Mod Love

questions.modlove@gmail.com -- leave a message or ask a question for a future episode! In this episode I talk about the strange duality I've experienced going through breakup grief as Covid is coming to a 'close'. I would LOVE to hear from any others who have experienced something similar even if it's not related to Covid.  Either way, this is part of my selfish segment of the podcast where I talk about my breakup! Sometimes in relatable ways and sometimes, maybe, in not so relatable ways, haha.  ---- Please FOLLOW this podcast to show your support! ---- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com ---- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and MODCLUB at checkout ---- Follow us on IG: @modclubftm

I try to give the most emotionally neutral and fair take on how my ex totally changed her perspective towards bottom surgery and how she abandoned me emotionally and physically after surgery. It's hard to sum up a 5 year relationship into an hour while also focusing on bottom surgery and trans experience, but I tried!  Please let me know what you thought of this episode by messaging us at:  questions.modlove@gmail.com ---- Please FOLLOW this podcast to show your support! ---- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com ---- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and MODCLUB at checkout ---- Follow us on IG: @modclubftm

Recording this as I dread my own journey to spend Thanksgiving with my toxic, republican, half-assed religious right family. Wanted to jump on and give you all a little backing of support in case you need it today! Clearly I do, lol.  ---- Have a question or comment for the show? Email: questions.modlove@gmail.com ---- Please FOLLOW this podcast to show your support! ---- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com ---- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and MODCLUB at checkout ---- Follow us on IG: @modclubftm

I'm going to post a follow-up to this soon because this ended up being quite the journey! But here I am all chipper and young, only 2 days after this 'easy' little surgery. Don't get me wrong, compared to other lower surgeries, this probably is the easiest of them all and probably by a long shot, but at the same time, it wasn't quite the cakewalk I expected.    **Note: I say in here that the graft was a split-thickness and I WAS told that, but I was subsequently told it was full-thickness and I believe it actually is full-thickness. ---- Have a question or comment for the show? Email: questions.modlove@gmail.com ---- Please FOLLOW this podcast to show your support! ---- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com ---- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and MODCLUB at checkout ---- Follow us on IG: @modclubftm

If you would like to begin the process of mastering your emotions so you don't feel so stuck in loops or reactions that don't serve you, listen to this! I've recently discovered a foundational framework to helping you shift your emotions from feeling shitty to feeling better and more relieved. This is a simple process that doesn't require anything more than your willingness to try it out.  I also highly recommend listening to this podcast on the topic as well:  http://thelifecoachschool.com/podcast/428/ ---- Have a question or comment for the show? Email:  questions.modlove@gmail.com ---- Please subscribe to the show! ---- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com ---- Follow us on IG: @modclubftm ---- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and MODCLUB at checkout

In this episode, Lucah talks about how much he doesn't want phallo and I talk about why I'm getting phalloplasty! It's pretty casual as neither of us is trying to convince the other and I didn't go as deep as I could have into my reasons. Perhaps I will in another episode. We also move in and out of marketing shop talk, as we are sometimes prone to do -- don't hate us for that, we're just having a good time 😬 ------------- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ ------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ #clubftm #modclub #phalloplasty #ftm #transguys #nonbinary #bottomsurgery

Despite posting this video 8 months late, I'M PROUD I'M GETTING IT OUT NOW -- BETTER LATE THAN NEVER, haha. Catching up on a few vids that I never got around to posting. Lucah and I had a great convo about how to celebrate your wins, how to be proud of yourself, how important taking just a few minutes out of your busy schedule to acknowledge yourself and your progress is, and overall, how to manage your mind.   ------------- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ ------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ #clubftm #modclub #phalloplasty #ftm #transguys #nonbinary #bottomsurgery

I was very stealth before launching Mod Club... doing all of this was one thing, but I really never thought I'd be giving hospital  BM techniques on YouTube... 😬  Questioning my life choices right now, haha...   Overall, just tossing out my surgery healing dramas and points of interest for anyone it can help!    ------------- Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ ------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm  -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/  #clubftm #modclub #phalloplasty #ftm #transguys #nonbinary #bottomsurgery

I LOVE YOU ALL ENOUGH TO POST A VID OF ME LOOKING ROUGH AS HELL just so you can get the authentic 3-day post-op review! I'm a little vain... I like to look good... this is not easssssy for me to do, but here yas go -- xoxo.  Also, I know the audio on this isn't great, so apologies for that -- just using my Mac Book Air.    Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ -------------  Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm  --------------  CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/  #clubftm #modclub #phalloplasty

