Skip to main content
Spotify for Podcasters
Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

By Lisa Meister

Become a Paid Subscriber: https://anchor.fm/lisa-meister/subscribe Become a Paid Subscriber: https://anchor.fm/lisa-meister/subscribe Become a Paid Subscriber: https://anchor.fm/lisa-meister/subscribe A voice for the survivors of satanic ritual abuse facilitated by Lisa Meister, a survivor herself. Listen as guests share their story, talk about the challenges of navigating life and break down the stigma that SRA survivors face in society today.
Available on
Apple Podcasts Logo
Google Podcasts Logo
Pocket Casts Logo
RadioPublic Logo
Spotify Logo
Currently playing episode

Faye Russell, SRA Victor

Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual AbuseMay 23, 2023

00:00
01:24:14
Faye Russell, SRA Victor

Faye Russell, SRA Victor

Faye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's journey takes her from a false Jesus who sexually abused her to the real Lord Jesus who set her free and enables her to give her testimony with joy and confidence. Thank you for joining us today for Faye's journey.

May 23, 202301:24:14
Avi Shepherd, SRA Victor

Avi Shepherd, SRA Victor

Avi met Jesus as a teenager when He "grabbed her heart," although she was convinced he was always mad at her. Her life didn't make sense until she started listening to her body. "Your symptoms tell your story," she wisely says. She listened and her body had a lot to say. Becoming a bride of satan in a ritual at age 8 and dealing with a false Jesus was confusing, leading her to the conclusion that God was mad at her. Finally, the dissociation faded and the memories came out, giving her the pieces of her life that finally made sense. Join Avi as she shares her life journey from ritual abuse into freedom with with true Lord Jesus who saved her and continues to set her free.

May 17, 202349:56
KB, SRA Victor

KB, SRA Victor

KB wants her story to be knows as being, "Glory and Praise to God!" It certainly is. Born into an occultic family, she endured sra, MK Ultra, and military abuse. Untangling it all has been a lifelong pursuit. God has come into the confusion with the redeeming power of Jesus to break the programing and bring her healing and peace. When you hear her harrowing story you will see what a miracle that is. She is getting a lot of pushback in the telling of her story, so please pray for her as she moves forward into her season of sharing her testimony and giving all praise and glory to God. You can find KB on TUMBLR and YouTube @TRAUMAVICTOR.
May 08, 202339:30
Medical Abuse with Fiora, Angie Power-Disney, and Emma
Apr 25, 202301:26:03
Lisa's World: What Have I Done Since My Memoir?

Lisa's World: What Have I Done Since My Memoir?

What has happened since "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" came out? This will catch you up. After a disappointing nothing, God has brought things to a busy roar. He sure knows what He is doing if we will wait on His timing.

Apr 20, 202314:14
Lisa's World: Justice

Lisa's World: Justice

God asks us today to understand His heart a little better as the Just Judge. Join me in a vision as we go deep into what God's judgment looks like and consider how we interpret it.

Mar 31, 202309:57
A Revelation Warning to the Church

A Revelation Warning to the Church

This message was given at Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan on February 19, 2023. You can find the entire service at https://www.youtube.com/live/o8qXZbtUOqI?feature=share.

Mar 14, 202329:25
Lisa's World: Part 11

Lisa's World: Part 11

Today we complete "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" by reading the epilogue and acknowledgments. It's been a journey to read this 8 years after writing it and 7 years after publishing it, and I find myself in such a different place now. So that's where we will be going next: What has happened since the book came out? Lots more to come! Thanks for listening. 

Mar 04, 202327:48
Family Court Case Call to Prayer with Amy Pfeffer and The Imagination Podcast
Feb 12, 202301:06:34
Bedtime Stories with Lisa

Bedtime Stories with Lisa

This episode is dedicated to Pat. She asked for Bible stories to read to dissociated parts who never had a loving parent read nightly bedtime stories. Tonight's Bible stories include Noah, Ruth and Daniel. I am reading from the New American Standard Translation. Sleep blessed! 

Feb 12, 202301:05:18
Andrea, SRA Mom and Family Court Advocate

Andrea, SRA Mom and Family Court Advocate

Andrea and her daughters did everything right in disclosing the abuse from her husband and their dad in court. Unfortunately, in California, they hit the statistic that 85% of the cases where custody is revoked when abuse is brought up in custody disputes. Her daughter's documented history of abuse and trauma meant nothing to the courts, nor was it even looked at. Trumped up charges against Andrea "coaching" and "indoctrinating" her daughters to believe that they were abused were the arguments that caused her to lose not just custody, but even visitation. She hasn't seen them in 2 years and  7 months. A couple months ago Andrea happened upon the "Only God Rescued Me" podcast and realized that what her daughters had described to her contained elements of satanic ritual abuse. Suddenly what happened in court made much more sense. Andrea now uses her pain to advocate for families in the family court system. She is also working on a case against family court for families who have suffered like she has in Contra Costa and Alameda counties in California.  

You can email Andrea at: ChangeFamCourt@gmail.com.  

You will also want to follow Andrea to see all the educating content she puts out on TikTok, Twitter, and Instagram @ChangeFamCourt.  

If you would like to support this podcast, please go to: buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your continued support.

Feb 10, 202301:17:26
Cindy, SRA Advocate with Relentless Hope

Cindy, SRA Advocate with Relentless Hope

Cindy has a passion for SRA survivors. Feeling called by God to step into this mission field where even the church rarely chooses to help survivors, she went to Utah to help the SRA survivors of the LDS church. After working 5 years with another agency, she realized that she needed space to bring Christianity into the healing process as the spiritual abuse take Christ to heal it. This is tricky with the Mormon faith. Cindy is stepping out to start her own agency, Relentless Hope. She connects LDS survivors with resources from medical, physical needs, counseling, and all the way to legal help. She is also working on building a legal case. You will love Cindy's passion. You can connect with her through her website at relentlesshopeforyou.org or her email at utahcindy@protonmail.com.  If you would like to donate, this is a great ministry to trust.   

To support this podcast, please visit buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you!

Feb 08, 202332:23
Angie Power Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 5

Angie Power Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 5

We are honored to have Angie Power Disney back to continue her story. Today she shares the murder of her sister Fiona by poisoning while living with her father. Interestingly, her mother had high levels of those same poisons in her system when Angie was able to get her away from her husband earlier. She never could get charges brought against her father. Angie shows her MK Ultra language programming of knowing multiple languages, today showing English, Spanish, German, and Arabic so that she could be a better asset to blend in with spying. Her story continues to be riveting.   

Angie asks for a missionary to be willing to come alongside her for a year to go through all of her documents and information and help her to catalogue all of her evidence. If you feel so called, please contact Angie.  

Angie's contact info: 

https://gofund.me/7b64859a  

Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q

Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... 

Blog: https://angelascaches.org/​

Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... 

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney​

Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney

email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com  


To support Only God Rescued Me, please find go to:  www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod

Feb 07, 202301:33:03
Baby Memorial

Baby Memorial

The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me present tonight's "Baby Memorial."   Tonight we pause to honor the babies, mothers, and families who have lost lives and loved ones through satanic rituals. Their lives matter and though they were here briefly, are not forgotten.  

We have special guests with us tonight:   

Rich has a heart to minister to sra survivors in inner healing and deliverance. He has started on online church for survivors at www.srachurch.com. You can find him on facebook at Innerhealing Deliverance.  

Pastor Clifford Molnar is the Pastor of Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan. He ministers deliverance and healing to survivors world wide. You can find him at www.victorycenterministries.com. He also livestreams his church services on youtube and speaks specifically to survivors.  

Scott Allen is a prophetic intercessor who has shared his shaking the Luciferian Kingdom vision with us in the past. We are honored to have him with us tonight.  

