"I was Hornswoggled!" : One Woman's Journey On Waking Up From A Narcissist Induced Nightmare.
By Ha'Rainna
"I was Hornswoggled!" : One Woman's Journey On Waking Up From A Narcissist Induced Nightmare.May 25, 2022
Episode 40 Watch out for the narcs return!
Episode 39: Porch Diary: Do the work and make those boundaries loves!
Episode 38: Van Diary: Take the time to learn more about yourself!
Episode 37: Van Diary: Breaking "No Contact" Update
Episode 36: Van Diary: Flying Monkeys! Are you one?
Episode 35: Van Diary: Choosing to break the abuse cycle from childhood.
Episode 34:Van Diary: Healing from narcissistic abuse & raising kids while dealing with narcissists.
Episode 33: Van Diary: How the internet has helped me go no contact!
Episode 32: How to Know If You're Dating or in a Friendship with a Narcissist !
Episode: 32
Title: How to Know If You're Dating or in a Friendship with a Narcissist !
Date:3/16/2023
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
https://psychcentral.com/disorders/how-to-know-if-youre-dating-a-narcissist
- Here are some narcissism red flags to look out for:
- Lacking empathy. They seem unable or unwilling to have empathy for others, and they appear to have no desire for emotional intimacy.
- Unrealistic sense of entitlement. They expect others to cater to their desires and may get angry when corrected, put out, or treated as if they’re “common.”
- Needs to be the center of attention. They may get unreasonably distressed if they feel ignored or if someone else gets more attention than they do.
- Displays arrogant behaviors and attitudes. They may constantly talk about their successes, romantic conquests, or money. They might “complain” about how much they get hit on.
- Exploits and takes advantage of others. They use others for their own gain. For instance, they might be “friends” with someone just so they can use their pool or get rides to work.
- Regularly talks about their fantasies of power, success, or beauty. Conversations often revolve around material things and never get too deep.
- Behaves as if they’re exceptionally “special.” They feel like they can only be understood by other “special” people.
- Envious of others or think that others are envious of them. They may gossip about people they’re secretly envious of, or make up their own reasons for why that person is successful, attractive, well-liked, etc. (“She only looks good because of all that plastic surgery.”)
In closing
- I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. It can be discouraging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
- I would also Like to add, that I feel it is very important for us not to take on the identity of what was done to us, but instead identify as a person who is overcoming what was done to us as we grow closer to our true self and not the victim role our abuser wants us to be imprisoned in.
- We don’t want to become the same monster we are trying to heal from.
- If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com , Tweet the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod on twitter, or head to https://hornswoggledpodcast.wordpress.com/ to leave a voice mail message, find the show notes and to listen to past episodes!
- Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Episode 31: Van Diary: What's your biggest weapon against a narcissist?
Episode 30: Van Diary: Narcissists, Technology, and the Internet!
Episode 29: What are Abandonment Cycles and how does the Narcissist use them on you? Reddit Bonus: Narcissist's & Their Creepy Eyes!
Title: Abandonment
Date:1/2/2022
Greetings to you!
Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
Abandonment:
To abandon, leave, or desert someone—either physically or emotionally. The word is typically used in the context of narcissistic abuse when referring to childhood desertion from primary caregivers or another key connection where stable and continual dependency is a legitimate expectation.
The Confusing Narcissistic Cycle of Abandonment and Return
psychcentral.com/pro/exhausted-woman/2018/01/the-confusing-narcissistic-cycle-of-abandonment-and-return#1
REDDIT for some validation!
www.reddit.com/r/NarcissisticAbuse/comments/100pnlx/was_there_something_weird_about_your_narcs_eyes/
In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. It can be discouraging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
I would also Like to add, that I feel it is very important for us not to take on the identity of what was done to us, but instead identify as a person who is overcoming what was done to us as we grow closer to our true self and not the victim role our abuser wants us to be imprisoned in.
We don’t want to become the same monster we are trying to heal from.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com , Tweet the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod on twitter, or head to www.hornswoggledpodcast.com to leave a voice mail message, find the show notes and to listen to past episodes!