If you're having trouble deciding whether or not phalloplasty is for you, watch this video, it might help give critical context to your thoughts and doubts.  Throwing it out there that it's okay to feel a lot of anxiety and stress leading up to your bottom surgery. It's okay if that stress blocks you from feeling the excitement that made you book it in the first place. Many post-op guys have confirmed these experiences leading up to phallo and that despite hard recoveries, the excitement and connection they have with their cocks return.  Comment below and tell me how your pre-op anxiety is going or how it did go if you're post-op!   The life coach who helped me with this critical question is named Kara Barr. She specializes in LGBTQ life coaching, especially for those who have evangelical parents and want to work on those relationships. You can find her here: https://www.karabarrcoaching.com/  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm  CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/

Read below for the exact, sticky question sent in: "I have come across a lot of queer women and nonbinary people whose sexual orientation is "everyone but cis men" who really want to date/fuck trans guys. On principle, I think there's nothing wrong with excluding cis men from your dating pool...... but I'm starting to see this "no cis men" thing as a potential red flag. (Some of these people also identify as lesbians, but are attracted to trans men anyway, which is... questionable.) It seems like these people want everyone to know that they're dating a trans guy, to the point of disclosing that you're trans whenever they talk about you. Maybe it's to validate their queer identity by making it clear to others that they're not with a cis man? I dated a woman who told her whole family that I was trans in the same conversation that she told them she had a boyfriend (she had previously been out to her family as a lesbian). We hadn't properly sussed out boundaries of how and when I was comfortable with her outing me, but the aftermath of that situation left me uncomfortable. So now I'm explicit from the first date with anyone that I'd like them to ask me before telling other people that I'm trans. I prefer being with bi women than straight women, and I do say on my dating profiles that I'm a trans, so maybe I'm in the wrong for feeling so touchy about this. I also go on apps where there are more queer women (Feeld, Lex, Tinder with my settings as w4w), so I guess I sort of walk into these situations willingly..." You can also follow our content at: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/ https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/ Become a member of the Club - it's free! https://clubftm.com/

If you're having trouble deciding whether or not phalloplasty is for you, listen to this podcast, it might help give critical context to your thoughts and doubts.  Throwing it out there that it's okay to feel a lot of anxiety and stress leading up to your bottom surgery. It's okay if that stress blocks you from feeling the excitement that made you book it in the first place. Many post-op guys have confirmed these experiences leading up to phallo and that despite hard recoveries, the excitement and connection they have with their cocks returns, post-op. The life coach who helped me in this critical question is named Kara Barr. She specializes in LGBTQ life coaching, especially for those who have evangelical parents and want to work on those relationships. You can find her here: https://www.karabarrcoaching.com/ -------------  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ -------------  Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways:  @modclubftm --------------  CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/

Who's more stoned at the start of this video, me or Lucah? 😂  Seriously tho... we all have limiting beliefs just as humans and then we have more based on layers of our identities that have built up over time. For us, many of these might be trans-specific. In this episode Lucah and I run down several common limiting beliefs to do with being trans and weigh in. We have to notice our thoughts and constantly question and challenge those thoughts. Our thoughts are not true just because they are our thoughts! We get to choose what we think! And, our thoughts create our feelings and our feelings create our actions and our actions create our results! So if you don't like the results you have in areas of your life, start with checking your thoughts and your limiting beliefs and change those thoughts! Record your question or comment here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us a line at: questions.modlove@gmail.com -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ ---------------- Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/

Lucah and I chat about what's worked and not worked when living with partners. How to align and live with intention, how to approach balance and compromises, how to balance your autonomy and couple time, are you and your partner ready to live together? Never move in together because you HAVE to, do it only when you both want to! This is a casual chat where Lucah basically talks about how incredible his new partner and he are doing in their new apartment and I talk about how my partner and I haven't been able to cross this threshold and why, hahaha, cry. Record your question or comment here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us a line at: questions.modlove@gmail.com -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ ---------------- Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/

Testosterone makes us horny bastards! So many of our partners can't keep up past the honeymoon phase and then we're left trying to figure out how to deal. Should you pout? Should you demand? Should you butter them up? Should you just jerk-off more? What in the hell should you do when your partner doesn't want to fuck 5 times a day like you do?! Or even like once a day... or once every 3 days? Lucah and I talk about what we've tried and what's worked and not worked. Have a question or topic you'd like us to cover? Leave it on Anchor or email us at: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/gWkoZAYDA38 Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: @modclubftm