Kardia Joi has written a special song for us tonight called, "Child of My Dreams." You can find Kardia at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfY... and youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx... 

Judith Kayadoe has shared her vision and paintings with us. You can find her paintings for sale at Judith Kayadoe Royalty Fine Art at www.royaltyfineart.com.   

Patrick Meister is joining us to play "There is a Quiet Place." You can find more from him on youtube at: https://youtu.be/zTl409w52ko and instagram @prof.meister.  

Rosie Stone is part of The John 10:10 Life. You can find Rosie and Lisa Meister at www.thejohn1010life.org and youtube: https://youtu.be/DdQCzlIQ0Rc 

Lisa Meister is part of the John 10:10 with Rosie Stone (See Above) and Only God Rescued Me.

Feb 04, 202301:31:22
Guest from Testimony Mountain, SRA Victor

Guest from Testimony Mountain, SRA Victor

Today's guest grew up in a Seventh Day Adventist family. Her upbringing seemed idyllic until her body shut down at the age of 15, leaving her bedridden for six long years. Finally, four years ago the flashbacks started and pieces of the puzzle gave her a picture that made sense. Trafficked to the elite, she was actually killed at the age of two. Jesus came and healed her, making the elite think that she was gifted, leading to even more trafficking. Her story is fascinating and Jesus' resurrection power coming in is just beautiful. Another victor in Jesus' army.   

If you would like to support this podcast, please go to www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your generous and ongoing support, which allows this podcast to continue.

Feb 04, 202350:54
Lisa's World: Forgiveness and Justice

Lisa's World: Forgiveness and Justice

Forgiveness and Justice are two big words that are impossible to define and quantify. Here are my conclusions after two very long years of pondering them in the early years of my recovery. 

Feb 01, 202312:17
Carolyn Charismata Weaver, "The Bride Arising"

Carolyn Charismata Weaver, "The Bride Arising"

Carolyn Charismata Weaver joins us today to discuss her new book, "The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey." This is an incredible vision given to her about healing from life and trauma with Jesus as the bridegroom. The grime of the horror and shame of abuse and sin is gently washed away and replaced with purity, lovingly redressed in a white dress, bedecked in jewels and crown, wed to our Savior, and then prepared for battle. Carolyn speaks knowledgeably of trust in a faithful God and how our identity becomes that of who God made us to be in the first place. Stepping into the life we were made to have all along is the goal and certainly a relief for us.   Carolyn References Song of Songs 2: 10-11 TPT "The one I love calls to me: Areise, my dearest. Hurry, my darling. Come away with me! I have come as you have asked to draw you to my heart and lead you out. For ow is the time, my beautiful one. The season has changed, the bondage of your barren winter has ended, and the season of hiding is over and gone."   Also important is Song of Songs 3: 7-10 TPT "Look! It is the king's marriage carriage- the love seat surrounded by sixty champions. They stand ready with swords to defend the king and his fiancée from every terror of the night. The king made this mercy seat for himself out of the finest wood that will not decay. Pillars of smoke, like silver mist- a canopy of golden glory dwells above it. The place where they sit together is sprinkled with crimson. Love and mercy cover this carriage, blanketing this tabernacle throne. The king himself has made i for those who will become his bride."   You can find Carolyn at www.blossomingheartsstudio.com You can find her book at: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1734929731?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_R6A0X1CBAV32TBAGBA9F  To support this podcast, please go to www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Jan 27, 202301:19:14
Claire, SRA Victor

Claire, SRA Victor

Claire was in her second year of university when she went into counseling to deal with abuse from growing up. The counseling didn't seem to get to the root issues and her superpower of compartmentalizing broke down, leaving her with a re-occurring nightmare she couldn't shake. Diving into the nightmare led her into unlocking a past of SRA. Her past is still pretty fractured and not chronological yet, but Jesus has come in and she shares His redemption in the midst of her pain. Follow Claire on her journey.   

If you would like to support this podcast, please go to www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your faithful support.

Jan 25, 202342:08
Kardia Joi: Discovering Faithfulness
Jan 24, 202301:25:17
Baby Memorial Announcement

Baby Memorial Announcement

The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me will be hosting a live Baby Memorial on Saturday, January 28 at 6pm EST on YouTube at Only God Rescued Me. Hope to see you there! 

Jan 23, 202304:21
Lisa's World: Memoir 11

Lisa's World: Memoir 11

Today we begin on the chapter "Here we God Again." It includes the last two flashbacks that I had and the three years it took to get on top of them. We also cover the chapter "The Toll," chronicalling the medical, emotional and family issues the abuse created. Thanks for your constant support! 

Jan 19, 202318:36
Lisa's World: Unexpectedness in the Shaking of the Luciferian Kingdom

Lisa's World: Unexpectedness in the Shaking of the Luciferian Kingdom

The Luciferian Kingdom is indeed shaking and the Luciferians are actually exposing themselves. I find this amazing. Today I explore this and my thoughts about it. I reference Revelation 1:14; 2: 2; 2 Corinthians 11:12-15; and Galatians 2:4-5.

Jan 05, 202314:47
Kardia Joi: Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind

Kardia Joi: Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind

It's always an honor to have back with us musician and composer Kardia Joi. Today's healing journey is encompassed in the song, "Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind." It starts with the journey of her past coming back to her and being told that someone didn't believe her. The pain and gaslighting that comes with that moment resonates with all of us trauma survivors as we are attacked by perpetrators and well-meaning yet deceived others over and over again in the Christian community. She was sent to an unknown perpetrator to tell what she knew, adding to the distress of all that was coming against her. In the midst, God was moving in revealing truth in the midst of her confusion. She didn't know who to trust, didn't know who to go to, didn't know where God was in it all and how trustworthy He was or wasn't in that whole process. Kardia opens her story to us with great vulnerability and hope. Hear how God ministers and answers her questions. God did not leave her blind.   You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ  Follow her on youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQA To support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod.   Thank you for your faithful support!

Jan 05, 202356:42
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 4
Dec 31, 202253:39
Celebrating the Birth of Jesus with my Husband, Patrick Meister

Celebrating the Birth of Jesus with my Husband, Patrick Meister

A gift to bless you on your journey to draw closer to God as we thank Him for coming to earth. Thank you for being a faithful part of this ministry. God bless you.

Dec 25, 202201:50
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 3
Dec 21, 202254:38
Lisa's World: What I'm Thinking

Lisa's World: What I'm Thinking

This is what I'm seeing and thinking right now. It's referencing Joshua 10 and 2 Samuel 22, the shaking of the Luciferian Kingdom and the great spiritual battle between God and the Devil from Eden to the end. How is sra in the mix and where is the cross in the middle? That's all on my mind and in today's episode.

Dec 16, 202219:05
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor Part 2
Dec 16, 202258:24
Rachelle, SRA Victor

Rachelle, SRA Victor

Four years ago Rachelle boarded a cruise ship for a vacation with friends and her life took an ominous turn. A neurological sea sickness type illness took over and refused to leave. Rachelle's foster dad told her that she would be strategically healed from the inside out and that is proving to be true. God has been leading her through deep healing, taking her back through the horrific abuse from growing up with a mentally ill and high level warlock father who was extremely abusive and neglectful. Rachelle's life was rocked by trauma after trauma. In the midst was two years of an oasis of healing with a Christian foster couple who prayed over her and soaked God's love into her. She was returned back to years more of abuse. After having children of her own, she made sure that the seven generations at least of abuse stopped with her. She didn't go back into the abuse and healing from it until she got sick after the cruise. In the past four years she if finding healing and God is bringing deliverance from the past. God told her she would dance again, which seemed impossible with the cane she was using to stabilize herself from the balance issues. But now she is teaching dancing. Psalm 30:11 "You have turned for me my mourning into dancing: You have loosed my sackcloth and girded me with gladness." This testimony is powerful and you will fall in love with Rachelle and her passionate love and trust for God. You can connect with Rachelle : Twitter: @Beautif04333051 YouTube: @beautifullybroken9373  If you would like to support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening and your ongoing support.

