
Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse
By Lisa Meister

Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual AbuseMay 23, 2023

Faye Russell, SRA Victor
Faye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's journey takes her from a false Jesus who sexually abused her to the real Lord Jesus who set her free and enables her to give her testimony with joy and confidence. Thank you for joining us today for Faye's journey.

Avi Shepherd, SRA Victor
Avi met Jesus as a teenager when He "grabbed her heart," although she was convinced he was always mad at her. Her life didn't make sense until she started listening to her body. "Your symptoms tell your story," she wisely says. She listened and her body had a lot to say. Becoming a bride of satan in a ritual at age 8 and dealing with a false Jesus was confusing, leading her to the conclusion that God was mad at her. Finally, the dissociation faded and the memories came out, giving her the pieces of her life that finally made sense. Join Avi as she shares her life journey from ritual abuse into freedom with with true Lord Jesus who saved her and continues to set her free.

KB, SRA Victor

Medical Abuse with Fiora, Angie Power-Disney, and Emma
Emma from "The Imagination Podcast" joins us today with Angie Power-Disney and special guest survivor Fiora to talk about the important topic of medical abuse. SRA and MK Ultra survivors have incredible medical conditions in their body to deal with, and then when they go to the doctors and hospital, they sometimes end up enduring inexplicable abuse in the care they receive. Hear the harrowing stories Fiora and Angie have to share. The sad truth is that they are not alone in their stories. Their abuse is shared by thousands of survivors world wide and we are sharing this today to bring attention to this topic to validate to others that you are not alone, nor are you crazy if this is also your experience. I would like to thank Fiora for bravely sharing her experience and look forward to having her back to share her whole story with us. Please find and subscribe to Emma @theimaginationpodcast and Angie @powerdisney . Also, check out my new ministry at https://thejohn1010life.org and The Line in the Sand podcast @thejohn1010life .
Lisa's World: What Have I Done Since My Memoir?
What has happened since "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" came out? This will catch you up. After a disappointing nothing, God has brought things to a busy roar. He sure knows what He is doing if we will wait on His timing.
Lisa's World: Justice
God asks us today to understand His heart a little better as the Just Judge. Join me in a vision as we go deep into what God's judgment looks like and consider how we interpret it.

A Revelation Warning to the Church
This message was given at Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan on February 19, 2023. You can find the entire service at https://www.youtube.com/live/o8qXZbtUOqI?feature=share.
Lisa's World: Part 11
Today we complete "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" by reading the epilogue and acknowledgments. It's been a journey to read this 8 years after writing it and 7 years after publishing it, and I find myself in such a different place now. So that's where we will be going next: What has happened since the book came out? Lots more to come! Thanks for listening.

Family Court Case Call to Prayer with Amy Pfeffer and The Imagination Podcast
Amy Pfeffer: www.elysianoakslifecoach.com
Emma Pietrzak: youtu.be/exg5YMZhMBY

Bedtime Stories with Lisa
This episode is dedicated to Pat. She asked for Bible stories to read to dissociated parts who never had a loving parent read nightly bedtime stories. Tonight's Bible stories include Noah, Ruth and Daniel. I am reading from the New American Standard Translation. Sleep blessed!