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Episode #28: Van Diary: Book Spotlight:Covert Aggressive Narcissist by Debbie: "Why do they Abuse!?"
Episode 27: What Is Idealization and Devaluation and how does the Narcissist use it on you?
Episode:27
Title: Idealization vs. devaluation
Date: 10/11/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
- If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com , Tweet the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod on twitter, or head to www.hornswoggledpodcast.com to leave a voice mail message, find the show notes and to listen to past episodes!
Does taking your narcissistic ex back always mean that another cycle of idealization - devaluation - discard will start?
Understand a Narcissist From an Object Relations Perspective
From love bombing to isolation, the red flags for coercive control can be dangerously difficult to spot before abuse escalates
In closing
- I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. It can be discoruaranging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
- I would also Like to add, that I feel it is very important for us not to take on the identity of what was done to us, but instead identify as a person who is overcoming what was done to us as we grow closer to our true self and not the victim role our abuser wants us to be imprisoned in.
- We don’t want to become the same monster we are trying to heal from.
- If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com , Tweet the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod on twitter, or head to www.hornswoggledpodcast.com to leave a voice mail message, find the show notes and to listen to past episodes!
- Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Episode #26: What is Baiting and how does the Narcissist use it!?
Episode:29
Title: How Narcs Hook you by Baiting you!
Date: 10 4 2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
Because narcissists have such high levels of insecurity, they are unable to handle the loss of control that results from using strategies like gray rock, no contact, or setting boundaries. They can take advantage of any amount of anger or annoyance and channel the victims' rage to their own ends via baiting.
Remembering that narcissistic relationships are surface-level is crucial when understanding narcissism. Narcissists hate the vulnerability and connection that come with healthy relationships. For narcissists, partnerships serve as a mechanism for controlling their emotions. Emotional instability is unfortunately one of the worst repercussions of being among the world's most self-hating people.
Narcissism, in my opinion, can best be understood as the projection of one's own emotional instability onto another person.
- Baiting is just one of the many cunning strategies narcissists use to take advantage of their victims. Because narcissists are unable to deal with their own feelings, they often become violent toward others, both physically and psychologically.
- As a result of the intricacy of narcissism, the abuse is frequently quite illusive to the victim in narcissistic relationships. However, it's typical to see strategies like gray rock or creating boundaries being used once a victim of narcissistic abuse is able to recognize narcissistic tendencies and that what is occurring to them is abuse.
- The use of these strategies prevents the narcissist from controlling their victim, thereby removing their source of narcissistic fulfillment. The narcissist's insecure need for approval, adulation, and even mayhem is known as narcissistic supply, and it gives them the power to dominate the relationship and ignore their own emotional instability. This is why they spend months, years, and even decades employing a barrage of manipulative techniques to drive their victims' self-esteem to the point where they don't think they deserve any better in the abuse they are going through.
- Baiting examples from Narc Wise:
- https://narcwise.com/2019/01/20/narcissist-hooks-hoovering-baiting/
- If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website https://hornswoggledpodcast.wordpress.com/
Episode #25: Van Diary: Book Spotlight: The Covert Passive-Aggressive Narcissist by Debbie Mirza
25
Title: Covert Narcissist Parents
Date:
October 4th
Greetings to you!
Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Episode #24: What is Hoovering and how does the Narcissist use it!?
Episode: 24
Title: Hoovering
Date: 8/29/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
HOOVERING:
- Hoovering– To restart the supply of the narcissist, the narcissists will try to reintegrate an "escaped" or abandoned victim.
- They will do whatever it takes to “win” or “Suck”the victim back and resume their Narc supply much like a Hoover vacuum cleaner, which is why it is referred to as “Hoovering”.
- Many narcs that were previously ignoring you may suddenly become curiously interested in you again. Slithering back into your inbox, knocking on your door, calling you out of the blue and leaving sugary sweet voicemails as if they have forgotten everything cruel thing they have ever done or said about you.