Dec 14, 202201:52:11
Understanding New Age with Vanessa Robbins

Understanding New Age with Vanessa Robbins

After sra survivors fight so hard to get our of the generations of the occult, it is shocking when some of our children begin to be wooed by it and check into it. The church in general is having a mass exodus of our youth leaving Christianity for the New Age, Wiccans, Church of Satan, and many other deceptions. So many children are on my heart right now as I cry out to God. Then I found Vanessa. She was raised in the Nazarene Church but walked away from God in her young adult years. One of the problems was her ignorance to the spirit realm through the lack of teaching about it in the church. She was pulled by the MYSTERIOUS, it was INTRIGUING, it LURED her, it WOOED her. The idea that she was dealing with the demonic never entered her mind because she was told all the "wisdom" just came from her higher self and it was helping her to become whole. She left the "judgment" of God and the church behind where this new group of people told her everything she did was wonderful and acceptable and becoming who she really was. Vanessa is articulate in telling her story and it is full of information that will give you wisdom and understanding as to what the deceptions are and why our children have been deceived by them. Being educated is a crucial step in tackling this problem in our families and churches. In the end, Vanessa references Ezekiel 13: 19-21. Hear how she finally figured out the demonic behind the "light," and how God delivered her. If you would like to contact Vanessa, you can find her at: vjrobbins@gmail.com; twitter: @brideofChrist83; Instagram: VanessaRedBeauty. If you have a loved one involved in the New Age or witchcraft but aren't sure what is going on, you can contact Vanessa and she will help you identify what they are involved in, how to arm yourself with information, and how to fight it. If you would like to help this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your support.

Dec 10, 202201:59:58
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 1

Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 1

I am delighted to introduce part one of a series of interviews with Angie Power-Disney. Angie is an sra and MK Ultra survivor who almost didn't reach out to me because of our victor series because she didn't feel she could claim victor status yet because she was still healing. I disagree. She is still alive, still fighting, and still passionately in love with Jesus and working to understand and be able to trust God and grow closer to Him. Angie began life in strange hospital circumstances that bring up so many questions that you are already confused with her life right along with her. Her father was in the British Royal Air Force and traveled the world, bringing Angie and her sisters into military underground bases and high elite parties where she and her sisters were ritually abused, experimented on with MK Ultra, sex trafficked, physically abused, emotionally abused, and the list, sadly, goes on and on. Angie has very clear memories in how she arrived at places and then the memories just faded as drugs must have been introduced, leaving her with fragmented memories that frustrate her to this day. She feels that if she could just grasp all that happened, understand them, then maybe she could finally heal and get peace. Her story is riveting and heartbreaking. Her eyes echo her story. Pray for Angie's safety and healing as we go forward as the attacks against her are many with the elite that abused her. Thank you, as always, for listening.   To connect with Angie:  If you can contribute it HELPS and thankyou to those who do xx  https://gofund.me/7b64859a   Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... Blog: https://angelascaches.org/​ Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney​ Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1 Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com  To support Only God Rescued Me, please find go to:  www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod

Dec 07, 202201:08:15
Emergency Fundraiser for Meghan Walsh

Emergency Fundraiser for Meghan Walsh

Meghan Walsh is a loving mom who had her four children torn away from her by her father, John Walsh, and the Family Court System. Originally created to protect children, it has become a nightmare for parents across our country as it rips children away from good parents and gives them to pedophilia parents, grandparents, or into the foster care system. Meghan and her children are the latest victims in a long line of families who have suffered the same fate. Meghan is bravely voicing the abuse publicly and her fight is our fight. In a collaboration with Emma of The Imagination Podcast, Penny Shephard of The Dark Outpost Podcast, and Sylvia from Rescue the Fosters. We are trying to raise a minimum of $2,000 for Meghan for immediate needs to try to get her children back and comply with all the courts are demanding. Anything you can give will be helpful, no amount is too small. You can give to Meghan directly, and all go will to her with nothing taken out if you go to PayPal: familyfarmandfaith@gmail.com. Meghan and her children can also use all the prayers you can send her way. Thank you for your support!

Dec 06, 202248:55
Introducing Rosie Stone

Introducing Rosie Stone

A few years ago God brought Rosie Stone into my life. She has been that rare friend who encourages me in the Lord and pushes me to dig into the Word of God. Many Mondays find us both flying through the Scriptures chasing some exciting God is showing us. God is bringing Rosie in to start a ministry with Only God Rescued Me, and therefore it's time for you to get to know her. She is a powerhouse of love and passion for the Lord and for the hurting. Today Rosie shares her story of abuse and God's redemption. Coming next week: The John 10:10 Life.

Dec 05, 202220:13
Kardia Joi: It Isn't Well

Kardia Joi: It Isn't Well

Today Kardia Joi talks about her song "It Isn't Well." Wow, we can all relate to that in our healing! This song talks about Kardia's rescue of faith in the moment of crisis. In those moments in the dark, where the cry of our soul is, "God, do you see me?" Once again, Kardia masterfully takes us through her journey and encourages us in the process. She has been where we are and helps us to get through leaning on God all the way. You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ and follow her on youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQATo support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your faithful support!

Nov 30, 202201:00:47
How the Church Handles SRA's with Sherry

How the Church Handles SRA's with Sherry

Sherry shared her story with us on season 2, episode 38 and https://youtu.be/GtedDcYAYHI on youtube. Today she wanted to share her difficulties with churches coming against her with spiritual abuse just because she was an sra survivor. It would be bad enough hearing her story, but the sad fact is that sra's all over the world encounter very similar situations. Today we are calling for churches to change their hearts to one of compassion for those who are the most wounded when they come through their doors for help and ministry. Let's share the heart of Jesus and provide inner healing and deliverance. Let's sit with those who weep and provide comfort and understanding. Rev. Clifford Molnar is affiliated with Victory Center Ministries, which I highly recommend for all survivors. His teaching is completely Bible based and is the foundations of my walk with God. You connect with him at https://victorycenterministries.com/ and watch his live sermons on facebook on Sunday mornings at 11:00 am Eastern and Wednesday, 7:00 Eastern at https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100064849864353. If you would like to support this podcast, please visit www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support!

Nov 28, 202235:52
Only God Rescued Us: Our Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Only God Rescued Us: Our Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Today's episode is a collaboration with The Imagination Podcast on Youtube with Emma at https://youtu.be/bEX4c9fjIAM. This is the first ever joint interview with me and Patrick as a couple, and we were delighted to share this with Emma. Emma is a warrior on the forefront of exposing sra, human trafficking, and organ harvesting. If you haven't found her yet, you will love her passion and intensity. This episode explores the difficulties and blessings of working together to get through the beginning stages of awareness of sra, acceptance, validation and healing. A big thank you to Emma and for her heart to share this on our platform as well. FYI, as this podcast was promoted on Twitter, it got banned as harmful. Interesting how the elite are able to censor this but not pornography or child sexual exploitation or the Jeffrey Epsteins of the world. 

