Post-Self
By Madison Scott-Clary
“All artists search. I search for stories, in this post-self age. What happens when you can no longer call yourself an individual, when you have split your sense of self among several instances? How do you react? Do you withdraw into yourself, become a hermit? Do you expand until you lose all sense of identity? Do you fragment? Do you go about it deliberately, or do you let nature and chance take their course?”
Post-SelfJun 14, 2023
076: Codrin Bălan#Pollux - 2325
Be kind, be careful - prophecy - a broken vessel for a broken soul.
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
075: Ioan Bălan - 2325
Cancer - music - planning - unhappy with me.
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074: Michelle Hadje - 2124
Debarre - the name - the part that suffers - regret and guilt.
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073: Codrin Bălan#Castor - 2325
Rankin - enormous sack of shit - being deliberate.
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072: Douglas Hadje - 2325
EVA - the station - a conversation - answers - Michelle - dandelions.
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071: True Name - 2124
A pub - guessing at secession - guessing at Demma - clades.
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
070: Codrin Bălan#Pollux - 2325
A walk with Dear - the interview - death versus quitting - founders and artists.
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
069: Yared Zerezghi - 2124
Steering conversations - secession - a walk - a post.
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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068: Ioan Bălan - 2325
Interviewing May - uploading - staying behind - Michelle - Douglas - stories - lilacs and dandelions.
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Trans rights are human rights.
067: Douglas Hadje - 2325
Responding - Michelle - phys-side - weird questions - lines.
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
066: Codrin Bălan#Castor - 2325
Unending plains - cairns - a conversation - 2117 - ashamed.
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
065: Codrin Bălan#Pollux - 2325
An interview - there is no going - there is no back - "I want to die."
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
064: True Name - 2124
A bar - a name - phys-side contacts - well and truly plastered.
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Mitzvot preview
Mitzvot, book IV in the Post-Self cycle, was funded by a Kickstarter (which I apologize for not announcing here! I am dealing with some memory issues), and having been funded by more than 800%, I figured it was only appropriate that I give a bit of a preview. I know this kind of spoils any will-they-won't-they tension between Ioan and May Then My Name, but c'mon, they just had to, right?
Mitzvot comes out January 21, 2023. You can find out more at https://mitzvot.post-self.ink and read about the Kickstarter at https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/drabmakyo/mitzvot?ref=6hmyfy
Enjoy!
Post-Self Update
Just a little update on the delay in posting, the upcoming launch of book 3, Nevi'im, and the kickstarter for book 4, Mitzvot!
063: Yared Zerezghi - 2124
Speciation - coffee - notes - Jonas and True Name - fucking gross
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
062: Ioan Bălan - 2325
Woolgathering - planning - why? - feeling - dinner
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
061: Douglas Hadje - 2325
Questions - Answers
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
060: Yared Zerezghi - 2124
On individual rights - the lost - coffee - a meeting - secession - a job
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Trans rights are human rights.
059: Michelle Hadje - 2124
Self-control - The Council of Eight - a request - a favor - the Ode - the clade - assignment
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
058: Codrin Bălan#Castor - 2325
Hwæt! - monsters - cults - prophets - stories.
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
057: Yared Zerezghi - 2125
A flight - uploading - life - death - life - learning - the council - Secession
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
056: Michelle Hadje - 2306
One by one by one by one by...
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Trans rights are human rights.
055: Douglas Hadje - 2325
Aunt Michelle - the System and the station - status reports - launch
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Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
054: Ioan Bălan - 2325
Happy Death Day - Auld lang syne - feeling - history - myths
Toledot is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2021, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
April 2022 Post-Self Q&A
Hi friends! Time to answer some of those questions on Post-Self! Toledot and "Gallery Exhibition" will be coming soon.
Post-Self update
Just some updates and a call for questions! Hit me up on twitter @makyo_writes or the email address in the episode.
Music, as always, by Chad Crouch, released under a CC BY-NC 3.0 license.