Andrea, SRA Mom and Family Court Advocate
Andrea and her daughters did everything right in disclosing the abuse from her husband and their dad in court. Unfortunately, in California, they hit the statistic that 85% of the cases where custody is revoked when abuse is brought up in custody disputes. Her daughter's documented history of abuse and trauma meant nothing to the courts, nor was it even looked at. Trumped up charges against Andrea "coaching" and "indoctrinating" her daughters to believe that they were abused were the arguments that caused her to lose not just custody, but even visitation. She hasn't seen them in 2 years and 7 months. A couple months ago Andrea happened upon the "Only God Rescued Me" podcast and realized that what her daughters had described to her contained elements of satanic ritual abuse. Suddenly what happened in court made much more sense. Andrea now uses her pain to advocate for families in the family court system. She is also working on a case against family court for families who have suffered like she has in Contra Costa and Alameda counties in California.
You can email Andrea at: ChangeFamCourt@gmail.com.
You will also want to follow Andrea to see all the educating content she puts out on TikTok, Twitter, and Instagram @ChangeFamCourt.
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Cindy, SRA Advocate with Relentless Hope
Cindy has a passion for SRA survivors. Feeling called by God to step into this mission field where even the church rarely chooses to help survivors, she went to Utah to help the SRA survivors of the LDS church. After working 5 years with another agency, she realized that she needed space to bring Christianity into the healing process as the spiritual abuse take Christ to heal it. This is tricky with the Mormon faith. Cindy is stepping out to start her own agency, Relentless Hope. She connects LDS survivors with resources from medical, physical needs, counseling, and all the way to legal help. She is also working on building a legal case. You will love Cindy's passion. You can connect with her through her website at relentlesshopeforyou.org or her email at utahcindy@protonmail.com. If you would like to donate, this is a great ministry to trust.
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Angie Power Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 5
We are honored to have Angie Power Disney back to continue her story. Today she shares the murder of her sister Fiona by poisoning while living with her father. Interestingly, her mother had high levels of those same poisons in her system when Angie was able to get her away from her husband earlier. She never could get charges brought against her father. Angie shows her MK Ultra language programming of knowing multiple languages, today showing English, Spanish, German, and Arabic so that she could be a better asset to blend in with spying. Her story continues to be riveting.
Angie asks for a missionary to be willing to come alongside her for a year to go through all of her documents and information and help her to catalogue all of her evidence. If you feel so called, please contact Angie.
Angie's contact info:
https://gofund.me/7b64859a
Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q
Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e...
Blog: https://angelascaches.org/
Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy...
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney
Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney
email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com
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Baby Memorial
The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me present tonight's "Baby Memorial." Tonight we pause to honor the babies, mothers, and families who have lost lives and loved ones through satanic rituals. Their lives matter and though they were here briefly, are not forgotten.
We have special guests with us tonight:
Rich has a heart to minister to sra survivors in inner healing and deliverance. He has started on online church for survivors at www.srachurch.com. You can find him on facebook at Innerhealing Deliverance.
Pastor Clifford Molnar is the Pastor of Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan. He ministers deliverance and healing to survivors world wide. You can find him at www.victorycenterministries.com. He also livestreams his church services on youtube and speaks specifically to survivors.
Scott Allen is a prophetic intercessor who has shared his shaking the Luciferian Kingdom vision with us in the past. We are honored to have him with us tonight.
Kardia Joi has written a special song for us tonight called, "Child of My Dreams." You can find Kardia at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfY... and youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx...
Judith Kayadoe has shared her vision and paintings with us. You can find her paintings for sale at Judith Kayadoe Royalty Fine Art at www.royaltyfineart.com.
Patrick Meister is joining us to play "There is a Quiet Place." You can find more from him on youtube at: https://youtu.be/zTl409w52ko and instagram @prof.meister.
Rosie Stone is part of The John 10:10 Life. You can find Rosie and Lisa Meister at www.thejohn1010life.org and youtube: https://youtu.be/DdQCzlIQ0Rc
Lisa Meister is part of the John 10:10 with Rosie Stone (See Above) and Only God Rescued Me.

Guest from Testimony Mountain, SRA Victor
Today's guest grew up in a Seventh Day Adventist family. Her upbringing seemed idyllic until her body shut down at the age of 15, leaving her bedridden for six long years. Finally, four years ago the flashbacks started and pieces of the puzzle gave her a picture that made sense. Trafficked to the elite, she was actually killed at the age of two. Jesus came and healed her, making the elite think that she was gifted, leading to even more trafficking. Her story is fascinating and Jesus' resurrection power coming in is just beautiful. Another victor in Jesus' army.
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Lisa's World: Forgiveness and Justice
Forgiveness and Justice are two big words that are impossible to define and quantify. Here are my conclusions after two very long years of pondering them in the early years of my recovery.

Carolyn Charismata Weaver, "The Bride Arising"
Carolyn Charismata Weaver joins us today to discuss her new book, "The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey." This is an incredible vision given to her about healing from life and trauma with Jesus as the bridegroom. The grime of the horror and shame of abuse and sin is gently washed away and replaced with purity, lovingly redressed in a white dress, bedecked in jewels and crown, wed to our Savior, and then prepared for battle. Carolyn speaks knowledgeably of trust in a faithful God and how our identity becomes that of who God made us to be in the first place. Stepping into the life we were made to have all along is the goal and certainly a relief for us. Carolyn References Song of Songs 2: 10-11 TPT "The one I love calls to me: Areise, my dearest. Hurry, my darling. Come away with me! I have come as you have asked to draw you to my heart and lead you out. For ow is the time, my beautiful one. The season has changed, the bondage of your barren winter has ended, and the season of hiding is over and gone." Also important is Song of Songs 3: 7-10 TPT "Look! It is the king's marriage carriage- the love seat surrounded by sixty champions. They stand ready with swords to defend the king and his fiancée from every terror of the night. The king made this mercy seat for himself out of the finest wood that will not decay. Pillars of smoke, like silver mist- a canopy of golden glory dwells above it. The place where they sit together is sprinkled with crimson. Love and mercy cover this carriage, blanketing this tabernacle throne. The king himself has made i for those who will become his bride." You can find Carolyn at www.blossomingheartsstudio.com You can find her book at: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1734929731?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_R6A0X1CBAV32TBAGBA9F To support this podcast, please go to www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Claire, SRA Victor
Claire was in her second year of university when she went into counseling to deal with abuse from growing up. The counseling didn't seem to get to the root issues and her superpower of compartmentalizing broke down, leaving her with a re-occurring nightmare she couldn't shake. Diving into the nightmare led her into unlocking a past of SRA. Her past is still pretty fractured and not chronological yet, but Jesus has come in and she shares His redemption in the midst of her pain. Follow Claire on her journey.
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Kardia Joi: Discovering Faithfulness
You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ
Follow her on youtube at: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQA
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Thank you for your faithful support!

