
The Geek Bravado Ramble
By Parallax Abstraction
Touching on all kinds of topics from gaming to tech, news, politics, mental health, social issues and everything in between, expect unvarnished, sometimes unpopular but always informed and clickbait free opinions along with an open call for discussion.
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The Geek Bravado RambleJan 17, 2022

Retiring from Extra Life and the future of my charity efforts
This is an audio reading of a written blog post from Geek Bravado on my retiring from Extra Life and the future of my charity efforts.
You can read and comment on the post here: https://geekbravado.com/2022/08/15/retiring-from-extra-life-and-the-future-of-my-charity-efforts/
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146: Embracer Group Buying Square Enix West
The game industry bombshells keep hitting as on Mar 2nd, prolific game industry vacuum Embracer Group announced they were buying most of Square Enix's western studios and IPs, including Crystal Dynamics, Eidos Montreal, Tomb Raider, Deus Ex and much more. I talk about the sudden announcement, the borderline fire sale price tag, Square Enix's mismanagement and how clueless their statement on what they'll do with the proceeds seem.

145: How I Think Elon Musk Can Improve Twitter
Unless you've been living under a rock, you know that Elon Musk has made a formal commitment to buy Twitter. While he doesn't own it yet, it's likely he will end up doing so. I have mixed feelings on this to put it mildly, but rather than just give my general take on the matter, I thought I would go through a few key things I'd like to see Twitter improve under Musk's ownership that they have been neglecting for years and that I think could make the service better.

144: Spoiler-Free Review of NORCO
NORCO is a new adventure/visual novel hybrid from a rookie studio that came out of nowhere for me and at time of posting, hasn't gotten a lot of attention. This is a genre I normally have high standards for and while I know this won't be for everyone, I thought it was very interesting.
Buy a NORCO Steam key from Fanatical and help support my content: https://www.fanatical.com/en/game/norco?ref=pxabstraction
Background music consists of selection from the NORCO soundtrack: https://thou.bandcamp.com/album/norco-original-soundtrack
Minor errata: I said that Geography of Robots came together in 2020. They've actually been together since 2016, but joined up with Raw Fury in 2020.

143: Indie Dev Abuse & Games Press Complicity
People Makes Games Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDPzZkx0cPs
A video exposé into three indie press darling studios was recently release, showing claims of emotional abuse by those at the top. I talk about how the publisher all these companies share did nothing, whether or not the accusations are as severe as they seem and in particular, how the games press has been near totally silent in discussing issues like this, when they come from studios where they are either friends with or worse still, afraid of those who run them.

142: Spoiler-Free Review of Martha Is Dead
Martha Is Dead is a controversial new mystery walking simulator from a small Italian team. It started out as a quite compelling experience for me but I ended up having my opinion 180 on this in a way that rarely happens for me.
Buy a Steam key from Fanatical and help support me: https://www.fanatical.com/en/game/martha-is-dead?ref=pxabstraction

141: The Valve Paradox
Valve is a true anomoly in the gaming industry, a company that brings in billions of dollars a year but which has a comparatively very small staff and in recent years, seems to have all but left their creative talent to wither. I talk about what I believe are the reasons behind that and why this is probably going to be the way the company goes for the foreseeable future.
Tyler McVicker video I referenced: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AwIcRNQPWk

140: Microsoft, Activision-Blizzard and Game Industry Consolidation
Unless you've been living under a rock recently, you've heard about the announcement of Microsoft's colossal deal to purchase Activision-Blizzard, the biggest acquisition ever in gaming and one of the largest in history. I give my thoughts on that but also expound on the idea of the heavy consolidation the game industry is going through right now and how it could impact us as gamers.

My Content Plans for 2022 and Beyond
This is an audio reading of a rare written Geek Bravado blog post about the future of my content plans. You can read the post at https://geekbravado.com/2022/01/16/my-content-plans-for-2022-and-beyond/ if you prefer.
My Odysee channel is now live at https://odysee.com/@PXAbstraction. If you're willing to make an account there, I'd appreciate a follow.

139: The Bigger Concern with the Metaverse and NFTs
Everyone's talking about the Metaverse and NFTs right now and largely, not in a good way. I agree with most of that but there's a bigger, perhaps even more sinister reason behind all the hype for these new fads, one that's not being discussed that much.