Nov 22, 202201:36:55
Meet Kate, SRA Victor

Meet Kate, SRA Victor

Kate gives her first ever interview today of her journey of healing from sra that started after getting baptized in January of 2022. Expecting life to get wonderful, she was shocked with an intense demonic attack instead. She asked Heavenly Father to reveal what was going on and to bring healing to her. This began revelation into a past she could never remember. Hear her testimony of the gentleman that Heavenly Father has been to her on this healing journey and her passion to encourage others as they heal from whatever their past has been. She concludes this powerful testimony with Isaiah 54:10-17. If you would like to support this podcast, please visit the Anchor or Spotify platform or visit www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Nov 16, 202201:27:02
Cheryl Beck, SRA and MK Ultra Victor
Nov 15, 202201:12:28
Healing Points with Rebecca Bruce

Healing Points with Rebecca Bruce

Rebecca comes back to us today to give us an update on her healing journey and share how she has made progress. For all the parents out there who are praying for their kids who they can't get out of sra, you will find her comments very encouraging when she talks about Jesus being with her and helping her through the hard moments of rituals. If you haven't heard her story, you can find it here: Anchor, Season 2 Episode 3 and https://youtu.be/n7hJBXjr2PU. Thank you for listening!

Nov 08, 202201:36:45
Lisa's World: Memoir 10

Lisa's World: Memoir 10

Today we pick up our memoir read of "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse" at page 139. I finally give up on finding help in the Christian world and look for SRA survivors in the non-Christian world. 

Nov 05, 202217:41
Lisa's World: Not Much Lisa

Lisa's World: Not Much Lisa

Today I'm tired, so I'm sharing some never shared poetry. Tomorrow I will be back to normal with a new episode. 

Nov 03, 202201:42
Sherry, SRA Victor and Poet

Sherry, SRA Victor and Poet

*** Trigger Warning*** Sherry is a survivor of horrific SRA at the hands of her grandfather, who was considered the "Headless Horseman" of his occult group. Her parents blamed her for deserving the abuse her grandfather gave her and they physically abused her to the point of her needing 17 surgeries later in life to correct all the injuries they inflicted. Jesus saved and integrated Sherry and has brought her to a beautiful place of healing. Now she writes poetry and shares two of her pieces with us today. If you would like to support this podcast, please subscribe to anchor or go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening and your ongoing support!

Oct 31, 202238:46
Abraham, Lot and Halloween

Abraham, Lot and Halloween

Halloween come every year and with it a lot of confusion as to whether it is okay to celebrate it because our culture is thinks it is a lot of fun. Who doesn't like kids dressing up and getting candy? Let's dive in a little deeper to find out the difficulties going along with culture has for us. 

Oct 28, 202214:34
Healing Music with Kardia Joi
Oct 18, 202241:10
Healing Points with Lily

Healing Points with Lily

Lily is an SRA victor who shared her story with us in season 1, episode 16 in our podcasts, so if you didn't hear that, make sure you catch her amazing story. Today she shares with us 10 important steps for healing. If you would like to contact Lily, you can email her at: pbjc333@gmail.com   To support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening!

Oct 14, 202247:52
Baby Memorial: A Call For Names

Baby Memorial: A Call For Names

Did you have a forced abortion during a ritual with the baby sacrificed? If so, this is a call for baby names, writings, art work, or whatever creative outpourings you would like to contribute to this upcoming memorial to be sent to: onlygodrescuedme@yahoo.com. Special guest Rich Davidson will help me have a very special memorial to honor these special little ones and hopefully bring some healing to all the moms out there. 

Oct 10, 202208:01
Lisa's World: Generational Bleachers

Lisa's World: Generational Bleachers

How do women serve up their daughters to the abusers generation after generation and keep their families in tact? This has bothered me through the years until my husband and I were hit over the head with it by a well meaning family member recently on a trip. I refer to her model of family as generational bleachers. Now it makes perfect sense and its a stadium I will not allow my family to sit in.

Oct 10, 202214:46
Getting Through October with Mary DeMuth

Getting Through October with Mary DeMuth

October is a hard month for sra survivors, as is November, December and January. Mary Demuth is an author, artist, literary agent, and podcaster who has a "Pray Every Day Podcast" and brings her expertise in helping us to find comfort in God to help us through this difficult time. You will find her amazing quotes like "fellowship of the rescued" and " you have moved from victim to carrier of light" highly motivational to help you through the difficult moments. She shares that there is no shame to have the dark times and that Jesus is there to help us through. You can find all that Mary has to offer at: https://www.marydemuth.com/  

If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening!

Oct 03, 202229:39
Monica on Stopping Generational SRA

Monica on Stopping Generational SRA

Monica married into a Masonic family through the Greek Orthodox Church. She had no idea what she was getting into. After her son started showing incredible signs of stress and abuse she was able to start putting pieces together. Hear how she got her son out and put together what happened to her son. This is another courageous mom who believed her child and was able to rescue him. 

If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening!

Sep 23, 202249:35
Lisa's World: Identity

Lisa's World: Identity

In today's episode I am thinking through identity. It's so much easier to figure out who we aren't than who we are. Here's who I am. 

Sep 17, 202209:17
The AmyJo Experience

The AmyJo Experience

Today's episode is all kinds of fun. AmyJo has a podcast on Rumble called "AmyJoGodLuvsU." She is working tirelessly to educate the public on the demonic realm, fighting spiritually, the New Age movement, sex trafficking and satanic ritual abuse. AmyJo is a strong Christian on the front lines as well as a ton of fun to talk with. You can find her show at: https://rumble.com/user/AmyJoGodLuvsU

If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening!

Sep 16, 202249:38
Writing a Memoir with John Smith and Lynn Sutherland

Writing a Memoir with John Smith and Lynn Sutherland

Writing a memoir is not an easy undertaking. In today's conversation, we have back with us John Smith (Episodes: Season 1 Episode 11 and Season 1 Episode 24) and Lynn Sutherland (Episodes: Season 1 Episode 29 and Season 2 Episode 18). They are both in process in writing and wanted to share their experiences. Some important questions that are tackled are: Why is it important to find your voice? Is it dangerous for victors of satanic ritual abuse to write their story? What should you expect along the journey? I thoroughly enjoyed this conversation and hope you do as well. Thank you for listening!   If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening today!
Sep 05, 202256:26
The Freemasons with Courtney Epps

The Freemasons with Courtney Epps

The Freemasons are a secret society that practices satanic ritual abuse. Courtney Epps gave her testimony of SRA and MK Ultra on season 2, episode 27, so if you missed her story, I highly encourage you to go back and listen to that first. Courtney has studied the history of the Freemasons because her grandfather was a 33rd degree Mason and she wanted to understand that connection with her abuse. Here are some links to her research: The Truth 9/13/21 - Secret Societies Part 1 https://rumble.com/vmh6ix-the-truth-shall-set-us-free-91321-find-more-truth-email-at-courtneyotbtax.c.htmlTHe Truth 9/14/21 - Secret Societies Part 2 https://rumble.com/vmr3yr-the-truth-shall-set-us-free-91421-find-more-truth-email-at-courtneyotbtax.c.html If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening today!
Aug 31, 202249:43
Courtney Epps, SRA Victor

Courtney Epps, SRA Victor

Courtney was 39 years old when her memories of SRA came back. Her life had so many missing pieces with so many things that just didn't make sense, and the missing understanding of SRA brought it all into a cohesive picture. Her picture perfect, church going family was actually a high level cult family that participated in satanic rituals and MK Ultra programming. Courtney had to leave her family of origin and lost everything she had in the process. God took care of her and her children, and brought her to a place of self-sufficiency with her own tax business. She became a tax strategist, author and speaker. Today she tells her story of abuse and how God brought her healing. 


If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening today!