We had a great time hanging with Ashton on this episode and learning about his dating experiences and how he's approaching being single, working on his career and timing phalloplasty.  We get into limiting beliefs of being trans, disclosure, stealthiness and confidence.   Check out Ashton at:   @wolfmanashtonomalley @unidentified.films Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: @modclubftm

We answer a question from a YouTube commenter regarding how to go about job interviews and resumes while you're early in transition!  Watch Lucah and I answer this while sleepy first thing in the morning. Hope you enjoy it and leave your questions below. Did we leave something out? Leave it in a comment or email us at: questions.modlove@gmail.com  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: @modclubftm 

Dr. Chen RETURNS to discuss donor scar healing and REMOVAL, all things sensation, burial and orgasm, scrotoplasty, erection devices, deciding between RFF and ALT, glansplasty and recovery stages!  Dr. Chen is so fantastic at describing these issues and concerns clearly and succinctly, he's a joy to talk with and learn from. I've learned so much in all of my conversations with him and I know you will too.    The purpose of these videos is to help your future consults with Dr. Chen focus on the specifics of YOU as a potential patient, rather than spending valuable consultation time learning the fundamentals of the procedures. Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: @modclubftm

Dr. Mang Chen sits down with Keaton Kash to discuss all too commonly asked questions around his FTM bottom surgery approach and techniques.  While some of what we cover is fairly foundational, I DEFINITELY learned a few things in this interview, so I have no doubts that you will as well, even if you're quite seasoned on the topic!   The purpose of these interviews is to help your future consults with Dr. Chen focus on the specifics of YOU as a potential patient, rather than spending valuable consultation time learning the fundamentals of the procedures. Plus, we all know that information can get misconstrued as it travels through word-of-mouth online. Therefore, I'm super stoked that Dr. Chen was kind enough to spend some time with me so I can bring you super correct info, straight from the source.   Website: https://clubftm.com/  IG: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/

In this episode Lucah and I rant about going bald after transition... the emotional and psychological toll it takes and how to resurface from that. We also discuss my experience with micropigmentation and our shaving methods.  Wanna have your question, comment or topic played on the podcast? Leave us a message here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us an email at: questions.modlove@gmail.com --  Subscribe on YouTube at: youtube.com/modclubftm --  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ --  Follow on IG: @modclubftm or @transdaddy66

Wanna have your question, comment or topic played on the podcast? Leave us a message here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us an email at: questions.modlove@gmail.com To learn more about Alex, check out his YouTube channel at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCA_qgibpXlBtJKOvF20ddw -- Watch this show on YouTube at: https://www.youtube.com/modclubftm --  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/ --  Follow on IG: @modclubftm or @transdaddy66

SO EXCITED TO HAVE SEAN PARSONS (BEARDONCÉ) ON THE SHOW THIS WEEK AS OUR RESIDENT HOMO! We're talking all things gay sex, hyper-masculinity, dick disclosure, the oppression olympics, gender performance, love for small dicks and much, much more! Wanna have your question, comment or topic played on the podcast? Leave us a message here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us an email at: questions.modlove@gmail.com -------------  Follow Sean's Cute Face on IG at: https://www.instagram.com/iamnotthisbeard/  -------------  Join the Mod Club, it's free! https://clubftm.com/  -------------  Follow on IG: @modclubftm or @transdaddy66

Welcome to MOD LOVE, the new podcast featuring transguys, Keaton Kash (Mod Club founder) & Lucah Rosenberg-Lee! We're covering everything about sex, dating, love and relationships from a transguy perspective. We'll be having guests on the show soon and this channel is going to be hosting interviews with post-op guys and theys, annnnnnnd surgeon interviews! It's early days, but subscribe so yas don't miss the goodness headed your way. In this introductory episode we talk about how to approach disclosing your trans status when dating (and IS IT LYING??), hooking up with partners who didn't expect you were trans, preference for big d*cks and the difference between people who are just obsessed with cock versus people who are attracted to men. We touch on why transmen are better sex partners and how all cis-gender men are not living the perfect sex lives that we often think they are. THEN, The straight privilege of sex work, The destructive toll of serial monogamy and conscious breaks from dating and sex. The inherent flakiness of gay men, the catharsis of gay sex when you're a bisexual heteroromantic. The confusion of gay / bi fantasies! Will transition turn you gay?! Why transition in the first place if you're just going to hook up with men??? LOL. You get the idea.  WE WANT TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS - no matter who you are - so send those through: anchor.fm/modlove

