Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict

Not much but I'll do a real episode later

Son doing imaging episode with some new people and if you like the personalities let me know I’ll get them back and all that stuff so thank you everyone

Just me talking about life and what’s going on well I can’t get a new bedroom in the new apartment in order and that was before I found out I had to leave said new apartment

We’ll talk about YouTube channels, codependency relationships rock bottom rehab and some other things as usual

Just a boring update about the going ons of me

shouting out people

Just a few segments of talking about stuff got stuck out in the cold and was thinking about a lot of things

Rambling about what’s been happening And how I don’t know if I should be worried if I should be mad

Update

Just a quick talk with knight rider right after midnight so are the first hours of 2022 we talk about all sorts of things like imagine if someone was living in your attic and you didn’t know about it

Just a multi segments of randomness and updates about my life and goings-on followed by the segment that I’m calling late night talks with nico and Millie

Just a great telk

Just me and my girlfriends bullshitting while driving around and running errands

OK and I reconnect after not speaking with each other for fuck probably almost 2 years and we both been through a lot in those two years and as usual we talk about everything from the college duty toxic gaming community to talking your family about your drug use and everything in between so here is another unedited unfiltered uncensored long ass talk between us.

in this episode Lee and I catch up after what feels like way too long. Lee shares his medical issues with us on top of still working full time, we discuss a new withdrawal medication lofexidine that is essentially Tylenol for withdrawal. As well as the usual touch on topics of drug use such as  what type, how much, how we administer, and a lot more you'll have to listen to find out. And we bring a new guest on named Cody Mendoza whom I met on instagram after reaching out to me, not doing so well because of a mutual friend that we both lost way to soon. If you're a regular listener than Im sure you know who that friend is. RIP Kennedy. join us for you're morning dose of laughs and inspiration and remember life is shit sometimes but being rich with homies like this makes the shit smell like roses. 

New relationship status and hardships we are facing early on but overcoming and getting through it

Talk about lots of things from secret conspiracies to video games to a new lady in my life. On the last segment I am going to say trigger warning of all sorts of things I know my podcast has trigger warnings all the time but we get into all sorts of sexual innuendos abuse rape male and female domination and others so listen with care I’m not trying to offend anyone the views and opinions expressed in this podcast do reflect my beliefs and that’s all I have to say about that

Just me venting about some stuffs. Then me fucking with my computer

some random stuff

Bitch about roommates talk gaming alil about life and a lot of nothing

In this episode we talk about everything from my new PC gaming addiction to Reese’s purse to operating systems to Anna the girl he bailed out of jail and her birthday she’s been a guest a handful of times we talked about how we need a new cohost for different podcasts and God knows what else so just check it out

Had a different episode recorded but decided to not release that one so here is a short new year update

So in this episode I elaborate on the story started last week about my new girlfriend and talk about the new sensation of blues and traveling and being the rock it a girlfriend family funeral. I’m on all our other normal shenanigans

I just update alil and talk about my new friend and we talk about a crazy thing that happened through the night

Me and a friend Just talk back and forth about a lot of stuff. Sorry for sound quality i didn’t have the mic with me.

My first episode in quite awhile so I talk about the election halloween and then I went off on my beliefs about religion.

Well I’ve reached 10000 listens so thanks everyone and I’ll get a full episode up in the next few days I love you all

We talk methadone updates shout outs more shout outs updates and general ramblings

We talk methadone treatment and how my early recovery is going. The 1 year anniversary of when Kennedy passed away. The state of the world along with van updates and a bunch of nonsense rambling as usual.