Baby Memorial Announcement
The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me will be hosting a live Baby Memorial on Saturday, January 28 at 6pm EST on YouTube at Only God Rescued Me. Hope to see you there!
Lisa's World: Memoir 11
Today we begin on the chapter "Here we God Again." It includes the last two flashbacks that I had and the three years it took to get on top of them. We also cover the chapter "The Toll," chronicalling the medical, emotional and family issues the abuse created. Thanks for your constant support!
Lisa's World: Unexpectedness in the Shaking of the Luciferian Kingdom
The Luciferian Kingdom is indeed shaking and the Luciferians are actually exposing themselves. I find this amazing. Today I explore this and my thoughts about it. I reference Revelation 1:14; 2: 2; 2 Corinthians 11:12-15; and Galatians 2:4-5.

Kardia Joi: Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind
It's always an honor to have back with us musician and composer Kardia Joi. Today's healing journey is encompassed in the song, "Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind." It starts with the journey of her past coming back to her and being told that someone didn't believe her. The pain and gaslighting that comes with that moment resonates with all of us trauma survivors as we are attacked by perpetrators and well-meaning yet deceived others over and over again in the Christian community. She was sent to an unknown perpetrator to tell what she knew, adding to the distress of all that was coming against her. In the midst, God was moving in revealing truth in the midst of her confusion. She didn't know who to trust, didn't know who to go to, didn't know where God was in it all and how trustworthy He was or wasn't in that whole process. Kardia opens her story to us with great vulnerability and hope. Hear how God ministers and answers her questions. God did not leave her blind. You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ Follow her on youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQA To support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your faithful support!

Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 4

Celebrating the Birth of Jesus with my Husband, Patrick Meister
A gift to bless you on your journey to draw closer to God as we thank Him for coming to earth. Thank you for being a faithful part of this ministry. God bless you.

Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 3
Angie continues her long history of abuse from ages 13 and up with espionage, power and influence. She was labeled the "reluctant monarch" in the military MK Ultra abuse. See the scars Angie shows on her body to bear witness to the horrific abuse that is nothing compared to the emotional scars she has carried through the years. Thank you, Angie, for your ongoing courage to share your journey with us. To connect with Angie: https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... Blog: https://angelascaches.org/Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisneyTwitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisneyemail: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com To support Only God Rescued Me, please find go to: www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod
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Lisa's World: What I'm Thinking
This is what I'm seeing and thinking right now. It's referencing Joshua 10 and 2 Samuel 22, the shaking of the Luciferian Kingdom and the great spiritual battle between God and the Devil from Eden to the end. How is sra in the mix and where is the cross in the middle? That's all on my mind and in today's episode.

Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor Part 2

Rachelle, SRA Victor
Four years ago Rachelle boarded a cruise ship for a vacation with friends and her life took an ominous turn. A neurological sea sickness type illness took over and refused to leave. Rachelle's foster dad told her that she would be strategically healed from the inside out and that is proving to be true. God has been leading her through deep healing, taking her back through the horrific abuse from growing up with a mentally ill and high level warlock father who was extremely abusive and neglectful. Rachelle's life was rocked by trauma after trauma. In the midst was two years of an oasis of healing with a Christian foster couple who prayed over her and soaked God's love into her. She was returned back to years more of abuse. After having children of her own, she made sure that the seven generations at least of abuse stopped with her. She didn't go back into the abuse and healing from it until she got sick after the cruise. In the past four years she if finding healing and God is bringing deliverance from the past. God told her she would dance again, which seemed impossible with the cane she was using to stabilize herself from the balance issues. But now she is teaching dancing. Psalm 30:11 "You have turned for me my mourning into dancing: You have loosed my sackcloth and girded me with gladness." This testimony is powerful and you will fall in love with Rachelle and her passionate love and trust for God. You can connect with Rachelle : Twitter: @Beautif04333051 YouTube: @beautifullybroken9373 If you would like to support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening and your ongoing support.

Understanding New Age with Vanessa Robbins
After sra survivors fight so hard to get our of the generations of the occult, it is shocking when some of our children begin to be wooed by it and check into it. The church in general is having a mass exodus of our youth leaving Christianity for the New Age, Wiccans, Church of Satan, and many other deceptions. So many children are on my heart right now as I cry out to God. Then I found Vanessa. She was raised in the Nazarene Church but walked away from God in her young adult years. One of the problems was her ignorance to the spirit realm through the lack of teaching about it in the church. She was pulled by the MYSTERIOUS, it was INTRIGUING, it LURED her, it WOOED her. The idea that she was dealing with the demonic never entered her mind because she was told all the "wisdom" just came from her higher self and it was helping her to become whole. She left the "judgment" of God and the church behind where this new group of people told her everything she did was wonderful and acceptable and becoming who she really was. Vanessa is articulate in telling her story and it is full of information that will give you wisdom and understanding as to what the deceptions are and why our children have been deceived by them. Being educated is a crucial step in tackling this problem in our families and churches. In the end, Vanessa references Ezekiel 13: 19-21. Hear how she finally figured out the demonic behind the "light," and how God delivered her. If you would like to contact Vanessa, you can find her at: vjrobbins@gmail.com; twitter: @brideofChrist83; Instagram: VanessaRedBeauty. If you have a loved one involved in the New Age or witchcraft but aren't sure what is going on, you can contact Vanessa and she will help you identify what they are involved in, how to arm yourself with information, and how to fight it. If you would like to help this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your support.

Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 1
I am delighted to introduce part one of a series of interviews with Angie Power-Disney. Angie is an sra and MK Ultra survivor who almost didn't reach out to me because of our victor series because she didn't feel she could claim victor status yet because she was still healing. I disagree. She is still alive, still fighting, and still passionately in love with Jesus and working to understand and be able to trust God and grow closer to Him. Angie began life in strange hospital circumstances that bring up so many questions that you are already confused with her life right along with her. Her father was in the British Royal Air Force and traveled the world, bringing Angie and her sisters into military underground bases and high elite parties where she and her sisters were ritually abused, experimented on with MK Ultra, sex trafficked, physically abused, emotionally abused, and the list, sadly, goes on and on. Angie has very clear memories in how she arrived at places and then the memories just faded as drugs must have been introduced, leaving her with fragmented memories that frustrate her to this day. She feels that if she could just grasp all that happened, understand them, then maybe she could finally heal and get peace. Her story is riveting and heartbreaking. Her eyes echo her story. Pray for Angie's safety and healing as we go forward as the attacks against her are many with the elite that abused her. Thank you, as always, for listening. To connect with Angie: If you can contribute it HELPS and thankyou to those who do xx https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... Blog: https://angelascaches.org/ Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1 Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com To support Only God Rescued Me, please find go to: www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod

Emergency Fundraiser for Meghan Walsh
Meghan Walsh is a loving mom who had her four children torn away from her by her father, John Walsh, and the Family Court System. Originally created to protect children, it has become a nightmare for parents across our country as it rips children away from good parents and gives them to pedophilia parents, grandparents, or into the foster care system. Meghan and her children are the latest victims in a long line of families who have suffered the same fate. Meghan is bravely voicing the abuse publicly and her fight is our fight. In a collaboration with Emma of The Imagination Podcast, Penny Shephard of The Dark Outpost Podcast, and Sylvia from Rescue the Fosters. We are trying to raise a minimum of $2,000 for Meghan for immediate needs to try to get her children back and comply with all the courts are demanding. Anything you can give will be helpful, no amount is too small. You can give to Meghan directly, and all go will to her with nothing taken out if you go to PayPal: familyfarmandfaith@gmail.com. Meghan and her children can also use all the prayers you can send her way. Thank you for your support!

Introducing Rosie Stone
A few years ago God brought Rosie Stone into my life. She has been that rare friend who encourages me in the Lord and pushes me to dig into the Word of God. Many Mondays find us both flying through the Scriptures chasing some exciting God is showing us. God is bringing Rosie in to start a ministry with Only God Rescued Me, and therefore it's time for you to get to know her. She is a powerhouse of love and passion for the Lord and for the hurting. Today Rosie shares her story of abuse and God's redemption. Coming next week: The John 10:10 Life.

Kardia Joi: It Isn't Well
Today Kardia Joi talks about her song "It Isn't Well." Wow, we can all relate to that in our healing! This song talks about Kardia's rescue of faith in the moment of crisis. In those moments in the dark, where the cry of our soul is, "God, do you see me?" Once again, Kardia masterfully takes us through her journey and encourages us in the process. She has been where we are and helps us to get through leaning on God all the way. You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ and follow her on youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQATo support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your faithful support!

How the Church Handles SRA's with Sherry
Sherry shared her story with us on season 2, episode 38 and https://youtu.be/GtedDcYAYHI on youtube. Today she wanted to share her difficulties with churches coming against her with spiritual abuse just because she was an sra survivor. It would be bad enough hearing her story, but the sad fact is that sra's all over the world encounter very similar situations. Today we are calling for churches to change their hearts to one of compassion for those who are the most wounded when they come through their doors for help and ministry. Let's share the heart of Jesus and provide inner healing and deliverance. Let's sit with those who weep and provide comfort and understanding. Rev. Clifford Molnar is affiliated with Victory Center Ministries, which I highly recommend for all survivors. His teaching is completely Bible based and is the foundations of my walk with God. You connect with him at https://victorycenterministries.com/ and watch his live sermons on facebook on Sunday mornings at 11:00 am Eastern and Wednesday, 7:00 Eastern at https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100064849864353. If you would like to support this podcast, please visit www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support!

Only God Rescued Us: Our Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse
Today's episode is a collaboration with The Imagination Podcast on Youtube with Emma at https://youtu.be/bEX4c9fjIAM. This is the first ever joint interview with me and Patrick as a couple, and we were delighted to share this with Emma. Emma is a warrior on the forefront of exposing sra, human trafficking, and organ harvesting. If you haven't found her yet, you will love her passion and intensity. This episode explores the difficulties and blessings of working together to get through the beginning stages of awareness of sra, acceptance, validation and healing. A big thank you to Emma and for her heart to share this on our platform as well. FYI, as this podcast was promoted on Twitter, it got banned as harmful. Interesting how the elite are able to censor this but not pornography or child sexual exploitation or the Jeffrey Epsteins of the world.