138: Spoiler-Free Impressions of The Matrix Resurrections

137: No Spoiler Review of Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy
Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy was announced and came out with some hype but certainly not as much as Square Enix's other Marvel flop in The Avengers. This game breaks from a great many AAA expectations lately and while it's not perfect, it was a very pleasant surprise for me and something I hope more people pick up to show the industry we want these kinds of games.

136: Ramble Review of The Artful Escape (No Spoilers)
The Artful Escape is a game that came out of nowhere for me but got my attention because of it's subject matter. What I found was a game that is barely a game but is also one of the coolest experiences I've had this year.
The Artful Escape is on Game Pass for PC and Xbox, PS4 and on Steam for PC.

135: Vaccine Passports
Most provincial governments in Canada and other places around the world have introduced vaccine passports, requiring you to show proof of double vaccination before you can do things like go to restaurants, bars, theaters and gyms. Some employers are also requiring these now. I hate this and think it shouldn't be necessary but the problem isn't the government, it's the anti-vaxxers who are making this necessary. I make this case for this.

134: The Emika Games Refund Controversy
One person developer Emika Games recently announced that they were stepping away from game development because of an overabundance of Steam refund requests for their games, which are considered very good but are generally less than 2 hours long and within Steam's refund window. This has stoked the typically outraged response from the games press, as well as gamers who believe they have a right to these refunds, even if they liked the games enough to leave positive reviews. Both of these sides are wrong and I discuss why.
Buy Emika Games' titles on Steam here: https://store.steampowered.com/bundle/20144/EMIKA_GAMES_Bundle/

133: Apple's New "Child Safety" Features vs. Privacy
Apple recently announced that starting with iOS 15, user photos will be algorithmically analyzed for child sexual abuse and if found, reported to the authorities. Users cannot opt out of this. Some believe this is a great win for the noble cause of rooting out the sick consumers of this content. I and many others believe this is a massive overreach into user privacy from a company that keeps using it as a key selling point and which ultimately will do very little good.

132: The Activision-Blizzard Scandal & Losing Faith In AAA
The Activision Blizzard scandal and the horrific stories that have come out of it, along with many others lately, have begun to really make me question my love of what AAA gaming has become has a whole. I discuss that and what we as consumers can (and probably) won't do to try and cause change.
NOTE: The audio book I talked about in this episode is called Chaos Monkeys, not Code Monkeys. You can buy it here.

131: The Cancellations of Scott Cawthon and Chris Avellone
Cancel culture is alive, well and growing and especially in the gaming industry. Two popular and celebrated figures in the development industry recently got cancelled for very different reasons, neither of which should have happened. I discuss these incidents and how this mob of perpetually (and often purposefully) outraged can't be allowed to continue this way.

130: Reflecting On A Year Without Mixer
It's been roughly a year since Mixer very suddenly shut down. I'm still grinding it out in content creation as are many others but a lot of us are still trying to find our footing again in various ways. I refleft on some of the things other streamers are trying to do, as well as where I am now and where at least my short-term future is.

129: Thoughts On E3 2021
Many have questioned the relevance of the game industry's big trade show for a number of years now. After being cancelled last year due to the pandemic, this year's all virtual show largely left a bad impression on the general public. While I agree with those sentiments, I think this year's event showed incredible potential for those who look beyong just AAA gaming and in this episode, I talk about why.

128: A Post-Mortem of Giant Bomb
Recently, three of the core personalities at Giant Bomb announced on the same day that they were leaving the site, effectively putting it on life support. I gave up on the site a couple of years ago but its impact on gaming media of all kinds is undeniable. In this casual port-mortem, I reflect on that, why I stopped following them and what I hope they are able to achieve in the future.

127: Six Days In Fallujah & Game Industry Censorship
Six Days In Fallujah is a tactical first-person shooter set during a very controversial battle during the Iraq war. The game was originally set to release in the late 2000s, before being cancelled by its publisher and subsequently, having its developer go under. Now it's being brought back by a new developer and publisher and is still very controversial. This has escalated to the point where people in the games industry are calling for it to be censored by the government because it will lead to violence. Many of these same people also make violent games. Jack Thompson is back only the calls are now coming from inside the house. I discuss this.

126: Impressions of the Outriders Demo
I'd heard of Outriders but not much more than that before trying out its recently released demo. As someone pretty tired of the live service looter shooter genre, this surprised me in some very welcome ways.

