
ds #110 the brick wall
listen to the nudges. sincerely, someone who's experienced some brick walls
Nov 06, 202018:11
ds #109 rollercoaster revelation
if u suck and u care, do something about it. it'll be ok
Nov 02, 202019:16
ds #108 data points
hello!? scientific method people!?
Oct 31, 202010:58
ds #107 facial expressions
sometimes i just like to double check.
Oct 29, 202003:58
ds #106 job description
if my goal is to fail less, i need to start somewhere so i can learn more, get wiser, etc..... my job is to create enough movement to receive feedback and then learn from it. lets get to work then.
Oct 28, 202006:58
ds #105 i guess its ok
overwhelm. but make it fashion. idk man, just one of those rambles.
Oct 27, 202014:48
ds #104 run to
you cant just run away from the ax wielding murderer. you must run towards safety and help.
Oct 25, 202003:53
ds #103 pour it up
hows ur cup looking beloved?
Oct 24, 202022:13
ds #102 anita & afterlife
this too shall pass. also, we dont deserve smino.
Oct 23, 202009:24
ds #101 yay soreness
it is my honor and delight to report that my cheeks are indeed aching. love it
Oct 22, 202003:58
ds #100 toxic useless opinion litter
are you critiquing megan on the internet because you think she'll see it and it will be helpful? or are you ignorant and annoying? or??
Oct 21, 202026:60
ds #99 disease vs disorder
ok boom, so youre aware and accepting... dont stop there!! i am not licensed for any typa mental health or doctorly nothing. im just talking.
Oct 20, 202015:11
ds #98 jealous of men
yall rly are yalls best friends and that's tight. have an open mind :)
Oct 18, 202033:33
ds #97 living will
RIP chadwick
Oct 18, 202019:40
ds #96 open
i like surprises.
Oct 17, 202006:21
ds #95 wounded
i know, its corny. but hurt ppl hurt people.
Oct 16, 202021:37
ds #94 this is crazy (tw: death)
cw: i talk about death and i cry. whatever.
Oct 14, 202033:33
ds #93 thru the wire
cw: gross. moral of the story: its important to live and take action instead of making hard things any harder than they have to be by judging your current situation.
Oct 14, 202005:59
ds #92 examine emotion
once you start acknowledging and feeling your feelings the next step is to properly examine them and not be bossed around by them or spoil them
Oct 12, 202009:07
ds #91 celebrity or corruption
what you tweet about matters. at least balance out your bullshit by using your privilege. #EndSARS #EndSARSNow
Oct 10, 202006:37
ds #90 details (low quality ramble)
i do not recommend this one, but moral of the story is details.
Oct 10, 202028:06
ds #89 flowers r mid
"here i brought u this living thing that someone else grew and beheaded and i spent money on them and now i want you to have them while they die."
Oct 09, 202007:32
ds #88 blacktober whitesavior
listen man... at least bring your one black friend
Oct 07, 202030:48
ds #87 work with what you have
we gotta start somewhere america 🤷🏽♀️
Oct 05, 202013:27
ds #86 contrast ramble
this is such a chaotic unclear talk, but i believe in you. find a nugget of wisdom. or whatever
Oct 05, 202019:49
ds #85 pray ?? i
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Oct 02, 202005:21
ds #84 do the thing
thanks for 3k listens kids, thats rly nice of you. you minus whale subscribe
Oct 01, 202001:54
ds #83 choosing
that word is spelled silly. anyways, lets talk about choice and fear
Sep 29, 202026:10
ds #82 who said "though" should be spelled like that
humans r sooooo funny
Sep 28, 202008:19
ds #81 pedestrian/fan bs
its not that s3rious, i probably have done some similar thing... but i had time today so lets rant.
Sep 27, 202007:20
ds #80 i challenge you
to stop putting lol in every message when you know your face is stale as heck in real life.
Sep 26, 202008:01
ds #79 hater pollution
if u carpool with other haters u still a hater and u still polluting the earf
Sep 25, 202024:05
ds #78 a reminder
s/o past me for using the notes app man, thats clutch.
Sep 24, 202015:53
ds #77 blatant injustice
this makes me sick.
Sep 23, 202004:44
ds #76 "can i get a hug"
halloween gotta be cancelled right?
Sep 23, 202007:54
ds #75 quintessential
the word of the day
Sep 22, 202010:07
ds #74 leave good reviews
s/o izzy in south carolina and s/o essential workers dealing with insensitive people
Sep 20, 202009:01
ds #73 i feel u dawg
feel them feels, but feelings are not facts! if u get a papercut dont burn a ream of paper, get a bandaid, hydrate and lotion more often. heal ur stuff and regain perspective
Sep 19, 202010:29
ds #72 gps
where do you go when you dont know where to go?