Erik teaches us about the ups and downs of being trans and navigating bottom surgery in Sweden! He's also been featured in a new documentary, Prince of Dreams by Jessica Nettelbladt, that has chronicled his entire transition and is currently making the rounds in indie film circuits all over the world!    Watch the trailer for Prince of Dreams here:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF7ELVEQp3E  After August 20, 2021 you can stream the full documentary here: https://triart.se/streama  For more info about the doc: https://www.facebook.com/prinsofdreams/ And, if you'd like to gain access to his Swedish Discord bottom surgery group, email: nedregbg@protonmail.com Record your question or comment here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message Or, drop us a line at: questions.modlove@gmail.com -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ *When you click through the ClubFTM store links and buy, the merchants pays us a commission at no extra cost to you, so you support us for free and it's greatly appreciated :) ---------------- Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/ 

Learn more about Radial Forearm Flap (RFF) Phalloplasty with Jai and his experiences with Dr. Chen and the Buncke Clinic. Record your comments or questions here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ *When you click through the ClubFTM store links and buy, the merchants pays us a commission at no extra cost to you, so you support us for free and it's greatly appreciated :) ---------------- Have questions or topics you wanna see featured on the channel: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/

In response to a follower's question, Lucah and I debate whether or not someone should disclose that they've had phalloplasty to new dates, casual hook ups or on dating profiles. When it comes to dating and online profiles, Lucah leans 'no' and I lean 'yes' and it makes for a very interesting conversation you're going to enjoy! Weigh in on this debate or send in your own question! Leave us comments on our youtube channel, write in or leave a message here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://clubftm.com/shop/ *When you click through the ClubFTM store links and buy, the merchants pays us a commission at no extra cost to you, so you support us for free and it's greatly appreciated :) ---------------- Have questions or topics you wanna see featured on the channel: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/

In this episode of Mod Love, Keaton and Lucah respond to a listener request to discuss our family reactions to coming out as queer and then trans. Lucah has this beautiful account of a loving and supportive family, while Keaton recounts mayhem, delving deeper into a couple points touched on in episode 4. Lucah discusses the perks of being adopted and we both agree on the importance of chosen family when needed. This is an excellent episode where listeners get both sides of how these experiences can go and we hope you find it helpful. We’d love to hear how your family reacted! Leave us comments on our youtube channel, write in or leave a message here: https://anchor.fm/modlove/message -------------- CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://www.early2bed.com/?ref=modclub *When you click through the ClubFTM store links and buy, the merchants pays us a commission at no extra cost to you, so you support us for free and it's greatly appreciated :) ---------------- Have questions or topics you wanna see featured on the channel: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch Mod Love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/

In this episode of Mod Love, Keaton and Lucah talk about their experiences building confidence through the ups and downs of transition, entrepreneurship, relationships and life. We talk about the benefits of self-help and self-help breaks, work burnout, enduring the suck of breakups and how trusting and pushing yourself during trying times actually builds confidence. The power in setting and sustaining boundaries, how important it is to minimize self-harm, embrace meditation and much more.  CLICK to grab 10% off at EarlyToBed.com and enter MODCLUB at checkout! https://www.early2bed.com/?ref=modclub ---------------- Have questions or topics you wanna see featured on the channel: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch Mod Love on YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCY7juvyYr62ppEpVK_O6PLA Leave us a positive review on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mod-love/id1567824218 -------------- Other resources mentioned in this episode: Mindset by Carol Dweck: https://clubftm.com/product/mindset/ Psycho-Cybernetics: https://clubftm.com/product/psycho-cybernetics/ Reinventing Yourself: https://clubftm.com/product/reinventing-yourself/ What to say when you talk to yourself: https://clubftm.com/product/what-to-say-when-you-talk-to-yourself/  *When you click through the ClubFTM store links above and purchase, amazon pays us a commission at no extra cost to you, so you support us for free and it's greatly appreciated :)   Lewis Howes interviews Tom Bilyeu: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DN6BP65jWhk  Childhood Trauma work: https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/therapy-for-childhood-trauma  ------------- Follow on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/  Pervs, follow my slut account at: https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/ 