125: Reddit vs. Wall Street
A virtual uprising against Wall Street hedge funds has been taking place for the last week or so, thanks to a subreddit called Wall Street Bets. It's also showed just how rigged our financial system is as the companies that have been gambling with our economy for years without consequence are now working hard from all angles to shut this "free market" uprising down. They may succeed if people don't push back.
The sea shanty I use in the intro and outro: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rejpDqQUcV0

124: Parler, Big Tech & Free Expression
Parler, an alternative to Twitter that had a mostly right-wing user base, was recently kicked off Google Play, the Apple App Store and Amazon Web Services in a suspiciously rapid and coordinated fashion. While I have no love for the platform, I think this coordinated assault by big tech companies to stamp out politically competing platforms, citing the same rules they turn a blind eye to the incumbents for breaking sets a very dangerous precedent. The problem is, I don't know how you properly deal with it either. I discuss that and would love to hear what you all think.

123: Silence Is Not Violence (Rant Warning)
It's been happening for a while but especially with recent event, I've seen this growing trend of people online demanding that everyone use whatever platform they have to scream political opinions and that a failure to do so is tantamount to complicity and even somehow, an act of violence. I am sick of this and of entitled people daring to make demands of what I say. I go on a pretty decent rant about this subject.

122: 10 Indie Games From 2020 You Should Try
2020 sucked hard but one bright spot was in video games. There was no shortage of amazing things to play while you were stuck at home. Rather than do a traditional top 10 this year, I decided to forgo talking about AAA games altogether and make an unordered list of 10 varied indie games from the year that I think are worth checking out. They're all different and they won't all be for everyone but I liked them and I think they're at least worth a look.
The music in the podcast is selections from the incredible soundtrack to Chicken Police. Check it out on Bandcamp here.
Here is the list with links to buy the PC versions. I highly recommend listening to the episode first and if you do decide to buy the PC version, please use the affiliate links in the titles to support me:
Streets of Rage 4 - Dotemu/Lizardcube/Guard Crush Games - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch - Indie Showcase Video
Hades - Supergiant Games - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch
Chicken Police - Paint it RED! - The Wild Gentlemen/HandyGames - PC
Kosmokrats - Pixel Delusion/Modern Wolf - PC/Switch (2021)
Jetboard Joust - BitBull/Freedom! Games - PC - Indie Showcase Video
Cloudpunk - Ion Lands - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch - Indie Showcase Video
Ghostrunner - One More Level/3D Realms/Slipgate Iron Works/All In! Games/505 Games - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch
Hellpoint - Cradle Games/tinyBuild Games - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch (Soon)
Bloodstained: Curse of the Moon 2 - Inti Creates - PC/PS4/Xbox One/Switch
Yes, Your Grace - Brave At Night/No More Robots - PC/Xbox One/Switch

121: CD Projekt's Brand Implosion & Publicly Traded Game Developers
The Cyberpunk 2077 launch, burning their console partners and now the sudden backtracking on the release of Devotion on GOG has taken CD Projekt Group's formerly stellar reputation straight off a cliff in the last week. In my opinion, it's an unfortunate and unavoidable end of a creative company that's publicly traded. I discuss this theory and why it worries me that so many even smaller developers and publishers seem to be going public these days.

120: Impressions of Cyberpunk 2077 & the Dangers of Overhype
Cyberpunk 2077 has finally launched after numerous delays and while I think it's a great game, it also has a lot of problems and CD Projekt Red's stellar reputation has taken some significant damage. As someone who was incredibly hyped for the game, I believe a lot of those criticisms are warranted but some are also an example of the gaming community whipping itself into a frenzy of hype that could never be matched. I discuss that while also giving my impressions of the game after 25 hours of it streamed for Extra Life.

119: The Twitch DMCA Crisis
Twitch and some streamers on it are currently in the midst of a DMCA crackdown by the major record labels. Entire libraries of VODs and clips are being deleted in an attempt to prevent channels from being taken down and everyone's made about it. While they have a right to be, at the same time, everyone in this situation is also wrong in various ways. I go into detail about this and also why the talk about Twitch being shut down is utter nonsense.
The Tom Scott video on copyright I reference: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Jwo5qc78QU

118: Alex Hutchison & the Value of Streamers
If you're in the streaming space, you know about the controversy surrounding Alex Hutchison's tweets. In this purposefully late to the party take on the issue, I do take him and his statements to task but also explore the elements of his statements that whether we like it or not, are true.