Aug 27, 202242:37
Catching up with Bruce Hecht

Catching up with Bruce Hecht

Today we have back with us Bruce Hecht. He is popping into tell us what is on his heart right now. You can find Bruce’s whole testimony in Season 1 Episode 36. Thanks for listening!
Aug 22, 202219:05
Deborah, SRA Victor

Deborah, SRA Victor

40 generations passed satanic ritual abuse down to their children. Deborah was neglected, tortured, raped, forced into rituals, and sex trafficked. During abuse as a young child, a light came into her room as Jesus reached out to her. He gently told her He couldn't stop the abuse, but that He would always be with her. She found that to be true through the years as she should have died many times, but didn't. Her family led a double life in the church, looking like an upstanding family, but many rituals took place in that church they attended. They tried to confuse Deborah through the years by telling her Jesus was bad and satan was good. As confusing as it was, Jesus was with her and brought her through. She found inner healing and deliverance and her heart was to help other survivors. She became a part of Dr. Larson's Spiritual Freedom Church where she was trained to help others. They have ministries throughout the United States and around the world. If you would like to reach out to them for help, you can contact Pastor Edra in Vancouver, Washington at 503-819-3376 from 9am to 6pm Pacific Standard Time. You can also contact Dr. Larson at 303-980-1511. They may be able to do zoom sessions for those not near a ministry team. 


If you would like to support this podcast, there are several options.

For $5.99 you can get a subscription to "Lisa's World," which are extra podcasts each month. You can access these through the Anchor or Spotify platforms.


At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod, you can buy a coffee, purchase a monthly question and answer session with Lisa, or buy an hour chat with Lisa. 


Thank you for listening and for your kind support!

Aug 18, 202248:46
Lisa's World: Memoir 9

Lisa's World: Memoir 9

Today we pick up in the memoir "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey Through Satanic Ritual Abuse," on page 129 talking about the Custody Battle between my brother and his wife over my police report of SRA. This was such a painful time in my life. Thank you for listening!

Aug 15, 202221:06
SRA and the LBGTQ Community with RR

SRA and the LBGTQ Community with RR

RR joins us again today to discuss her time in the LGBTQ community and how it is connected with SRA. Hear how the pain from her childhood trauma made it difficult to find peace in life. RR shares wisdom and first hand experience along with a heart for the community that helped her to feel safe for many years. If you would like to support this podcast, you can do it in a number of ways. You can visit https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod where you can donate a coffee, subscribe to a monthly Q&A with Lisa, or have a one hour conversations with Lisa. You can also subscribe to "Lisa's World," an extra subscription podcast through Spotify or Anchor. Thank you for your encouragement and support.
Aug 08, 202226:26
Judith & Jimmy, SRA Couple

Judith & Jimmy, SRA Couple

Judith and Jimmy are a couple from the Netherlands who found each other in a Christian group in college. Judith needed deliverance and Jimmy jumped in to help. Through the process of healing Judith realized she was an SRA survivor. This was a shock because she grew up Christian with no memories of abuse. Jimmy went to God to find out how to help Judith and was instrumental in helping her to heal. They married and have been on a journey of continued healing and following God wherever He leads them to go. Hear their story as they go through revelation of intense ritualistic abuse, through healing in Christ Jesus, learning how to traverse marriage when one of them has had severe abuse, and how God is using them to help others. Their heart for the Lord and each other will encourage you wherever you are in life. This is an important interview that will leave you praising God for His goodness. You can find Judith and Jimmy through their website at: https://www.royaltyfineart.com/english/. She also has a book of her artwork available on her website called: "Evidence of Hope." If you would like to support this podcast, there are a number of options available. At https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod you can buy me a coffee, subscribe to a month Q&A with Lisa, or purchase a one hour conversation with Lisa. On Anchor or Spotify you can subscribe to Lisa's World, which give extra podcasts where Lisa talks about personal parts of her life. Thank you so much for listening today!
Jul 28, 202201:17:51
Lisa's World: Memoir 8

Lisa's World: Memoir 8

Today we talk about trying to decide how to protect my nieces and nephews from the same abuse I went through. I write a letter and have a retaliating letter sent back by my brother. I also discuss learning how to process the trauma through a therapy called EMDR. Thank you for listening! 

Jul 22, 202216:28
RR, SRA Victor

RR, SRA Victor

RR is a SRA victor who grew up in the Mormon church. As a child she thought it was normal to fall asleep in trees that she would climb. Only later when the abuse she suffered as a child was revealed did she realize it was actually a defense mechanism to be able to get safe sleep. RR's story is complex with being angry at God, addictions, loss of children and joining the LBGTQ community before finally finding Jesus through a near death experience in heart failure. RR has been saved now for two years and has been on a journey for intimacy with Him which facilitated the healing she would need from the abuse she suffered as a child. Her book, "The Broken Hearted Captive," can be found on Amazon and Kindle at https://www.amazon.com/Broken-Hearted-Captive-story-daughter/dp/B09PHBVR6F/ref=sr_1_1?crid=X1EP9RLJ9RC4&keywords=r+ramah&qid=1658516157&sprefix=r+ramah%2Caps%2C241&sr=8-1. If you would like to support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. You can also get a subscription from Anchor and Spotify for Lisa's World, which include extra podcasts that go in depth with Lisa's own story. Thank you for listening! 
Jul 22, 202248:58
Abortion is a Ritual

Abortion is a Ritual

The Satanic Temple is suing the United States government for their right to religious abortion ritual. This backs up what sra survivors have been saying all along that teens are impregnated and then forced to give birth to a baby who is then killed in rituals. In today's episode, we discuss why all abortions are rituals, whether they take place in a cult or not. This episode carries a trigger warning for discussing how different abortions are performed. https://www.foxnews.com/politics/satanic-temple-abortion-ritual-supreme-court If you would like to support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Jul 14, 202214:59
Lynn Marie, Deaf SRA Victor Calling for Understanding Among Interpreters

Lynn Marie, Deaf SRA Victor Calling for Understanding Among Interpreters

Lynn Marie is a deaf SRA Victor who was deeply hurt by her interpreter at a healing conference due to lack of compassion, not accurately translating what Lynn was saying, and ultimately leaving Lynn alone at the hotel when she was supposed to help Lynn get home. This stirred up feelings from her childhood abuse that led to months of healing to get back to a feeling of safety and control over her life. Lynn is asking for interpreters to have a deeper understanding of SRA survivors along with having special needs to help them as part of their team of healing instead of causing more issues that what was there to begin with. You can find Lynn Marie's testimony in season 1, episode 29 of this podcast. 

If you would like to support this podcast, you can subscribe to Lisa's World through the Anchor or Spotify platforms for extra episodes each month, or go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod to make a donation, subscribe to a monthly Q&A with Lisa, or buy an hour of talking with Lisa one on one. Thank you for listening and for all of your wonderful support. 




Jul 07, 202223:46
Lisa's World: Memoir 7

Lisa's World: Memoir 7

In today's episode, we talk about losing the family I grew up with and realizing I had never "had" them to begin with. We also delve into the pain of being "not invited" to my brother's wedding. James and I talk with the District Attorney about my case and end up pregnant with our fourth child. Timing wasn't great on that one, but God sure was good with the blessing our daughter has been. I hope you enjoy the show!
Jul 05, 202229:23
Lily, SRA Victor
Jun 17, 202254:32
Inner Healing with Scott Bitcon
May 31, 202237:12
Shaking the Luciferian System with Scott Allen

Shaking the Luciferian System with Scott Allen

God is speaking directly to us today through a vision given to prophetic intercessor Scott Allen. Scott had a vision of Jesus taking him into a control room where there were many dials. One dial was for the Luciferian Kingdom. Jesus gave Scott the words to say to shake that kingdom. Scott gives his vision to us today and leads us in that prayer. God sent Scott specifically to this podcast to give it first to those who were the most hurt by the Luciferian Kingdom through SRA. This is important because God is calling in a prophetic shift from being a survivor to going on the offensive. Put on your armor of God and pray  this prayer daily and watch the demonic shake as God brings in the victory. If you would like to contact Scott Allen, you can email him at: scottallen1131@gmail.com.