A talk with my friend Smokey about all sorts of everything from the beginnings of addiction to everything else

sex,Hookers,needles,death,love,and a lot in between

Just letting everyone know that I’ll be going live on Facebook at 10 PM mountain time roughly and hope to see everyone there

I don’t remember what I talked about i recorded this a few days ago

I just thought id do a quick little episode to test my new microphone out which i think sounds great

We talk plans what’s going on or mental state and all in all just positive outlook for the future

Random talk about the state of the world and basic everyday stuff Anna banana makes a quick appearance and we take Phelony on a walk

Can you talk a bit about me and some things about how I am becoming more comfortable with who I am and we talk about some societal changes as far is the world being more open to certain things and a talk with my friend oh I was away from for a bit and now we’re back together

Just alil about how the pandemic is going

A brief update of my situation before court. I’ll update when I get out.

Just babbling on about my arrest and clean time

We talk about life and it’s goings ons and we have special guest back nodded out Anna mumbling alil bit and we about my talk sexual preferences among other things

Just 3 parts of me rambling about what’s going on sorry took so long been super busy and will get all the affiliate links up and going on the next episode I’m sorry I’m slacking today https://www.facebook.com/donate/478467159478429/?fundraiser_source=external_url

We talk about how van life is treating me. How christmas was for me. We look back and remember Kennedy for the beautiful human that she was. We talk vein health and some harm reduction stuff.part 3 up on the roof top oasis in downtown

Well it’s me ranting about stuff while driving and then alil talk about the current situation of my #vanlife adventures

We talk about some serious shit so trigger warning please respect and be nice

Talk about holidays and all sorts of things

My arrest story beginning of my book Walmart shoplifting incident

We vent about road partners and talk about how I helped a family

I finally talk to James from Korea about nitrous mafia football handicapping teaching becoming drug therapists and more

check out the episodes ive already started making and planning for this week im at this buddhist retreat place its possible ill leave here a better person maybe ill work through some issues or something who knows.  I do know that I will 100% run out of stuff with no way anywhere to go so there for forced to stop using for alil bit which is good and I have subs and bas and other meds to make detox a bit easier well enjoy the episodes.     

I am just sitting in my hotel room and talking about my upcoming spiritual retreat and my upcoming plans and I talk about and just general babble about what’s going on and more updates of my life we’re still alive to be continued

On this episode I talk about how sensitive people in the world have become and how the so many people are just oh woe is me and me me me and fuck it’s really getting to me lately and I’m over being sensitive to it and placating everyone’s feelings.

Just random talks 2 guests Rj who I’ve been homeless with and a friend I’ve known for almost 20 years

the guest host MasterBlaster and I talk about so many things from rehab to yelp reviews to dairy queen ice cream sundaes.

A collection of Segments from the last year of doing this thoughts of a relapsing drug addict

Just found this recording with Alicha don’t believe it’s ever been published so here ya go

Just going over some things and talking about life

On this episode and you talk overdoses double overdoses and mental health and honestly I don’t remember

Nightrider talks with me then Kelsey from Florida comes in to talk about losing her boyfriend to an overdose https://amzn.to/2TLAxM4. https://amzn.to/2ZaK8x5. https://amzn.to/2KJlC2g Podcoin

Just talking with my new friend and it’s about being followed and oh so much more https://amzn.to/31Fler2.

Just some talking about the week a reading of something i found on reddit and some shoutouts check this out https://transistor.fm/?via=nick along with amazon fresh https://amzn.to/31Mc8ZZ and amazon prime https://amzn.to/2KvQyTn both are free trials just sign up and get them for free then cancel easy as that

In this episode I talk about how my life is going right now some talk about online drama so questions concerning recovery and I prepare to start working for the day

Talking while driving around multiple segments talk about smoking crack with bums begging for change from me

Im sorry for whining lately and making it sound so bad I’m not troubled or anything and we are available on PODCOIN now

Just me scootering around downtown doing errands and visiting the needle exchange we do fan shout outs and harm reduction talk

I read some mail from fans that has come from Facebook reddit and Instagram I read something I wrote and normal stuff

Just me being a sad boy trying to figure out how to pick up the pieces

I got off at wrong train stop and just walked and it’s middle of night and there is nothing around

Some talk about what’s going on talking about night rider knocking out his stepdad my current mental state all while I’m waiting for and riding the train dedication to memory of Kennedy Sophia Warren my fiancé that died of herion overdose on July 5 rest in paradise love bug until I see you again

Not much

Just talking about some random stuff it’s a short one but I’ll do a full one here in a day or so

I’ll talk about Kennedy my girlfriend who died of a herion overdose yesterday afternoon.