Learn more about MLD Phalloplasty as we chat with Alex who just finished his 2nd stage with Dr. Miro in Serbia. We discuss MLD sensation, penetration, recovery and the overall journey. Enjoy this inside scoop!  HAVE YOU HAD MLD? We'd LOVE to see your photo results in the Mod Club, so become a (free) member:   https://clubftm.com  Watch this interview and follow our youtube channel at: https://youtu.be/e2gjVqc9MIY Watch our interview with Dr. Miro about genital transplants at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiBeJCeVu7A&t=394s Check out Alex's YouTube channel at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgmsqQdxH28t11dG2p47kLg Follow the Mod Club on IG so you don't miss new videos and giveaways: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/ https://www.instagram.com/transdaddy66/  Have questions or topics you wanna see featured on the channel: questions.modlove@gmail.com  

Cecil and I compare and contrast having a simple release and a full meta. We both had surgery with Dr. Brassard at GRS in Montreal. We get into everything from sensations, orgams, penetration, recovery time and much, much more! Cecil is super fun to chat with and it was great to get to know another Toronto-dwelling guy like myself, who's also horrible with french.  If you'd like to be a guest on the podcast or have questions for our Mod Love episodes, please feel free to drop us an email at: questions.modlove@gmail.com Watch us on YouTube at: https://www.youtube.com/c/ModClubFTM Keep up with us on Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/modclubftm/ As always, join the Mod Club: https://clubftm.com/ --- We’re going to have two streams running on this podcast, the first one is the Mod Love episodes with Lucah and I talking about life, love and sex as transmen. The second is Cock Talks where I’m interviewing guys and theys who have undergone some form of bottom surgery. Bottom surgery, if you don’t know means genital surgery in the trans world. On our youtube channel, we are also uploading interviews with surgeons, but those are not getting uploaded to the podcast, so search for the Mod Club on YouTube and subscribe if you want to watch those. All of our podcast content is uploaded to YouTube btw, so if you want to watch these interviews happen and see what we look like, check those out!

This week Lucah and I talk about some of the small and large dynamics that changed in our dating and relationship experiences when we transitioned to male. Neither of us were conscious or aware at the time how we'd need to take stock of these upcoming changes. We were both serial monogamists that kept going from relationship to relationship pre-T (pre-testosterone, ie. pre-transition) and post-T. It took us a while to realize that the expectations were different, the 'game' was different and how we needed to update our approaches to dating and relationships to find healthy and successful dynamics again! We’d love to start hearing from our audience! There’s a link in the episode description that you can click to leave us voice messages. Or, you can email us at questions.modlove@gmail.com -- Send us a question, a topic you’d like discussed, or just a comment or story and we’ll begin featuring those in our episodes. Lastly, don’t forget you can watch these episodes on our youtube channel here. Once Covid is under control, we look forward to recording in the same room!

Excited to debut our Cock Talk segment of the podcast, where I sat down with Wolfie aka Kel. At the time of recording he's about half-way through a 5-6 stage ALT Phalloplasty with Kaiser Permanente with bottom surgeons, Dr. Salim, Dr. Thomas and a helping hand from Dr. Safa. We discuss his journey through bottom surgery so far, his struggles, successes, preparations and complications. If you're considering phallo, especially, ALT, be sure to tune in!  ----- We’re going to have two streams running on this podcast, the first one is the Mod Love episodes with Lucah and I talking about life, love and sex as transmen. The second is Cock Talks where I’m interviewing guys and theys who have undergone some form of bottom surgery. Bottom surgery, if you don’t know means genital surgery in the trans world. On our youtube channel, we are also uploading interviews with surgeons, but those are not getting uploaded to the podcast, so search for the Mod Club on YouTube and subscribe if you want to watch those. All of our podcast content is uploaded to YouTube btw, so if you want to watch these interviews happen and see what we look like, check those out! This upcoming interview was my very first one and I completely forgot to give my guest a proper introduction, so to do that now, I’m speaking to Wolfie from California. He’s 2 stages into approximately a 5-6 stage ALT phalloplasty procedure. ALT stands for Anterior-Lateral Thigh, which basically means the surgeons are creating a phallus aka dick, from a tissue taken from the thigh. If these cock talks are not for you, but you enjoy the Mod Love segments I do with Lucah, then stay tuned, I’m going to be clearly labeling the episodes so you’ll know which ones to tune into.

This week Keaton and Lucah go in more on trans disclosure when dating // talk about packing and how it can help and exacerbate dysphoria // Lucah's trip to Camp Lost Boys and how he felt about phalloplasty afterwards -- Will it make you happier?? // Why is Keats glad he didn't have $50K 15 years ago??? // Lucah learns about how to fit AN ENTIRE GROCERY STORE IN HIS PANTS and much more!