Link to article: https://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=27242

So together, as one in Him, let's do it and speak in unity from the mountain of God (say it out loud):

"From where we are seated in Christ Jesus at the right hand of the Father, THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY SAYS: THE TIME HAS COME FOR THE LUCIFERIAN KINGDOM TO BE SHAKEN! WE DECREE: LET THE GREAT SHAKING OF ALL WHO WORSHIP LUCIFER BEGIN!"YOUR SORCERIES AND SACRIFICES WILL NOT HELP YOU! YOUR PROTECTION IS REMOVED! LET THE SHAKING OF THE LUCIFERIAN KINGDOM INCREASE!"

May 27, 202253:08
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 6

Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 6

In today's episode we talk about finally going on the offensive. Hear about the decision to press criminal charges and the initial contact with the detective. The small town I grew up with immediately makes challenges with the people involved with the case. 

May 23, 202240:16
Dr. Kandiss Taylor on SRA and Politics

Dr. Kandiss Taylor on SRA and Politics

Dr. Kandiss Taylor is running for the Republican nomination for governor of Georgia. She is campaigning courageously as she calls out the Luciferian system and is determined to tear down the demonic Guidestones in Georgia. This is God calling out satanic rituals and SRA from a politician! She needs our prayers and support. Please share this video on your platforms and talk to your friends in Georgia. This is a huge move of God in shaking the Luciferian system and we need to get behind Dr. Taylor as she battles this goliath. You can find her at: https://kandisstaylor.com/

If you would like to support this podcast, you can find me at: buymeacoffee.com/onlygod.

Have you found "Lisa's World" yet? You can subscribe in the Spotify and Anchor platforms for $5.99 per month for special shows that give you a more personal look at my life. 


Thank you for your ongoing support!

May 19, 202222:00
Dr. Alaine Pakkala, SRA Victor with Lydia Discipleship Ministries

Dr. Alaine Pakkala, SRA Victor with Lydia Discipleship Ministries

Today we are joined with SRA Victor, Dr. Alaine Pakkala. Alaine shares her SRA journey and healing with us. She is the founder and director of Lydia Discipleship Ministries where she and her team train counselors and ministers in helping DID survivors. She creates helpful tools to teach and help survivors.  You can find her at:   Lydia Discipleship Ministries: https://www.lydiadm.org/   Tiny Talks: https://www.lydiadm.org/store/mini-videos/   Abbys's Safe Place: http://abbyssafeplace.homestead.com/  Memoir: "Laura" https://www.amazon.com/Laura-A-True-Story/dp/0889652074/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1HRY36KJ9J197&keywords=laura%2C+by+Alaine+pakkala&qid=1652464759&s=books&sprefix=laura%2C+by+alaine+pakkala%2Cstripbooks%2C96&sr=1-1  Thank you for your support! If you would like to contribute to this podcast, please go to:  buymeacoffee.com/?via=onlygod
May 18, 202253:08
Lisa's World: Meet Pastor Molnar, My Spiritual Father

Lisa's World: Meet Pastor Molnar, My Spiritual Father

In today's episode we are joined with Pastor Clifford Molnar, the man who led me to the Lord at the age of 7. He came into my life at a critical time. While he did not know about the SRA I was experiencing, he was able to sow Jesus into my life and train me up in the ways of the Lord. Without his intervention, I do not think I would have survived the abuse I was going through. As always, thank you for your amazing support. If you are interested in a zoom questions and answer session with me on the last Wednesday of every month, please go to buymeacoffee.com/?via=onlygod.
May 13, 202231:20
A Call to Pastors to Step into SRA Ministry with Pastor Cliff Molnar

A Call to Pastors to Step into SRA Ministry with Pastor Cliff Molnar

Today we are talking about the great need for survivors to have pastors that know about SRA and are willing to step into acceptance of survivors and to encourage them in the Lord in their churches. Most survivors meet with pastors and congregations that will deny their abuse and make them very uncomfortable in the church. It's time to change that. Pastor Molnar brings his knowledge and wisdom into this discussion as well as talking about his intersections in my personal story. If you want to hear more about Pastor Molnar, step over to Lisa's World and listen to how instrumental he was in bringing me into the saving knowledge of Jesus. To access Pastor Molnar's sermons, visit https://www.facebook.com/Victory-Center-Ministries-Live-Stream-109587117260884/. If you would like to support this podcast, please visit: buymeacoffee.com/onlygod for donations or a Q&A session with me on the last Wednesday of every month https://anchor.fm/lisa-meister/subscribe
May 13, 202240:56
Mother's Day with Hero Mom Jennifer
Apr 29, 202257:38
Lisa's World: My Mom

Lisa's World: My Mom

I haven't really talked about my mom much. With Mother's Day coming up she is on my mind, so now is the time. Trying to figure out a mom who was okay with or complicit in SRA is complicated, but I am giving it a try. Thank you for your ongoing support!
Apr 27, 202226:48
Sisters of Silence

Sisters of Silence

Today we are joined by sisters Merita Atherly Engen and JerryAnn Berry. JerryAnn was chosen to be used in satanic rituals where Merita was not. They grew up in a family with a strong code of silence, yet Merita was watchful and knew something was wrong. When JerryAnn finally confronts her abuse at the age of 45, Merita is there to walk along side her with love and support. This is a powerful episode of true sisterly love that is lacking in so many families that endure sra. You can find Merita and JerryAnn through their facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/MERITAandJERI/ (Sisters of Silence), JerryAnn Berry on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnnWH0IhjZTfliP58mR-vNg, and through Merita's website at www.MeritaAtherlyEngen.com. If you would like to support this ministry, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or subscribe to "Lisa's World" through this podcast on the Spotify and Anchor platforms for $5.99 a month which will give you access to special episodes. Thank you for you amazing support! 

Apr 14, 202253:37
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 5

Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 5

Join me today as I continue to read from "Only God Rescued Me, My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse." I talk about getting the first ritual flashbacks and the strong desire to prove myself crazy. My quest for proof takes me back to the city I grew up in and talk with someone actually involved in the rituals. Thanks for listening! 

Apr 13, 202232:55
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 4

Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 4

Join me today as I continue to read my memoir, "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse," pages 51-68. You will hear about my meeting telling my parents I remembered the sexual abuse and hearing their response. I also talk about going back to my childhood pastor to see what he knew or didn't know.
Apr 01, 202227:27
Rebecca Bruce, SRA Victor
Mar 29, 202201:06:02
Spiritual Abuse with Sandra Eileen

Spiritual Abuse with Sandra Eileen

Sandra Eileen is a survivor of spiritual abuse, otherwise called a "high control group." SRA is definitely under the topic of spiritual abuse, but degrees of it also go on in many churches. Sandra Eileen shares her journey through spiritual abuse with us today in an opening of the conversation on this podcast. I know you will love Sandra's deep and insightful thoughts on spiritual abuse and why it is so dangerous. The sooner we can spot it, the sooner we can deal with it. You can find Sandra's own podcast called: Healing Forward with Sandra Eileen. Instagram: @intentionalwellnesswithsandra. Please give Sandra a listen and subscribe! If you would like to support this podcast: www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or you can subscribe to "Lisa's World" for $5.99 a month to access some extra podcast episodes. You can access these through the Anchor or Spotify platforms. Thank you for listening and your continued support!

Mar 28, 202236:42
Lisa's World: Meet My Husband Patrick

Lisa's World: Meet My Husband Patrick

In today's episode I introduce you to Patrick, my husband of 30 years. We discuss our early years of dating and marriage and find out why he believed the sexual abuse and the sra. I hope you enjoy hearing our journey of discovery of abuse from his perspective. 