Meet Kate, SRA Victor
Kate gives her first ever interview today of her journey of healing from sra that started after getting baptized in January of 2022. Expecting life to get wonderful, she was shocked with an intense demonic attack instead. She asked Heavenly Father to reveal what was going on and to bring healing to her. This began revelation into a past she could never remember. Hear her testimony of the gentleman that Heavenly Father has been to her on this healing journey and her passion to encourage others as they heal from whatever their past has been. She concludes this powerful testimony with Isaiah 54:10-17. If you would like to support this podcast, please visit the Anchor or Spotify platform or visit www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Cheryl Beck, SRA and MK Ultra Victor

Healing Points with Rebecca Bruce
Rebecca comes back to us today to give us an update on her healing journey and share how she has made progress. For all the parents out there who are praying for their kids who they can't get out of sra, you will find her comments very encouraging when she talks about Jesus being with her and helping her through the hard moments of rituals. If you haven't heard her story, you can find it here: Anchor, Season 2 Episode 3 and https://youtu.be/n7hJBXjr2PU. Thank you for listening!
Lisa's World: Memoir 10
Today we pick up our memoir read of "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" at page 139. I finally give up on finding help in the Christian world and look for SRA survivors in the non-Christian world.
Lisa's World: Not Much Lisa
Today I'm tired, so I'm sharing some never shared poetry. Tomorrow I will be back to normal with a new episode.

Sherry, SRA Victor and Poet
*** Trigger Warning*** Sherry is a survivor of horrific SRA at the hands of her grandfather, who was considered the "Headless Horseman" of his occult group. Her parents blamed her for deserving the abuse her grandfather gave her and they physically abused her to the point of her needing 17 surgeries later in life to correct all the injuries they inflicted. Jesus saved and integrated Sherry and has brought her to a beautiful place of healing. Now she writes poetry and shares two of her pieces with us today. If you would like to support this podcast, please subscribe to anchor or go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening and your ongoing support!

Abraham, Lot and Halloween
Halloween come every year and with it a lot of confusion as to whether it is okay to celebrate it because our culture is thinks it is a lot of fun. Who doesn't like kids dressing up and getting candy? Let's dive in a little deeper to find out the difficulties going along with culture has for us.

Healing Music with Kardia Joi

Healing Points with Lily
Lily is an SRA victor who shared her story with us in season 1, episode 16 in our podcasts, so if you didn't hear that, make sure you catch her amazing story. Today she shares with us 10 important steps for healing. If you would like to contact Lily, you can email her at: pbjc333@gmail.com To support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening!

Baby Memorial: A Call For Names
Did you have a forced abortion during a ritual with the baby sacrificed? If so, this is a call for baby names, writings, art work, or whatever creative outpourings you would like to contribute to this upcoming memorial to be sent to: onlygodrescuedme@yahoo.com. Special guest Rich Davidson will help me have a very special memorial to honor these special little ones and hopefully bring some healing to all the moms out there.
Lisa's World: Generational Bleachers
How do women serve up their daughters to the abusers generation after generation and keep their families in tact? This has bothered me through the years until my husband and I were hit over the head with it by a well meaning family member recently on a trip. I refer to her model of family as generational bleachers. Now it makes perfect sense and its a stadium I will not allow my family to sit in.

Getting Through October with Mary DeMuth
October is a hard month for sra survivors, as is November, December and January. Mary Demuth is an author, artist, literary agent, and podcaster who has a "Pray Every Day Podcast" and brings her expertise in helping us to find comfort in God to help us through this difficult time. You will find her amazing quotes like "fellowship of the rescued" and " you have moved from victim to carrier of light" highly motivational to help you through the difficult moments. She shares that there is no shame to have the dark times and that Jesus is there to help us through. You can find all that Mary has to offer at: https://www.marydemuth.com/
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Monica on Stopping Generational SRA
Monica married into a Masonic family through the Greek Orthodox Church. She had no idea what she was getting into. After her son started showing incredible signs of stress and abuse she was able to start putting pieces together. Hear how she got her son out and put together what happened to her son. This is another courageous mom who believed her child and was able to rescue him.
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Lisa's World: Identity
In today's episode I am thinking through identity. It's so much easier to figure out who we aren't than who we are. Here's who I am.