Sep 17, 202010:11
ds #71 momentum (babies)
can u even believe how we all grew out of cells inside a human. go listen to dropout philosophy episode 3 from 2019 for more of me saying the word babies.
Sep 15, 202009:58
ds #70 sober thoughts
unscripted and unorganized reflection on 2 years of being above thee influence
Sep 15, 202025:22
ds #69 anti-santa household
exCUSE the voice 🥴 but just my thoughts on so-called saint nick
Sep 14, 202011:19
ds #68 suffering
a bathtub ramble about human suffering and such
Sep 13, 202016:23
ds #67 secrets
reality is messy and eats other peoples lunch out the fridge (but u didnt hear that from me)
Sep 11, 202018:42
ds #66 chaotic tower
im still going through it so
Sep 10, 202004:07
ds #65 eye am uncomfortable
lean into the anarchy, yes? you might relate to something.
Sep 09, 202015:34
ds #64 cartoon
i truly cannot believe this is my life and i am responsible for engaging with it and somehow some way things will keep happening that make no sense and.
Sep 08, 202002:02
ds #63 live with it
idk what i said so figure it out
Sep 08, 202004:59
ds #62 codependent oak tree
its messy, but its good. listen up lil seed, its oak tree time baby. lmao... what am i even saying. just listen to the podcast
Sep 03, 202036:05
ds #61 revenge ER
ur not funny if ur only funny when joking about violence and shit. ❤️ plus i give you scorpionic advice for extendo revenge
Sep 02, 202014:52
ds #60 until then
RIP chadwick
Aug 31, 202006:22
ds #59 healed enough to be human
if you dont have a sturdy foundation of love within yourself, you wont be able to continue to be a human in 2020. its so rough out here so please do what you need to do. work on your relationship with yourself. LISTEN to ur emotions and be kind, notice what theyre telling you. then go heal it. u gone be stuck with ur humanity till the wheels fall off so make it comfy in there.
Aug 28, 202014:35
ds #58 sad mumbles
happy to be myself. but i am currently experiencing sad. haven't even processed the global events i am sorry
Aug 27, 202011:31
ds #57 joel poor ramble
this one is chaotic, good luck.
Aug 25, 202035:10
ds #56 kobe and you
how will people describe you when youre gone?
Aug 24, 202014:28
ds #55 the adhd test
two bands? two bands???
Aug 23, 202029:50
a tweet by @lyssa_a
k
Aug 21, 202002:23
ds #54 triggered
shit do not be funny. r kelly jokes for all these years while no justice was served. harassing megan. breonna taylor MERCH???? its not fun trying to keep a wound from being infected when its continually reopened before it can heal.
Aug 21, 202018:36
ds #53 not mr. songz
screenshots been shared. booties been ate. racial slurs been slung.
Aug 19, 202019:43
ds #52 p.s. its about you
yikes! a messy addition to the previous daily shmay
Aug 18, 202006:51
ds #52 shower spider
i sung love faces to a spider and am now qualified to talk about boundaries? lets go!
Aug 18, 202018:53
ds #51 magic words
poof. disappeared. evaporated shmay. gone girl. peace out girl scout. missing in action. outta derr.
Aug 15, 202004:45
ds#50 give an inch
a very chaotic way to tell a very short story.
Aug 15, 202025:15
ds #49 awareness type beat
the untethered soul has a few fabulous points that are worth grinding past the pretentious vibes. loneliness and other tings
Aug 13, 202029:35
ds #48 made it home
grateful. very grateful.
Aug 13, 202001:56
ds #47 with or without you
u know the vibes! once again i am asking you to get on the right side of history before history gets made. once again i am questioning why mfs who probably couldnt build a bear at build-a-bear workshops are giving instructions. mercury must be in leo darling
Aug 12, 202033:34
ds#46 join us
maybe its just me but i want to have some direct control over what i leave on this earth. imagine if nobody knew i thought about quantum physics bc i never talked to myself bout it on a podcast. if you dont wanna publish your stuff, go stan Black content! preferably non-problematic, non GOP stuff
Aug 11, 202003:09
ds #45 left sock, left shoe
shake things up
Aug 10, 202005:19
ds #44 radio ramble
ok brace urself we talking time and entropy and subatomic configurations and radio and death and consciousness. ready go.
Aug 08, 202037:12
ds #43 WAP (uncensored)
shut up, shut the hell up. and pls keep my podcast away from your kids
Aug 07, 202012:06
ds#42 bias balance
failed or failure?
Aug 06, 202005:44
ds #41 customer service calls
s/o Jeff 1 & 2, Keisha & Nate. these folks may not know they've impacted me deeply, but they have!