Can babies talk about our relationship plan with the future the little surprise at the end

We talk about my shitty sobriety and holding me accountable for my herion addiction we talk marriage and reviews from apple podcasts

Just talking anout detox

A talk with a friend

Me and girlfriend outside before I walk in detox

Stuff

Preview of next few we have a lot in the works we talk overdoses new relationships what’s next In life

Talking about what’s coming up on the episode tomorrow

Just talk about a few random things and talk about my new Facebook presence

Episode 41 just so talk and the first part of my interview with Lazy

I have a new Facebook group in Facebook page go there I can come in whatever and this is just a little audio intro for that it’s Facebook and her relapse a very poor so it’s over… Drug attic’s I hope to see you there

Not much but a birthday update and legal update

We talk with unk the night before he goes to inpatient

Just a quick story full episode this weekend

Just trying to get back on track and get back to steady regular episodes so driving and talking the move, our reach all over the world and a failed call to nightrideer

basiclly talking about what’s to come and announced new podcast news and talked about a lil bit of everything and og drops one of his biggest secrets and also reads his Apple reviews

We hit 1000 listens so far

Just a message saying I’m sorry and I’m alive

A random chat with new friend

A long talk about addiction abuse life coping skills and life in general. https://lorrainereguly.com/

a chat with Christina From tumblr sorry for the delay but it’s Monday so here we are

Just letting everyone know that this weeks episode will be a day late

Me and unk talk about recovery and how we feel sorry for ourselves when we shouldn’t because early recovery has too many feelings and other things like microdosing and free time

Talking with Peter who is someone who I connected with on reddit and he has 15 years clean so wanted to talk to him about that so that’s why dropping a special Friday episode

Just a lil talk while I’m sick about myself and what I need to do to get and stay clean thank you everybody

Nothing really just a boring Saturday night update

What’s coming up In the future

Just talking about what there is to look forward to and some new ideas

Just an update of stuff and things talking about a friend in inpatient therapy right now and this will be a thing every Monday night from now on so stay tuned

Just a get to know you talk between unk of nod squad and me just a free flow get to know each other talk

Just rambling about nothing in particular talking about a Facebook post I made and what’s headed for the future of this podcast

New roots ibogaine center and treatment facility www.newrootsibogaine.com

A brief talk with both of these and how Lauren has seen me clean and now not clean over the years on social media platforms

A few quick ramblings about life right now

A one on one improv talk about music life and death dealing with death and staying alive https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQyss29e_Vol24qChZK2M2A

A friend is on who was bailed out of jail

Talking about my interesting evening and sound quality isn’t very good I thought headset was around my neck but it was t

Moving to Phoenix to help get clean

New type of episode where I’ll be talking to people who volunteered to do a talk with me about whatever

A random type of episode where me and a friend will get in the tub and a friend will sit and talk about whatever is on our minds from real life serious events to getting fucked up in the tub

Just touched on the new podcast today me and A buddy are starting and talked about ex’s And boring Sunday morning

Just rambling about music and it’s importantance to the world

Me and night rider talking about his relapse and a variety of other topics

Just me talking about life and what’s going on in my life right now if you want to interact I’m ogwinner on reddit and ogking_710 on Snapchat and Instagram

Just a brief update about my morning and explaining the last episode a little bit

This was me trying to do here at 453 Juno 59 minutes and took him to hit and this is a safety episode on why not to use intravenously

Christmas episode 1 just letting you all know that we are back and will continue to do regular episodes again

Can’t recover old account so having to start fresh