The AmyJo Experience
Today's episode is all kinds of fun. AmyJo has a podcast on Rumble called "AmyJoGodLuvsU." She is working tirelessly to educate the public on the demonic realm, fighting spiritually, the New Age movement, sex trafficking and satanic ritual abuse. AmyJo is a strong Christian on the front lines as well as a ton of fun to talk with. You can find her show at: https://rumble.com/user/AmyJoGodLuvsU.
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Writing a Memoir with John Smith and Lynn Sutherland

The Freemasons with Courtney Epps

Courtney Epps, SRA Victor
Courtney was 39 years old when her memories of SRA came back. Her life had so many missing pieces with so many things that just didn't make sense, and the missing understanding of SRA brought it all into a cohesive picture. Her picture perfect, church going family was actually a high level cult family that participated in satanic rituals and MK Ultra programming. Courtney had to leave her family of origin and lost everything she had in the process. God took care of her and her children, and brought her to a place of self-sufficiency with her own tax business. She became a tax strategist, author and speaker. Today she tells her story of abuse and how God brought her healing.
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Catching up with Bruce Hecht

Deborah, SRA Victor
40 generations passed satanic ritual abuse down to their children. Deborah was neglected, tortured, raped, forced into rituals, and sex trafficked. During abuse as a young child, a light came into her room as Jesus reached out to her. He gently told her He couldn't stop the abuse, but that He would always be with her. She found that to be true through the years as she should have died many times, but didn't. Her family led a double life in the church, looking like an upstanding family, but many rituals took place in that church they attended. They tried to confuse Deborah through the years by telling her Jesus was bad and satan was good. As confusing as it was, Jesus was with her and brought her through. She found inner healing and deliverance and her heart was to help other survivors. She became a part of Dr. Larson's Spiritual Freedom Church where she was trained to help others. They have ministries throughout the United States and around the world. If you would like to reach out to them for help, you can contact Pastor Edra in Vancouver, Washington at 503-819-3376 from 9am to 6pm Pacific Standard Time. You can also contact Dr. Larson at 303-980-1511. They may be able to do zoom sessions for those not near a ministry team.
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Lisa's World: Memoir 9
Today we pick up in the memoir "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey Through Satanic Ritual Abuse," on page 129 talking about the Custody Battle between my brother and his wife over my police report of SRA. This was such a painful time in my life. Thank you for listening!

SRA and the LBGTQ Community with RR

Judith & Jimmy, SRA Couple
Lisa's World: Memoir 8
Today we talk about trying to decide how to protect my nieces and nephews from the same abuse I went through. I write a letter and have a retaliating letter sent back by my brother. I also discuss learning how to process the trauma through a therapy called EMDR. Thank you for listening!

RR, SRA Victor

Abortion is a Ritual
The Satanic Temple is suing the United States government for their right to religious abortion ritual. This backs up what sra survivors have been saying all along that teens are impregnated and then forced to give birth to a baby who is then killed in rituals. In today's episode, we discuss why all abortions are rituals, whether they take place in a cult or not. This episode carries a trigger warning for discussing how different abortions are performed. https://www.foxnews.com/politics/satanic-temple-abortion-ritual-supreme-court If you would like to support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Lynn Marie, Deaf SRA Victor Calling for Understanding Among Interpreters
Lynn Marie is a deaf SRA Victor who was deeply hurt by her interpreter at a healing conference due to lack of compassion, not accurately translating what Lynn was saying, and ultimately leaving Lynn alone at the hotel when she was supposed to help Lynn get home. This stirred up feelings from her childhood abuse that led to months of healing to get back to a feeling of safety and control over her life. Lynn is asking for interpreters to have a deeper understanding of SRA survivors along with having special needs to help them as part of their team of healing instead of causing more issues that what was there to begin with. You can find Lynn Marie's testimony in season 1, episode 29 of this podcast.
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Lisa's World: Memoir 7

Lily, SRA Victor

Inner Healing with Scott Bitcon
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Shaking the Luciferian System with Scott Allen
God is speaking directly to us today through a vision given to prophetic intercessor Scott Allen. Scott had a vision of Jesus taking him into a control room where there were many dials. One dial was for the Luciferian Kingdom. Jesus gave Scott the words to say to shake that kingdom. Scott gives his vision to us today and leads us in that prayer. God sent Scott specifically to this podcast to give it first to those who were the most hurt by the Luciferian Kingdom through SRA. This is important because God is calling in a prophetic shift from being a survivor to going on the offensive. Put on your armor of God and pray this prayer daily and watch the demonic shake as God brings in the victory. If you would like to contact Scott Allen, you can email him at: scottallen1131@gmail.com.
Link to article: https://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=27242
So together, as one in Him, let's do it and speak in unity from the mountain of God (say it out loud):
"From where we are seated in Christ Jesus at the right hand of the Father, THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY SAYS: THE TIME HAS COME FOR THE LUCIFERIAN KINGDOM TO BE SHAKEN! WE DECREE: LET THE GREAT SHAKING OF ALL WHO WORSHIP LUCIFER BEGIN!"YOUR SORCERIES AND SACRIFICES WILL NOT HELP YOU! YOUR PROTECTION IS REMOVED! LET THE SHAKING OF THE LUCIFERIAN KINGDOM INCREASE!"
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 6
In today's episode we talk about finally going on the offensive. Hear about the decision to press criminal charges and the initial contact with the detective. The small town I grew up with immediately makes challenges with the people involved with the case.