Aug 05, 202007:38
ds #40 i've been distracted
alexa play do it by chloe x halle. come, lets have a monotone chit chat about a pattern ive observed. act like you belong in the bad bitch club so you can come kick it with me, my soul, ur soul, God and flo milli
Aug 05, 202010:00
ds #39 "ADHD is" STFU
bruh i cant take no more
Aug 01, 202006:03
ds #38 hack the cycle
so much is going on in the world, learn to direct ur energy
Aug 01, 202022:58
ds #37 post nap whining
sometimes i wanna be bad
Jul 29, 202009:36
ds #36 the 5g conspiracy
aht aht aht, dont get defensive. get curious please.
Jul 26, 202019:36
ds #35 sleepy gibberish
theres a point buried somewhere in this episode, i am tired
Jul 24, 202010:28
ds #34 grey matter & postmortem
before and after. i dont know what to say. you'll wanna adjust the volume for the second part.
Jul 22, 202009:48
ds #33 spend it wisely
you can tell im out of practice speaking outloud because of all the "ums" and "you knows" 🤢 the material is there so deal with my humanity.
Jul 19, 202009:49
how
losing kobe, breonna, george, naya, pop smoke, a man i follow on twitter, delaney
Jul 17, 202010:36
ds #32 coonye 2020
misguided ass fools
Jul 15, 202014:55
ds #31 unpacking the tl pt 1
so much. love on bw today. im tired.
Jun 17, 202057:54
ds #whatever what is worse than the truth
consequences of censored schools, yt guilt and intentional ignorance. this didn't go as planned but thats life. excuse quality, decided to go live on DP instagram and record at the same time. go look up shit stop hiding.
Jun 03, 202016:44
PSA to non-black ppl at this time.
rest in peace george floyd. if you think you get to tell people how to feel youre insane.
May 27, 202000:38
ds#29 avoid or create
not choosing is a choice against the natural way of life.
May 25, 202015:23
ds #28 her bffs killed ahmaud
someone who had the #1 song in the (world?) spends their rich person free time creating a safe space to be worshipped by white supremacists that live in their moms basements. ITS NOT OK. people are DYING. fuck doja.
May 23, 202019:50
ds #27 stan culture side effects
cancel culture is just the evidence, the crime is stanning. and lets be honest, did we think doja was flaw af and using black culture? fasho, did we think she was a mascot for alt-right online chats???
May 23, 202027:39
ds #26 the magic sandwich principle
go be your bossed up, glo'd up, best self... and see what happens. focus on playing your role and being in the right movie. leave the rest of the sandwich to the magic ight?
May 22, 202016:15
ds #25 clown stans
yall legit let snitchn9ne come out and get a top record, ludacris is rapping about r.kelly, who does any of this help
May 19, 202013:13
ds #24 s/o charles
i dont *hate* y'all. i just dont want to deal with y'all. somebody go wife up my bro charles
May 15, 202006:50
ds #23 feedback
"asking for the feedback i'll give it like janet" x h.e.r.
May 14, 202009:23
ds #22 doing good
God is mad resourceful. do you and mans will find a way to use you in a miracle
May 12, 202006:35
ds #21 self exploration ramble
"im organic, not organized. im informal, not incompetent." - Caroline Wanga
May 10, 202009:44
ds #20 its not a problem
word to shannon sharpe. enjoy this quote from Designing Your Life by Bill Burnett & Dave Evans
Apr 21, 202005:26
ds #19 america deserves tr*mp
ok hear me out... (well unless you are allergic to recognizing privilege or trickle up accountability or angry/fouljbut its late. its a long ramble. get what you need out of it. and treat this shit like you want fonald dump to treat it.
Apr 13, 202049:57
ds #18 i lowkey asked for this
it was mel robbins definitely NOT mel gibson. anyways, how u holdin in there bud?
Apr 10, 202009:26
ds #17 personal constitution
do what you gotta do as long as you dont hate beyoncé
Apr 05, 202027:46
ds #16 thank you for 1k listens
thx u for tuning in. new DP guest coming soon ❤️
Mar 28, 202001:57
daily shmay #15 ???
whats worse
Mar 22, 202007:38
ds #14 smoothie queen
i got upset at some vinyard vine tweens outside a smoothie king. this is all over the place but most of it needed to be said in my opinion.
Mar 22, 202057:36
daily shmay #13 CAN I PET DAT DOG?!
a social studies lesson based on my trauma, cmon itll be fun.
Mar 19, 202022:39
daily shmay #12 recipe for self worth
its a time where hope and loge and faith might not be common in your headspace or the people around you. heres the recipe for self worth, i didnt include a few things like not hurting other people, tolerance of others, discipline, dealing with co-dependency, leaving old behaviors... because you can start positive without attacking the negative
Mar 14, 202006:11
daily shmay #11 corona pt2
the NBA, God's sense of humor & your infected offspring.
Mar 12, 202016:54
daily shmay #10 brokest in the room
i challenge you to get in contact with two people you admire at a high level, and to start walking the walk while you're at it.
Mar 10, 202008:01
daily shmay #9 corona
what is being afraid solving hmm?