Mar 21, 202228:33
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 3

Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 3

Today we continue to read "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse." We begin with the summer before the repression broke. I chronicle the ups and downs of trying to figure out my life and am shocked to see that my life is beginning to make sense with the piece of sexual abuse in it. The time of trying to figure out flashbacks and what they mean is excruciating and confusing. I hope you enjoy the show!

Mar 03, 202235:23
Chandra Moyer, SRA Victor

Chandra Moyer, SRA Victor

Chandra Moyer is an author, speaker, coach, minister, and advocate that you are going to love hearing from. She shares her story of life in three phases: the "perfect" childhood and life before the memories came out, the horrors of the healing years and the victory she walks in now. Chandra's relationship with God helped her to have a strong platform that she needed for the trust in God that allowed her to follow His leading in giving up the very things that made her feel safe throughout the years of abuse. He gave her new tools to heal and to overcome and looking back she now sees that she never was safe where she thought she was. The safety for the child was merely the means of surviving the abuse. Chandra is a wife, mom and grandma enjoying life like she never knew could be hers and she is thrilled to help us to see how she got to this place. You can find Chandra at www.chandramoyer.com or email her at chandra.moyer@yahoo.com. If you would like to support this podcast, you can find "Only God Rescued Me" at www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or buy the "Lisa's World" subscription to bonus episodes on this podcast, available on the Anchor or Spotify platforms for $5.99 per month. Thank you for listening! 

Mar 02, 202201:04:49
Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 2

Lisa's World: Memoir, Part 2

Join Lisa as she reads and discusses her memoir, "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse," available on Amazon, Kindle and Barnes and Noble online. Today we discuss the event that started the repression to break and how the first flashback started. Thank you for your ongoing support! If you have questions you would like answered or have ideas for further podcasts, please contact me at: onlygodrescuedme@yahoo.com and write "Subscription" in the subject.
Feb 16, 202226:50
Pat Hayden, SRA Victor
Feb 12, 202256:01
Exciting New Opportunity

Exciting New Opportunity

Presenting paid subscriptions in Lisa's World. Today I explain this exciting new opportunity. For $5.99 you can support this podcast and get access to locked content where I explore my thoughts and feelings in a more intimate setting. This enables me to fund new and exciting projects that are coming. Thank you so much for your encouragement and continued support!
Feb 11, 202203:56
Lisa's World: Memoir Part 1

Lisa's World: Memoir Part 1

Welcome to Lisa's World! Thank you so much for subscribing and for your support and encouragement. I am excited to bring to you my thoughts in a more intimate setting. Today's show is me discussing my memoir, "Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse," available on Kindle, Amazon, and Barnes and Noble online. I give you the background of the difficulties in writing the book. I read through the forwards by Dr. Willa Wertheimer and Catherine. As I read, I stop and discuss each my thinking along the way as I wrote. I hope you enjoy It! As a subscriber, if you have any questions or thoughts about what to include in the podcast, you may contact me at: onlygodrescuedme@yahoo.com. In the subject, please write "podcast subscriber" so that I make sure I answer you personally.
Feb 11, 202228:14
Mary Knight, SRA Victor and Film Producer
Jan 25, 202240:16
Can God be good if SRA exists? with Charisse Milan
Jan 19, 202201:05:36
Kate, SRA Victor
Jan 11, 202258:21
Chantelle Camareno, SRA Victor
Dec 21, 202150:49
Rebecca Davis, SRA Prayer Minister
Dec 14, 202158:08
Rebecca Davis, SRA Prayer Minister
Dec 13, 202158:08
Bruce Hecht, SRA Victor

Bruce Hecht, SRA Victor

Bruce lived next door to family who were involved in the occult. Bruce's parents felt sorry for the family, which gave the occultists room to manipulate and abuse Bruce without his parent's knowledge. Find out about his story and the healing power that God brought into his life in today's recording. If you would like to support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee/onlygod.com. Thank you for listening and your ongoing support!
Nov 22, 202101:19:44
Deliverance with Pastor Tony Sluzas

Deliverance with Pastor Tony Sluzas

Pastor Tony was my pastor back in 1999 when SRA memories were fresh. He was instrumental in helping my husband and I traverse the difficult days of healing and deliverance. Hear how he stepped into our life and helped bring the saving power of Jesus into our situation. We also delve into deliverance for all survivors in this episode. Pastor Tony has a book called "Deliverance Handbook" available on Amazon and Kindle and is a must read for all survivors looking for deliverance and wholeness. It is a clear and concise book on everything you need to know from the Bible and step by step how to implement it in your life. You can find more from Pastor Sluzas in his podcasts: Our Place of Grace; Unchurched. He is a powerhouse and has a wealth of information on the Word that you will learn much from. As always, if you would like to help support this podcast, you can find me at: buymeacoffee/onlygod.com. Thank you for listening!
Oct 28, 202158:51
Abraham, Lot and Halloween with Lisa Meister

Abraham, Lot and Halloween with Lisa Meister

The church has allowed the creeping of the demonic into its doors and Christians into their homes by celebrating Halloween in any capacity. While we may justify how far we go in what we do in celebrating this holiday, our children won't get the distinction. Abraham was called by God to be separate. Lot chose to go back into the evil culture that God had called Abraham out of, in the process losing his entire family. We cannot afford to make a Lot decision in celebrating Halloween. Chose to consecrate you and your family to God by boycotting Halloween in every way. Your kids walk with God depends on it. If you would like to support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee/onlygod.com. Thank you for listening! I so appreciate your support, time and very encouraging words.
Oct 13, 202112:58
Kimberli Koen, SRA Victor and Advocate
Sep 18, 202101:16:46
The Basics of Demonology with Brian, SRA Victor

The Basics of Demonology with Brian, SRA Victor

Brian has a passion for ministering the delivering power of Jesus to those oppressed and possessed by demons. He is an sra survivor who was abused by Catholic priests. Thinking that Christianity was at the root of the abuse, he chose to go into demonology to try to get help. Instead he found himself in a dangerous world that he had to flee. He found safety and deliverance in the love and power of Jesus. Today's episode is important for us to understand what we are spiritually up against and to know how to fight it. If you would like to support this podcast, please find me at buymeacoffee/onlygod.com.
Sep 10, 202101:39:29
Lynn Marie, SRA Victor

Lynn Marie, SRA Victor

Today we are joined by SRA victor Lynn Marie. Finding a voice for Lynn the podcast was a delight because Lynn is deaf. We are joined by interpreter Arelene Wright. You will hear pauses in this podcast as my questions are signed to Lynn and you will hear Lynn herself answer. She is a courageous woman of God who has survived the isolation of not only SRA, but also being deaf. If you would like to support this podcast, please find me at buymeacoffee/onlygod.com. Thank you for listening!
Aug 11, 202139:14
Robyn Kranig, SRA Survivor

Robyn Kranig, SRA Survivor

Robyn Kranig shares her story of overcoming sra with God's help. Hear how God healed her and helped her to start a ministry called Ritual Abuse Refuge. I found Robyn in a video series she has on what the church needs to know about sra. This is an important vision that she has that we all need to hear. You can find her at ritualabuserefuge.com, on instagram and on youtube. Please give her a listen and a follow. If you would like to support this podcast, please find me at buymeacoffee/onlygod.com.
Jul 29, 202154:40
Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor, Part 3
Jul 22, 202101:18:55
Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor, Part 2
Jul 16, 202101:01:08
Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor

Isibeal, Voodoo and Sex Trafficking Survivor

Isibeal was born in Africa and dedicated in a voodoo ceremony. Hear her journey from Africa to England with a tale of bullying, isolation and sexual abuse. This is part one of a three part series. ***Trigger warning***
Jul 06, 202155:29
Understanding Dissociative Identity Disorder with Survivor John Smith