Dr. Kandiss Taylor on SRA and Politics
Dr. Kandiss Taylor is running for the Republican nomination for governor of Georgia. She is campaigning courageously as she calls out the Luciferian system and is determined to tear down the demonic Guidestones in Georgia. This is God calling out satanic rituals and SRA from a politician! She needs our prayers and support. Please share this video on your platforms and talk to your friends in Georgia. This is a huge move of God in shaking the Luciferian system and we need to get behind Dr. Taylor as she battles this goliath. You can find her at: https://kandisstaylor.com/
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Dr. Alaine Pakkala, SRA Victor with Lydia Discipleship Ministries
Lisa's World: Meet Pastor Molnar, My Spiritual Father

A Call to Pastors to Step into SRA Ministry with Pastor Cliff Molnar

Mother's Day with Hero Mom Jennifer
Lisa's World: My Mom

Sisters of Silence
Today we are joined by sisters Merita Atherly Engen and JerryAnn Berry. JerryAnn was chosen to be used in satanic rituals where Merita was not. They grew up in a family with a strong code of silence, yet Merita was watchful and knew something was wrong. When JerryAnn finally confronts her abuse at the age of 45, Merita is there to walk along side her with love and support. This is a powerful episode of true sisterly love that is lacking in so many families that endure sra. You can find Merita and JerryAnn through their facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/MERITAandJERI/ (Sisters of Silence), JerryAnn Berry on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnnWH0IhjZTfliP58mR-vNg, and through Merita's website at www.MeritaAtherlyEngen.com. If you would like to support this ministry, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or subscribe to "Lisa's World" through this podcast on the Spotify and Anchor platforms for $5.99 a month which will give you access to special episodes. Thank you for you amazing support!
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 5
Join me today as I continue to read from "Only God Rescued Me, My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse." I talk about getting the first ritual flashbacks and the strong desire to prove myself crazy. My quest for proof takes me back to the city I grew up in and talk with someone actually involved in the rituals. Thanks for listening!
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 4

Rebecca Bruce, SRA Victor

Spiritual Abuse with Sandra Eileen
Sandra Eileen is a survivor of spiritual abuse, otherwise called a "high control group." SRA is definitely under the topic of spiritual abuse, but degrees of it also go on in many churches. Sandra Eileen shares her journey through spiritual abuse with us today in an opening of the conversation on this podcast. I know you will love Sandra's deep and insightful thoughts on spiritual abuse and why it is so dangerous. The sooner we can spot it, the sooner we can deal with it. You can find Sandra's own podcast called: Healing Forward with Sandra Eileen. Instagram: @intentionalwellnesswithsandra. Please give Sandra a listen and subscribe! If you would like to support this podcast: www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or you can subscribe to "Lisa's World" for $5.99 a month to access some extra podcast episodes. You can access these through the Anchor or Spotify platforms. Thank you for listening and your continued support!
Lisa's World: Meet My Husband Patrick
In today's episode I introduce you to Patrick, my husband of 30 years. We discuss our early years of dating and marriage and find out why he believed the sexual abuse and the sra. I hope you enjoy hearing our journey of discovery of abuse from his perspective.
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 3
Today we continue to read "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse." We begin with the summer before the repression broke. I chronicle the ups and downs of trying to figure out my life and am shocked to see that my life is beginning to make sense with the piece of sexual abuse in it. The time of trying to figure out flashbacks and what they mean is excruciating and confusing. I hope you enjoy the show!

Chandra Moyer, SRA Victor
Chandra Moyer is an author, speaker, coach, minister, and advocate that you are going to love hearing from. She shares her story of life in three phases: the "perfect" childhood and life before the memories came out, the horrors of the healing years and the victory she walks in now. Chandra's relationship with God helped her to have a strong platform that she needed for the trust in God that allowed her to follow His leading in giving up the very things that made her feel safe throughout the years of abuse. He gave her new tools to heal and to overcome and looking back she now sees that she never was safe where she thought she was. The safety for the child was merely the means of surviving the abuse. Chandra is a wife, mom and grandma enjoying life like she never knew could be hers and she is thrilled to help us to see how she got to this place. You can find Chandra at www.chandramoyer.com or email her at chandra.moyer@yahoo.com. If you would like to support this podcast, you can find "Only God Rescued Me" at www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or buy the "Lisa's World" subscription to bonus episodes on this podcast, available on the Anchor or Spotify platforms for $5.99 per month. Thank you for listening!
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 2

Pat Hayden, SRA Victor

Exciting New Opportunity
Lisa's World: Memoir Part 1

Mary Knight, SRA Victor and Film Producer
Ways to connect with Mary:
Maryknightproductions.com
maryknighthappy@yahoo.com (If you email her, she will send you free essays she has written)
Film: “Am I Crazy? My journey to determine if my memories are true.”
Youtube: youtu.be/lwIuG4g2QiI Interview with RealWomen/RealStories
Memoir coming soon: Becoming Mrs. Brown: Essay by a Child Sex Trafficking Survivor
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Can God be good if SRA exists? with Charisse Milan
Today, we are joined with SRA Victor, Charisse Milan, Author of, "For the Silenced Ones," (available on Amazon, Kindle, Audible). I believe this is a very important episode, as we wrestle with these questions.
We have to be able to answer these questions to find out if we can serve God and trust Him. Without complete trust, we cannot get close to Him.
Charisse mentions an article she wrote on her website, (www.forthesilencedones.com), and the article is entitled, "Will the Real Jesus Step Forward."
If you are interested in exploring more on this topic, Lisa Meister has recently published, "You've Got the Wrong Guy," available on Amazon and Kindle. To support her Podcast, please find me at buymeacoffee.com/onlygod.
Thank you for your kind and generous support and for listening!
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Kate, SRA Victor