117: Donald Trump & the Man Who Made The Apprentice
In the unbridled nightmare that is the American presidency right now, a lot of people have been rightly blamed for contributing to Donald Trump's rise. However, one person in particular, I think has skirted under the radar and arguably, deserves more blame than most. In this unusual podcast, I discuss that and my reasons for it.

116: Microsoft Buying ZeniMax Media (Bethesda)
In an absolute mic drop worthy bombshell, Microsoft has announced their intention to buy ZeniMax Media, parent company of Bethesda, Arkane, id Software, MachineGames and Tango Gameworks among others. They are also now owners of some of the world's biggest IPs like The Elder Scrolls, DOOM, Wolfenstein, Dishonored and more. The Internet is buzzing about what this means for the future of these beloved series, especially on PlayStation systems. For as big as this deal is, I think the outcome is going to be very different than many gamers think. I go into detail about this and also why further consolidation is something that should concern us.

115: Twitch Ads & the Economics of Streaming

114: Impressions of High Score on Netflix
A new Netflix series on the history of video games came out of nowhere and was a pleasant surprise for a number of different reasons. I offer up my impressions of High Score, from the perspective of someone who is big into the history of the medium. I was pleasantly surprised!

113: My 9/11 Story
On this somber 19th anniversary of the 9/11 attacks, many have been sharing their stories of where they were on that day. I wasn't going to originally but I was in a weird headspace today that ended up in me going for a drive and decided to record my story, which was kind of unique or at least so I think. Never forget.

112: Realms Deep 2020 & The Rise of "Modern Retro"
3D Realms and their indie partners held the online Realms Deep 2020 event his weekend, dedicated to what turned out to be a tsunami of what I call "modern retro" titles that they have coming in the next year. As someone who grew up with games in the 80s and 90s, I'm super excited to see not only all these new yet old games coming but also how this niche genre has managed to spawn a super passionate and successful cottage industry. It's also provided some personal inspiration I didn't expect.
Day 1 VoD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezNLM8P8rN4
Day 2 VoD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJIso-RKtFU

111: Impressions of Marvel's Avengers Open Beta

110: Final Fantasy VII Remake Ramble Review (Spoiler-Free)
In my hiatus from streaming, I've been working on my backlog and just got a chance to finish Final Fantasy VII Remake on the PS4. While this ramble review is a while after the release of the game, I think I bring some interesting and largely unique perspectives to the review due to having never finished the original back in the day. This game was quite an emotional ride and I go into detail about why.

109: Epic vs. Apple & Google
In a massive upset to the mobile game industry status quo, Epic Games has filed anti-trust lawsuits against Apple and Google after having Fortnite pulled from their app stores for trying to do their own in-app purchases, bypassing the 30% cut those companies take. This is going to be a monumental fight that could set wide-reaching industry precedent. And I wish that it was possible for everyone involved to lose. In this spicier episode, I go into why the last people to benefit from any outcome of this lawsuit are consumers.
The now three Hoeg Law videos I mentioned:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xb1E6-okFxQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y04zz5g1_08
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qVsZXajXuQ

108: Impressions of Carrion
Carrion is a game I've been looking forward to for a while. Billed as a "reverse horror" game, you play as the monster, which is something we've surprisingly seen very little of. I give my impressions of it, as well as some things I'd like to see in a potential sequel if one gets made.
Buy a Carrion Steam key from one of these retailers and help support my content and Extra Life:
Humble Store: https://www.humblebundle.com/store/carrion?partner=pxabstraction
Fanatical: https://www.fanatical.com/en/game/carrion?ref=pxabstraction

107: Impressions of Snowpiercer Season 1 (Spoilers)
Don't listen to this if you haven't watched Snowpiercer Season 1 yet and don't want it spoiled.
I didn't know a TV series based on Snowpiercer was coming until it suddenly appeared on Netflix one day so as a fan of the movie, I wanted to check it out. I liked it well enough, right up until the last episode. I talk about my issues with it and what it means for season 2.

106: Ramble Review of Eliza
After too long, I'm back with another ramble game review episode and to as much my surprise as anyone's, it's of yet another visual novel. Eliza came out back in 2019 but I only got to play it recently. Unlike Arcade Spirits, the story in this game is much more grounded in the real world and is also much more linear than many visual novels traditionally are. This is countered by it being fully voice acted and also having a narrative that is both emotionally moving and that will make you think about some of the technological challenges we may face soon.
Buy Eliza on Steam from one of these retailers and help support my content and Extra Life:
Humble Store - https://www.humblebundle.com/store/eliza?partner=pxabstraction
Fanatical - https://www.fanatical.com/en/game/eliza?ref=pxabstraction
Music is from the Eliza soundtrack by Matthew S. Burns. Buy it here: https://zachtronics.bandcamp.com/album/eliza-original-soundtrack
Press code provided by Zachtronics.