Understanding Dissociative Identity Disorder with Survivor John Smith

Dissociative Identity Disorder is a complex idea for survivors and non-survivors alike. Join us today as John Smith explains DID and how he brings God in to help him heal.
Jun 25, 202145:00
An Analogy for Understanding SRA with Charisse Milan
Jun 21, 202101:02:32
Jon Wedger, ex-detective and sra hero, with Isabella and Brian

Jon Wedger, ex-detective and sra hero, with Isabella and Brian

Jon Wedger is an ex Scotland Yard detective and sra whistleblower. Jon explains why he believes in sra and how he sees it functioning in top levels in society in England and around the world. Isabella and Brian join him with their expertise in voodoo and explaining satanism at high levels worldwide. Hear how the church needs to stop being afraid and take the demonic head on in this end times battle that is happening. As Isabella says, "How can you be a part time Christian with a full time devil?"
Jun 13, 202101:12:35
Drew and Lacey, SRA Survivor Support Heroes

Drew and Lacey, SRA Survivor Support Heroes

Drew and Lacey took Kitt into their home 3 years ago. A year later they realized she was an sra survivor. Not sure what to do, they looked for information on how to help. They found a teaching series by Russ Dizdar called Freedom Encounters at www.shatterthedarkness.net. It gave them a start on how to help an sra survivor, but the rest they had to go to God on their own for wisdom and guidance. Through very difficult circumstances, they found God able to heal the dissociative parts Kitt had and bring joy to her previously tortured life. Only God can bring that healing. Join us today as we hear how God did it with the help of two courageous helpers.
Jun 08, 202101:06:47
Josephina and Joe, SRA Survivor and Hero Husband

Josephina and Joe, SRA Survivor and Hero Husband

For the first time publicly, Josephina shares her story of sra. Joe, her husband, joins her by telling his thoughts and feelings along the way. Growing up in a Christian looking family, Josephina was subjected to sra. Her parents also accessed her and Joe's two young daughters. With all three women in his life healing, Joe strongly leans on his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to get them through. Follow this amazing family on their healing journey. 

Jun 03, 202102:01:35
Protecting Children with Becky and Bridget, SRA Heroes

Protecting Children with Becky and Bridget, SRA Heroes

Hundreds of thousands of children disappear every year. Sex trafficking and sra are a real threat that we need to guard our kids from. Today Becky and Bridget join us from Save Our Children Podcast to teach us how to monitor social media and how to educate our children from the real threats of our culture. Hearing survivor stories is important, but even more important is saving our children from being satanic ritually abused in the first place. You can find Save Our Children Podcast on your favorite podcast platform and you can find them on instagram.
May 30, 202157:49
Jennifer, SRA Hero Mom

Jennifer, SRA Hero Mom

Jennifer is a mom of two precious girls who is fighting to get them away from their sra abusive father. This is her first ever interview telling her story about their sra disclosure and the horror the last 5 years has been since they were taken away by the courts. Share this interview far and wide so we can get the case reversed and get these darling, beautiful girls back home to the safety of their mother's arms.
May 26, 202101:59:55
Emma Pietrzak, SRA Hero on Helping Survivors

Emma Pietrzak, SRA Hero on Helping Survivors

The amazing Emma Pietrzak shares her journey of learning about sra and figuring out how to help sra survivors. Finding little on sra in her quest for education, she created a space for survivors to share their stories on her podcast. Emma also shares how to return to basic human compassion and emotion in helping survivors to heal. Emma gives lots of good ideas to help get our minds running with new ways to jump into this battle and help to call society's attention to the plight of survivors, which will eventually lead to helping to save children out of the cult active families that are abusing them. You can find Emma at:

The Imagination Podcast, youtube and spotify; theemmapreneurofficial on instagram; yourimaginationisreal.com for her website.

May 23, 202101:24:09
The Bascis of Healing from SRA

The Bascis of Healing from SRA

It is overwhelming to have to handle flashbacks of SRA and find ways to heal from it. Today we discuss what we need to know, beginning resources to get and basics for staying safe. Healing from SRA is not easy but it is doable. Let's get this journey started.

May 19, 202119:17
Mother's Day and SRA

Mother's Day and SRA

Mother's Day is coming and with it a tangle of feelings for sra survivors dealing with moms who didn't protect them or abused them, moms of sra survivors fighting courts to get their children out of sra situations and survivors trying to be moms themselves. 

May 07, 202119:47
Understanding the Demonic with Patricia Baird Clark, SRA Hero
May 03, 202101:00:40
Samantha Baldwin, SRA Hero Mom
Apr 28, 202152:28
SRA Survivors Speak Out

SRA Survivors Speak Out

Hear what SRA survivors want you to know. 

Apr 26, 202114:37
John Smith, SRA Survivor

John Smith, SRA Survivor

John Smith shares his journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as John uses his "stubborness" to come to Jesus and find his healing. If you would like to contact Fractured Hearts Ministries, please email fhmministries@yahoo.com. 

Apr 21, 202157:09
The Cost of Telling

The Cost of Telling

There is a huge cost for survivors to tell their harrowing story of satanic ritual abuse. Today we discuss that cost and why survivors have such a hard time to speak out. What can you do to support the survivors? Listen and find out how you can make a difference.
Apr 14, 202114:30
God is Lifting the Hoods

God is Lifting the Hoods

Robes and hoods give ritual abuse perpetrators a perceived feeling of safety and anonymity. God has seen and is now in the process of exposing the perpetrators. We are in a season of of the hoods being finally taken off and truth revealed as survivors are courageously speaking their horrendous experiences of abuse. 

Apr 12, 202110:30
Susan Belrose; SRA Survivor

Susan Belrose; SRA Survivor

Susan Belrose shares her journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as this tenatious survivor takes her abuse to Jesus and allows Him to lead her to a place of healing. 

Apr 09, 202155:11
God vs. Satan: The Great Juxtaposition

God vs. Satan: The Great Juxtaposition

There is no better way to understand the difference between God and Satan than at an occult ritual. Learn how it influenced Lisa and how she responded. This episode is triggering, so please use care if listening.

Apr 06, 202111:14
Charisse Milan, SRA Survivor

Charisse Milan, SRA Survivor

Charisse Milan shares her journey with us today as a survivor of sra. Listen as she shares her heart, explaining how she navigated through her recovery with God by her side. This episode is not triggering and an easy way to ease into this terrifying topic.

Apr 01, 202155:47
My Quest for Justice for Satanic Ritual Abuse

My Quest for Justice for Satanic Ritual Abuse

Lisa went to the police and filed a report against her sra perpetrator. Find out what happened and how Lisa sees justice now.
Mar 29, 202111:08
What is Ritual Abuse

What is Ritual Abuse

****TRIGGER WARNING**** This episode can be very upsetting to some viewers. 

Join Lisa as she discusses the basics of what rituals are and why they are done. 

Mar 26, 202110:12
Does the Bible Back Up Satanic Ritual Abuse?

Does the Bible Back Up Satanic Ritual Abuse?

****Trigger Warning**** Today's episode dives into the Biblical accounts of Satanic Ritual Abuse. The Bible is graphic in its depiction of the abuse, so please have care if you choose to listen to today's podcast. 

Mar 25, 202112:45
Ritual Abuse and Good Friday: What the Church Needs to Know

Ritual Abuse and Good Friday: What the Church Needs to Know

Good Friday is the most difficult Christian holiday for ritual abuse survivors. Join Lisa as she explains the difficulties survivors have with the blood and sacrifice of Jesus and how the church can help them through.

Mar 19, 202111:51
Lisa Meister, SRA Survivor

Lisa Meister, SRA Survivor

This is my story of growing up and dealing with sexual abuse and SRA.
Mar 17, 202122:10