- If you were successful in realizing that you were being treated poorly by a Narc and you decided to set boundaries or you went no contact and removed them from your life… you can definitely expect them to come back around in order to weasel their way back in. This can be within weeks, months , and then years. They will once again try and do anything to get you, their supply tank, back in place to begin the creepy narc abuse cycle all over you. This can or will be done with gifts, apologies given out of the blue, and if they are not willing to apologize they will try to shame you by saying that you are being stubborn by not forgiving them and allowing them back in.
- They have one goal, and that is to suck you back into being under their control so they can stick their nasty narc straw back into your happy healing life and begin suck that life right out of you.
Reddit Story links:
- https://www.reddit.com/r/NarcissisticAbuse/comments/wrnxca/the_hoovering_and_blame_shifting_has_begun_how/
- https://www.reddit.com/r/NarcissisticAbuse/comments/wq6nwf/difference_between_hoovering_and_genuine/
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website www.HornswoggledPodcast.com or tweet me on twitter @HornswoggledPod .
Episode 23 : Van Diary: Approaching a "No contact-iversiary " and continuing to unwire the faulting wiring installed by the Narcissist.
Episode 23
Title: Van Diary: Approaching a "No contact-iversiary " and continuing to unwire the Narcissist's faulting wiring.
Date: 7 22 2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Episode 22: Saying No to the Narcissist...
Episode 21: Van Diary: Leveling Up!
Episode 20: Van Diary: Triggered!?
Episode 19: Van Diary: Book Spotlight: Covert Passive-Aggressive Narcissist by Debbie Mirza
Episode 18: Van Diary: Healing from Narcissistic Abuse & pulling weed thoughts!
Episode 17: Van Diary: Book Spotlight: Love Bombing
Episode 16: Van Diary: Book Spotlight: Covert Narcissist Parents
Entry #15 : Narcissists' and the Smear Campaign!
Title: Smear campaigns
Date: 3/15/2022
Greetings to you!
Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
www.HornswoggledPodcast.com
How To Survive A Smear Campaign In One Piece.
abusewarrior.com/toxic-relationships/narcissistic-abuse/smear-campaign/
Entry 14: Van Diary Entry: Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 4
Episode:14
Title: Van Diary Entry: Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 4
Date: 3/08/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show at Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website at www.hornswoggledpodcast.com and you can follow the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Entry 13: Van Diary Entry: Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 3
Episode:13
Title: What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 3
Date: 2/22/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show at Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website at www.hornswoggledpodcast.com and you can follow the show on twitter at @HornswoggledPod
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Entry 12: Van Diary Entry: Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 2
Entry 11: Van Diary Entry: Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare part 1
Title: Episode 10: A Van Diary Story time! What woke me up from my narcissist induced nightmare ? Part 1
Date: 2/15/2022
Greetings to you!
Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
My journey so far.
During this van diary I start the story of where I was at in my life when I found out the mom I loved was actually my abuser.
I share about my spiritual walk and my struggle with alcohol following the death of my dad.
Shownotes and contact info can be found here:
hornswoggledpodcast.wordpress.com/
"I was Hornswoggled!" Entry 10: Van Diary Entry: Narcissist Parenting : Using Food as a Weapon?
Episode: 10
Title: Van Diary Entry: Narcissist Parenting Using Food as a weapon?
Date: 2/8/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
My journey so far.
In this van diary I touch base on how my parents, mostly my mom would use food as a weapon or a source for her own entertainment.
Show info and contact info can be found here:
In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. I can be discoruaranging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
"I was Hornswoggled!" Entry #9 : Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! What's a communal narcissist?
Episode: 9
Title: Communal Narcissists
Date: 2/2/2022
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
Transactional Love in Toxic Relationships with Narcissists (Plus Q&A) Lise Colucci & Angie Atkinson“Transactional Love in Toxic Relationships (Plus Q&A) - When the narcissist only loves you if you do, say, or be what they want. Angie Atkinson and Lise Colucci on what it means when a narcissist (be they communal narcissists or 'hero' narcissists) engages in transactional love. Not only does it”
What Is Communal Narcissism?https://www.choosingtherapy.com/communal-narcissism/
In closing
- I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has.
- It can be discouraging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website at https://hornswoggledpodcast.wordpress.com/
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
My Tik Tok is here
"I was Hornswoggled!" Entry 8: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Holidays and Love Bombing!