Chantelle Camareno, SRA Victor

Rebecca Davis, SRA Prayer Minister

Rebecca Davis, SRA Prayer Minister

Bruce Hecht, SRA Victor

Deliverance with Pastor Tony Sluzas

Abraham, Lot and Halloween with Lisa Meister

Kimberli Koen, SRA Victor and Advocate

The Basics of Demonology with Brian, SRA Victor

Lynn Marie, SRA Victor

Robyn Kranig, SRA Survivor

Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor, Part 3
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Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor, Part 2

Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor

Understanding Dissociative Identity Disorder with Survivor John Smith

An Analogy for Understanding SRA with Charisse Milan

Jon Wedger, ex-detective and sra hero, with Isabella and Brian

Drew and Lacey, SRA Survivor Support Heroes

Josephina and Joe, SRA Survivor and Hero Husband
For the first time publicly, Josephina shares her story of sra. Joe, her husband, joins her by telling his thoughts and feelings along the way. Growing up in a Christian looking family, Josephina was subjected to sra. Her parents also accessed her and Joe's two young daughters. With all three women in his life healing, Joe strongly leans on his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to get them through. Follow this amazing family on their healing journey.

Protecting Children with Becky and Bridget, SRA Heroes

Jennifer, SRA Hero Mom

Emma Pietrzak, SRA Hero on Helping Survivors
The amazing Emma Pietrzak shares her journey of learning about sra and figuring out how to help sra survivors. Finding little on sra in her quest for education, she created a space for survivors to share their stories on her podcast. Emma also shares how to return to basic human compassion and emotion in helping survivors to heal. Emma gives lots of good ideas to help get our minds running with new ways to jump into this battle and help to call society's attention to the plight of survivors, which will eventually lead to helping to save children out of the cult active families that are abusing them. You can find Emma at:
The Imagination Podcast, youtube and spotify; theemmapreneurofficial on instagram; yourimaginationisreal.com for her website.

The Bascis of Healing from SRA
It is overwhelming to have to handle flashbacks of SRA and find ways to heal from it. Today we discuss what we need to know, beginning resources to get and basics for staying safe. Healing from SRA is not easy but it is doable. Let's get this journey started.

Mother's Day and SRA
Mother's Day is coming and with it a tangle of feelings for sra survivors dealing with moms who didn't protect them or abused them, moms of sra survivors fighting courts to get their children out of sra situations and survivors trying to be moms themselves.

Understanding the Demonic with Patricia Baird Clark, SRA Hero

Samantha Baldwin, SRA Hero Mom

SRA Survivors Speak Out
Hear what SRA survivors want you to know.

John Smith, SRA Survivor
John Smith shares his journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as John uses his "stubborness" to come to Jesus and find his healing. If you would like to contact Fractured Hearts Ministries, please email fhmministries@yahoo.com.

The Cost of Telling

God is Lifting the Hoods
Robes and hoods give ritual abuse perpetrators a perceived feeling of safety and anonymity. God has seen and is now in the process of exposing the perpetrators. We are in a season of of the hoods being finally taken off and truth revealed as survivors are courageously speaking their horrendous experiences of abuse.

Susan Belrose; SRA Survivor
Susan Belrose shares her journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as this tenatious survivor takes her abuse to Jesus and allows Him to lead her to a place of healing.

God vs. Satan: The Great Juxtaposition
There is no better way to understand the difference between God and Satan than at an occult ritual. Learn how it influenced Lisa and how she responded. This episode is triggering, so please use care if listening.

Charisse Milan, SRA Survivor
Charisse Milan shares her journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as she shares her heart, explaining how she navigated through her recovery with God by her side. This episode is not triggering and an easy way to ease into this terrifying topic.

My Quest for Justice for Satanic Ritual Abuse

What is Ritual Abuse
****TRIGGER WARNING**** This episode can be very upsetting to some viewers.
Join Lisa as she discusses the basics of what rituals are and why they are done.

Does the Bible Back Up Satanic Ritual Abuse?
****Trigger Warning**** Today's episode dives into the Biblical accounts of Satanic Ritual Abuse. The Bible is graphic in its depiction of the abuse, so please have care if you choose to listen to today's podcast.

Ritual Abuse and Good Friday: What the Church Needs to Know
Good Friday is the most difficult Christian holiday for ritual abuse survivors. Join Lisa as she explains the difficulties survivors have with the blood and sacrifice of Jesus and how the church can help them through.