105: The Fall of Mixer & My Streaming Future
Out of the blue on the 22nd of June, Microsoft announced that Mixer, my live streaming home of over 3 years, will be unceremoniously killed with a whopping one month's notice. The community is devastated, angry and bitter, especially since this comes on the heels of a weekend of scandals that rocked the platform, which they're now able to just sweep away.
In this longer ramble, I talk about the experience of finding out about this in light of everything else I've been processing lately and also what this means for my potential future in content creation.
For now, you can follow me at https://twitch.tv/PXAbstraction, though I make no promises about what may or may not happen there. I wish the best to all my fellow Mixer refugees.

Episode 104: Drowning In the Madness
The world feels like it's on fire right now. For those reasons and more, I'm personally in a really bad place. This podcast is mostly talking about my own struggles, though I am not unempathetic to the greater madness so many more are dealing with too. I just talk about this struggle for a while because I think it's important for more of us to be open about our struggles so that others know they aren't alone. As always, I am here if anyone needs an ear.

Episode 103: Impressions of RUNE II (with the Lazarus v1.1 Update)
After a bunch of release drama that included the developer closing the day after it shipped largely unfinished, the investors behind RUNE II have begun fulfilling the promise they made to the community to keep supporting the game and have released a massive update called Lazarus, which they claim is just the start. I was given a press code and streamed it for an evening to see what it was like, especially the campaign which I knew nothing about. A lot about that campaign surprised me but I also still don't think the game's hit the finish line yet. I talk about why and also why it might be to other people's liking.
Previous episode on the developer drama: https://anchor.fm/geekbravado/episodes/Episode-86-November-14--2019---RUNE-II-and-Human-Head-Studios-Closure-e90bdp

Episode 102: Arcade Spirits Ramble Review
I'm not generally a fan of visual novels. I played Arcade Spirits on a first impressions stream about a year ago and kept it installed because something about it made me think I'd want to come back to it, even though it was a visual novel. I recently finished it and was very pleasant surprised by the experience. I give an on the fly ramble review of the game and why despite it not selling me on visual novels as a whole, it's given me cause to look into them more closely in the future.
My original first impressions stream of the game: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTQfEwEBssE
Buy a Steam key from one of these affiliate links to help support my content and Extra Life:
Fanatical: https://www.fanatical.com/en/game/arcade-spirits?ref=pxabstraction
Humble Store: https://www.humblebundle.com/store/arcade-spirits?partner=pxabstraction
Press code for the game was originally provided by PQube Games in early 2019.
Podcast music is from the game's soundtrack: https://gregmirles.bandcamp.com/album/arcade-spirits-original-game-soundtrack

Episode 101: Doug Ford & Political Crisis Worship
During the COVID-19 crisis, the previously to say the least, divisive leader of my province has been getting a lot of credit for how he's been "leading" through the outbreak and many of his previous detractors are suddenly changing their minds on him. However, much like Rudy Guilliani after 9/11, none of this is based in reality but more just the fact that he happened to be here during a difficult time. I talk about this and why it's a terrible reason to suddenly up your opinion on terrible leaders.

Episode 100: Epic Games Publishing
Epic Games has now announced that in addition to making a big push into the digital distribution space, they are now getting into publishing games from other developers. Similar to how they launched the Epic Games Store, they are starting with a bang, offering full funding and creative control to 3 prominent studios, with apparently more to come. I talk about this model, how I'd have a hard time saying no if I was a developer and also how this is completely unsustainable long-term, despite what some short-sighted "developers" think.
Thank you to my small audience for being there for 100 episodes! Here's to many more!

Episode 99: COVID-19 and China
COVID-19 is currently sending society and the economy into a tailspin with no end in sight. Meanwhile, it's become taboo to talk about the country whose lacking regulations and rampant corruption has resulted in not only this pandemic but multiple others. Those whose self-worth is wrapped up in being offended on behalf of others are calling criticizing China racist, failing to understand that one can criticize the state and policies that allowed this to happen without it being attack on the Chinese people themselves. I talk about that with more than a little personal frustation.