Episode: Title: Episode 8 Holidays and Love bombing
Date: 12/21/2021
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
Making Sense
Article I reference in this episode: https://www.healthline.com/health/love-bombing#takeaway
My journey so far.
My Experience with love bombing from my covert Narc Mom etc.
In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. Sharing our experiences can be discouraging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website . https://iwashornswoggledwakingupfromanarcissistinducednightmare.wordpress.com/
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Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Entry 7: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Clues & Web Supply!
Episode: 7
Title: Narcissists and the internet, peeling back your identity and realizing it wasn't you!
Date: 11-30-2021
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=4910979742259150&id=100000415188579&sfnsn=mo
In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. It can be discouraging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website at www.hornswoggledpodcast.com
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Entry 6: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! The Narcissist & the Holidays!
Episode: 6
Title: Narcissists and the internet, peeling back your identity and realizing it wasn't you!
Date: 11-30-2021
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
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In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. I can be discoruaranging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
There's a quote by
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswiggled@gmail.com or head here to use the record a message option on my podcasts website at www.hornswoggledpodcast.com
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Entry 5: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! My No Contact Hurdles "Van Diary" Edition
Greetings to you!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
@HornswoggledPod https://anchor.fm/hornswoggled
No Show-notes as this is a "Van Diary" Edition.
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Entry: 4: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! No Contact?
@hornswoggledpod Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Entry 3: Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Welcome Back!
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Entry 2: Exploring Covert Narcissism
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Entry 2: Exploring Covert Narcissism
Episode: 2
Title: Covert Narcissism Explored
Date: 1-23-2020
Greetings to you! I'm Rainna!
- Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare!
- Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you, I have definitely been Hornswoggled and by someone so close to me, for at least the past 20 years. My Mom.
- I have decided to share my experience to offer support to others who are going through the same thing my family is.
- The content I have found surrounding Narcissistic abuse by professionals and fellow survivors has brought me so much comfort in knowing we are not alone.
- This Podcast is meant to share my experience, information I have found helpful and the sources so you can check it out on your own, and share my feelings as I unpack this huge blow, as well as share content that has helped me find answers.
In closing
I hope each episode I record helps someone else who may be going through a similar situation or knows someone who has. I can be discoruaranging to many because they feel guilty for airing the dirty deeds done by others, but we should never feel shamed into silence.
There's a quote by Iyanla Vanzant that goes, “It’s important that we share our experiences with other people. Your story will heal you and your story will heal somebody else. When you tell your story, you free yourself and give other people permission to acknowledge their own story.”
If you have a story of your own that you would like to share you can email the show @ Iwashornswoggled@gmail.com or head herehttps://anchor.fm/hornswoggled to use the record a message option on the website .
Until next time, have a great day and God Bless
Full Show Notes can be found here!
"I was Hornswoggled!" : Waking up from a Narcissist Induced Nightmare! Entry 1: THE JIG IS UP!
Welcome to my podcast journal where I share my awakening from my narcissist induced nightmare! I go by Ha'Rainna on the interwebs.
You may ben wondering what hornswoggle means? Well it is a synonym to bamboozled. Bamboozled is how I feel , Hornswoggled means “to trick or deceive (someone)” and ohhh let me tell you. I have definitely been Hornswoggled! And if you are here, there's a chance you may have been too, or you know someone who has, or you just really wanted to know what hornswoggled meant :) Either way you are welcome here!
I will start right off , sharing a bit about myself.
I am not a therapist, a counselor, or even a life coach. I am just a freshly 40 year old woman who is a wife and a mom of 2 and currently waking up from a nightmare I didn't know I was having. You see? If you were to ask me if I had a good childhood, I would have answered you yes. It had its ups and downs as much as anyone else's . Nothing stood out as abnormal as far as I could tell, or did it? I'm not sure now. Now I question everything.
I thought about how to start this journal entry of sorts, and i decided chronological just would do. I might as well start from the day all of the puzzle pieces fit together and things really started to make sense.
Listen to start the journey with me!
You can contact the show at IwasHornswoggled@gmail.com and on twitter at twitter.com/HornswoggledPod