Gallery Exhibition: A Love Story teaser
A short audio drama (and explanation for why Dear's partner is never named) coming soon!
Written by Madison Scott-Clary, with voices by the author, Khaki, Ta'kom Ironhoof, Rob MacWolf, Kergiby, and Pascal Farful.
Music by Chad Crouch (released under a CC BY-NC 4.0 International license; Gallery Exhibition released under the same license.
Post-Self break, Toledot coming soon!
Thank you all so much for listening to Qoheleth! Now that we've finished that, I'm working on recording Toledot as well as some stand-alone stories, including a full-cast production of Gallery Exhibition, so while there may be a break for a bit, more is on the way.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution-Noncommercial license.
053: RJ Brewster - 2114
A letter.
CW: mention of suicide
Qoheleth is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2020, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
052: Sasha - 2113
To get lost is to go mad - Cicero - mourn together - rejoice together.
CW: mention of suicide.
Qoheleth is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2020, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
Music by Chad Crouch, released under a CreativeCommons 3.0 BY-NC license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
051: Ioan Bălan - 2305
Returning home - a message - a new name - future conversations - on names - Umwelten - moving in - haven't a fucking clue.
Qoheleth is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2020, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
050: Sasha - 2112
Awakening/awakening - dandelions/dandelions - a bar/a bar - poetry/poetry - again/again - friends/friends - awakening/awakening.
Qoheleth is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2020, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
049: Ioan Bălan - 2305
Back home - what happened - what we need - forgetting - dying - what is next.
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Trans rights are human rights.
048: Dr. Carter Ramirez - 2112
Mirroring - infrablack - a prairie and a pond - litany - a veil rending - Dickinson - past events - found.
Qoheleth is © Madison Scott-Clary, 2020, released under a CreativeCommons 4.0 BY-NC-SA license.
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Trans rights are human rights.
047: Ioan Bălan - 2305
Gathering - speech - memory - death - teacher - mistakes - mere breath.
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046: RJ Brewster - 2112
A slow descent into fractal madness.
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045: Ioan Bălan - 2305
The clade - Serene and Praiseworthy - foxes - species - Michelle - friends and family - Qoheleth is ready.
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Trans rights are human rights.
44: RJ Brewster - 2112
Dreaming blind - Chekov's vote - review - a routine - madness.
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043: Ioan Bălan - 2305
Mustering the Odists - fox tantrums - encryption and reading - does this count as a stinger?
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Trans rights are human rights.
042: Dr. Carter Ramirez - 2112
Nonchalant - Caitlin and Johansson - expected - boss is good at that - shouting.
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Trans rights are human rights.
041: RJ Brewster - 2112
Tea - memories and axioms - dreaming across one's memory - words unbidden.
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040: Dr. Carter Ramirez - 2112
Remembered pain - text messages - Prakash - UMC - Sasha and Debarre - well, fuck.
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Trans rights are human rights.
039: Ioan Bălan - 2305
An interview - on the clade - on the lost - on the ode - on stories.
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Trans rights are human rights.
038: Dr. Carter Ramirez - 2112
Suspicions - dreams - a meeting - correlations - a shift - pulled back - a walk.
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Trans rights are human rights.
037: RJ Brewster - 2112
Home - bed - dreams, not sims - dreams, not commands - dreams, not reality - dreams, not cats.
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Trans rights are human rights.
036: Sasha - 2112
Moving too fast - an email - throwaways - anger - surprise - recycled.
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Trans rights are human rights.
035: Ioan Bălan - 2305
Dinner - an apology - a message - why Dear is a fox - implications of memory.
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Trans rights are human rights.
034: RJ Brewster - 2112
The clinic - things as they must be - dreams and lucidity - control.
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Trans rights are human rights.
033: Qoheleth - 2305
Names, chosen and given - Qohelet/Qoheleth - Havél/Hebel - no longer of the Ode.
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Trans rights are human rights.