Mar 09, 202008:54
daily shmay #8 cta
wheres gwen stefanis milkshake recipe, i need to round up a few fellas for some survey/study ish. find dropout philosophy on twitter to see if you're eligible to contribute your ideas. im tired
Mar 06, 202002:20
daily shmay #7 sidewalk talk
how many times have you walked the same path let alone the millions of people who have before you? what about all them skin cells dawg 🤒
Mar 05, 202003:47
daily shmay #6 pray for them
pray anyway.
Mar 03, 202001:02
daily shmay #5 go get a library card
stop sleeping on libraries man, brand new audio books, e book downloads, you can check availability online, extend rentals online.. its poppin! its a free thing and it will help keep libraries open for those who need this resource so go get a card. join the cool kid club.
Mar 02, 202006:19
daily shmay #4
let me curve you dude 🤦🏽♀️ "shooters shoot" but that doesnt mean you arent out here full on brick squad.
Mar 02, 202012:29
daily shmay #3 dont deny the vibes
you have never been still in your whole life
Feb 28, 202007:57
daily shmay #2 is it wise though
we might want to steer clear of proclaiming whats right & wrong. we see the evil that large groups of good people allow to occur when using such an egoistic and binary frame of mind.
Feb 27, 202007:54
daily shmay #1 gratitude
no shame in creating a setting or experience to trigger a certain emotion, we do it all the time anyways. get intentional and see what you can do to trigger gratitude today.
Feb 26, 202005:27
Ep. 007 | Dating & Dining
was it really a steak sis? is it time for tupperware?
Feb 25, 202029:27
Ep. 006 | Fear Factor ft. Tyler Riley
F*** Them Fears Dude
Listen to Tyler Riley of NUDE: The Podcast About You chatting with me about how she takes on fear as a content creator, an HSP and as a young black woman in a new city.
Let's talk about fear in a new way. Fear doesn’t need to be spiders, snakes and public speaking. There are fears we are given, fears we create and fears we discover along the way. Today Tyler and I look at our lives and how our relationship to fear and action has changed.
Follow & Subscribe to Dropout Philosophy on Apple Podcasts | Spotify | Anchor
Special shoutout to Tyler Riley for being Dropout Philosophy’s first guest and a huge supporter.
More on Tyler Riley, the host of NUDE.
Nude: The Podcast About You is a beautiful ode to embracing vulnerability, authenticity and courage to live our best lives, no matter what we’ve been through.
Nude has Twitter & Instagram is available on Apple Podcasts | Spotify | Anchor | More major podcast outlets. Follow/Subscribe!
Check out Tyler’s full bio HERE.
Nov 22, 201936:21
Episode 005 | Mac N' Cheese Monologue Pt.2
Part 2 of the Mac N' Cheese Monologue.
Let's talk about the impact of offering your mac just anywhere. Before you bring your mac to the market, have you done your consumer research? What are you even looking for when you offer mac n’ cheese in the most general, public settings? Rejection is a part of greatness but the environment makes all the difference.
While I have personal beef with being offered mac at the gym, it’s more than that. Certain settings are not shot shooting appropriate and I’ll explain why (through a series of almost unrelated and chaotic examples).
Plus a SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT! We've got our first guest coming up on Ep. 006
Oct 26, 201918:55
Ep. 004 | Mac N' Cheese Monologue Pt.1
This is a rant. I have used the delicious, widely sought after dish "Mac N' Cheese" to represent a wide range of offers, requests and experiences, all based in positive feeling or attraction, but not always wanted. This is Part 1 of a 2 part series. Enjoy! Warning: Rant includes super thicc use of metaphor and (without detail) mentions violence.
Aug 19, 201914:33
Ep. 003 | The Truth Is
Join me as I tell you the truth! I had to bust some myths for myself and you might need to as well. Today, I'll talk about the truth about creativity, the tortured artist, careers (did y'all see how Twitter put Meek Mill in touch with that aspiring producer? Helloooo!), therapy, complaining and why you don't need to be understood. Finally, I'll wrap up with a story, let you know what's coming next and as always, we'll close out with some bloopers.
Jul 29, 201919:44
Ep. 002 | Setting Intentions
Episode 002 of Dropout Philosophy is here! We are going to get real intentional with setting intentions. Intentions can help you honor your purpose, guide your growth and get to know yourself. Let’s talk about how to set healthy intentions, why you should and of course, stick around for the bloopers. Enjoy & don’t forget to give me feedback on the episode via email, social media or commenting on officialshmay.com
Jul 13, 201915:47
Ep. 001 | Things Don't "Just Happen"
In the first episode, let's tackle a concept we should have left in 2018. Theres a cause and effect to everything, even if you can't see it. Use coincidence to your advantage and you just might see more bunnies in your life.
Jul 02, 201906:45